Does She Know
“Trey why you gotta act like that?”
“Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”
“But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”
“You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”
“I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”
“They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”
“I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”
“Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.
“No! You can’t just end it like this!”
“Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”
“GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.
One year later
“Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.
“How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.
“I’m fine.”
“Sweetheart what’s ya name?”
“Shanell.”
“I never seen you here before you must be new.”
“I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”
“It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.
“That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”
“Tremaine but you can call me Trey.”
“Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.
“Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom.
“Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.”
“Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back.
“Well thanks again Trey.”
“You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway.
Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!”
“Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.
“Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.
“Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.
“I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.
Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.
“What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.
“What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.
“I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.
“Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”
“Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”
“Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.
“He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.
“You need a hug too baby?”
“I’m good.”
“You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.
“I’ll take your word for it.”
“Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”
“Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.
“Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”
“How you find dat out?”
“Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.
“Perform…as in what?”
“I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him.
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Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.
“So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”
“You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”
“Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing
“Yeah I know her.”
“So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.
“How long we gone do this Nikki?”
“Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”
“Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away
“You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”
to be continued
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You dont know Then he dragged me into the kitchen. You gone lie to me again!
Nigga you aint shit without that gun in ya hand!
You hear dat Shanell ya little golden boy still talkin his shit. Nigga you gotta lotta heart. I told you to shut da fuck up doe didnt I. He went in the drawer and took out a knife.
Petrified El what are you doing?
Look man no need to act all hasty please put dat knife away everythang cool dont nobody need to get hurt. He sat the gun on the countertop and put the knife up to my face.
You really love her nigga huh piercing my skin you dont love her he dont love you like I do Shanell Hell never love you like me baby Now Im begging and pleading for him to remove the knife because he was hurting me. Trey was pleading too for him not to hurt me. I seen the tears in his eyes as he was frantically trying to get out of that seat while trying to convince El to hurt him instead. To El it was a game he loved seeing Trey in pain and begging him. Treys pleading was of no use and there was nothing he could do about it. His hands were literally tied.
Lets see if you still want her now nigga my cries went unheard.
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Just tell me what you want El please Ill do it anything just leave Trey out of this! Then he touches his face with the gun and taunts him.
Im bout to take ya girl in the bedroom and fuck her brains out let you listen to how her pussy cant help but wait for what its been missing. Trey glared at him with so much animosity. He hated the fact that he was flashing that gun around. He wanted to get loose so bad and fuck El up, beating him down to hell.
No El dont!
Wont you talk dat shit without dat gun in ya hand. He still had the gun pointed at Trey.
You bout to be six feet under you keep talking ya shit now if I was you Id be a good little golden boy and keep my mouth shut or else sweetness here is gonna pay for it.
He grabbed me up with his arm around my neck and walked me back to the bedroom.
El your hurting me! I was crying the whole time and could barely breathe. His grip was so tight there was nothing I could do to get away. Then my doorbell sounded. I remembered Val was coming.
Whos dat?
I dont know.
Shanell why you gotta fuckin lie to me who is it? he gripped me a little tighter
I dont know! Val saw that my car was in my driveway and she knew I was expecting her. She decided to look through my window to see if anyone was around and she saw Trey was there and tied up. She noticed he wasnt happy about it so it couldnt have been nothing freaky going on. Then she wondered where was I and how come I hadnt come to the door yet. That raised some flags for her so she sat back in her car and called the police. Meanwhile El was getting upset with me and dragged me back in the living room so he could look out the peek hole to see who was at the door. Then he told me to look.
Who is that Shanell?
Wont you let her answer it and you can personally find out.
getting frustrated Nigga ooo you lucky somebodys at this door.
El shes someone from work.
Why she here?
I dont know?
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Not you nigga but since you asked some of them dollars would be nice.
Ok we can work dat out no thing can you put the gun away we all civil here.
Save dat sweet talking shit for the ladies I dont give a fuck! I was so scared. He aimed the gun at Trey and told him to sit in the bar chair that was in front of my island. Trey complied. With his arm tightly around me and gun pointed at Trey he walked into my kitchen practically making me stumble. He was rummaging for something in my drawers and then he asked me if I had some duck tape I told him no.
Girl dont make me shoot you wheres the tape?
Its under the sink. He looked under the sink and pulled it out.
Tape his hands up.
What!
You heard me nigga cross ya arms behind the seat. Trey was heated but he listened since he was pointing the gun at my head. El walked me over by Trey and watched me wrap up his wrist so his arms were pinned to the back of the chair. Then he made me wrap up his feet.
You better do it good too I wont hesitate to shoot I aint afraid of jail. I was so nervous I was shaking. I felt like I was in a movie or something, like this cant be real unfortunately it was. Then he made me face against the wall while he reinforced it.
El what do you want from me just tell me I said with hostility. Once he was done he yanked me up again.
I told you, you not getting rid of me I thought about you everyday when I was in the hole you was what got me through now you wanna act like what we had didnt exist and give my shit to dis nigga how bout I just hit it right in front of ya little golden boy for old time sake you never could get enough of this moving his tongue could you baby. Trey could no longer be silent.
Nigga fuck you! El cocked the gun back in Treys direction.
You got heart nigga you think you invincible now pointing the gun at Treys head maybe you need ya mouth taped too.
I yell with countless tears. El please! Dont!
You crying for this nigga!
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Well take you over there so we can know where she lives and then you can call us when you ready dont be tryna dip out nigga stay yo ass inside.
Oh you wont have to worry about that he aint goin nowhere.
We all left the hospital and Trey came to my place. I live in a two bedroom, ranch house in Los Angeles. Its really cute. Not real big in size but its enough space for me. I dont need much. Trey came in and loved the place. His main interest was the bedroom which is where he walked straight too. I was in the kitchen trying to figure out what to fix him to eat. Then my cell phone rang. It was Val calling to let me know I left my notes for Nelly on her desk. She said she had to come this way and wanted to know if I wanted her to drop it off. I didnt even realize that I had forgotten them. I told her that would be great and thanks. Then Trey calls me to come in the room. He was laying across the bed looking all sexy. I walk over to him.
Trey I thought you were hungry?
looks at my crotch I am.
Stop playing.
pulling me down on him Ight whatchu fixin me?
What do you want?
I showed you already you think Im playin. I suddenly get up off the bed and pull him up too.
Let me feed this smacking his belly a meal first.
If you say so. I pushed him out of the way and went in the kitchen to start preparing something to eat. Trey was on the couch messing on his phone. Then he gets up to go to the bathroom. Suddenly theres a knock on my door. I figured it was Val so I opened it. To my surprise it was El. How he found out where I lived Ill never know. He looked high too or like he was on something. I tried to slam my door back because I didnt want to let him in, but he stopped me and pushed his way through. Trey heard the commotion and came out of the bathroom. Soon as El seen him he grabbed me and put a gun to my head.
Yo homey aint no need to do dat What you want?
Thank you everyone for the comments.
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lol luv the beige greyhound, thats crazy funny.. Buggzi down peeps all that damn food, glad she ova come everything juss hope if they try it again E1 don't try nothiing crazy..
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Yeah Ight nigga Ima let dat comment slide since you laid up.
Nigga coughs excuse me damn it hurts when I do dat.
I guess so, after what youve just been through.
Nigga you can handle dat pain Ive seen you deal wit harsher shit then this.
Man Im ready to fuck that chef up somebody gotta ass whippin comin.
Whered you guys go?
Trey picked the place always wantin food in shit!
Nigga that wasnt me I didnt even eat.
I dont know who picked the spot then it was some jawn in New York we went to before we came out here.
Man I just had drinks I aint order no shit from there.
So who they got covering you.
Tasha lookin into it now you off the clock brutha just get better we gone get ready to go Ill come and hollar at you later on tonight or tomorrow.
Dont be hangin out on the town without somebody wit you Trey.
Chill Ima be straight Im not gonna do nothin stupid. I walked over and gave Buggzi a kiss on his cheek and asked, beige greyhound laughs. Trey did his two up two down hand guestures and then we walked out of the room.
Damn Im so hungry.
Buggzi was right all you think about is food.
Trey whispers in my ear.
Baby you gone let me get my grub on. Im wondering why he whispering to eat.
looking at him strangely I can fix you something at my place.
What Im talkin bout dont need fixin. I start smiling I had a dumb moment. I just shook my head and grabbed his hand to join the others. Tasha and JoJo was in the waiting area waiting for me and Trey to come out of Buggzis room. JoJo walks up to Trey.
Heres the deal. We got somebody else to cover you but they wont get here until later on tonight which means you need to keep even more of a low profile.
What else we have planned for today? looking at Tasha
Nothing. You have the Steve Harvey Morning Show tomorrow, but thats over the phone.
Ight well Ima chill with Shanell for a bit and then meet back up wit erbody later.
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He intertwines his fingers with mine and walks me backwards until my back was against the wall. Then our lips went at it again while our bodies were pressed close rekindling the flame that never was put out. God he smelled so good and I missed his touch so badly. A sudden knock on the door got our attention. We immediately stopped kissing and looked at the door smiling like two sneaky little kids. Trey went and sat back in the chair.
Come in.
Trey theres been an emergency your bodyguard Alonzo I believe Trey gets up
Yeah whats up?
Hes been taken to the emergency room for food poisoning, they think.
Trey I can take you to the hospital if you need me too.
Is my assistant still out there?
Yes her and a few others are in the waiting area. I think only one of them went with him I think Im sorry I wasnt really paying attention.
Its cool baby.
Ill follow you over there then. I grabbed my things and was on my way out. I realized I forgot to leave Lynns paper work with Val. I looked through my briefcase and took it out. It was mixed with my own work for Nellys spread. I gave it to Val and hurried out the door.
Shanell wait you forgot your It was too late. I was already pulling out in my car without the paperwork that I needed.
We got to the hospital and it was indeed food poisoning that Buggzi had. He was resting comfortably after his stomach had been pumped. After a while we were allowed to go inside to see him. Trey had me go along with him. It was crazy seeing him laid up like that. When he saw my face along with Trey he started grinning.
I told you bout eatin dat exotic shit!
I wont fuck wit it no more.
Hello Buggzi its good to see you Im sorry its like this though.
Yeah I know its good to see you. Looks like the beige greyhound found its way home. Trey started smiling as he scratched his head I was clueless.
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Im sorry you didnt think I was important enough to you to know?
Trey you were always important to me. This didnt have anything to do with you. It was something that I needed to work through and until I did, I couldnt talk about it with anyone. You dont know how hard its been for me to get past this. Im just finally able to deal with it and talk about it. I felt like I was always going to be looked upon as a criminal. To know that youre innocent, but treated like youre guilty until proven innocent it was degrading. I thought I was gonna be spending my life locked up for something I had nothing to do with. I wasnt a criminal I was a victim and yes I let that hold me hostage for a long time He noticed how emotional I was becoming and pulled me to him and hugged me.
Its ok baby you dont have to say no more looks at my face I just really wish you were strong enough to tell me what happened to you thats all. now holding my hands
I wish I was stronger than too but now Im finally able to get past this and regain my life back fully not being afraid of the things that I use to let hold me back.
So do you still feel like you did before like you cant handle being my girl and sharing the spotlight with me?
No not anymore but what difference does it make now?
Im not seeing anyone. I have a surprised look.
What?
Im not seeing anyone.
Then why did you say you were?
Im hoping by the time this prints thatll be my reality again. I gave him a small tap on his shoulder for playing with me.
Trey he kisses me Once we stopped we continued to stare at one another
You dont know how bad Ive been wantin those lips how Ive missed just bein near you turnin me on Shanell Ive never had a woman have this affect on me the way you do. Ive never stopped thinking about you.
Trey Im really sorry for not returning your calls not being able to tell you what happened to me the way things ended just everything.
Show me.
Damn girl this is deep, glad 2 c she finally told him..
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(OKM) Well Trey Songz thanks for taking time out of your schedule to interview with us and we look forward to seeing your future endeavors. I stopped the recorder since the interview was over. This will be in our next issue. Youre done.
The tape recorders off?
Yeah.
So we done wit business?
Yes.
Why were you lookin like dat?
Like what?
Like you just lost ya best friend.
sighs I guess I wasnt expecting you to say you werent single.
So you do care?
Ive always cared Trey I never stopped.
So how come you never returned my calls Oh yeah I finally got one.
I was scared.
What fo?
I thought if I did I wouldve changed my mind.
And you didnt wanna do dat?
Only because I thought I wouldve been prolonging the inevitable.
Which was what you leaving me?
Yeah I got out of my seat and looked out of the window. Trey comes up behind me.
Shanell why did you really leave me I mean I know what you said, but you also said it was for reasons that I may not understand right now whatchu mean by dat? I knew I owed Trey an explanation, so I turned around to face him.
Trey several years ago when I was with El he had got into trafficking, which I was not aware of. To make a long story short I was wrongly accused of being an accomplice.
What!
Let me finish I was arrested but eventually cleared of the charges and even though I was a minor it didnt change the way I was treated just the way I wouldve been charged. Trey that incident took a lot away from me. I was embarrassed humiliated grilled like crazy actually treated like a criminal. It was the lowest Ive every felt in my life. Trey sits on my desk and takes what Im saying in.
Shanell how come you never told me any of this?
Its not the easiest thing to talk about Trey I was too embarrassed and ashamed I was angry it left me very guarded.
But this had an affect on our relationship this was apart of the reason you walked away from me.
Trey Im sorry...
Im sorry too.
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I noticed he was walking toward me so I walked around my desk and he gave me a quick peck on the lips as he hugged me smells my neck and whispers
Mmm I missed this scent you lookin good too baby.
Thank you Trey. I cant believe you let them go. touching the top of his head
Yeah it was time I was ready for a change.
Well it looks good on you.
Thank you baby. sitting back in my seat
Have a seat. He does. So how have you been?
You want the real answer or politically correct one.
I want whatever answer you want to give me.
rubs chin Nah erthang thing been great.
So you ready to get this interview started.
Leggo. I took my tape recorder out and started the interview.
(OKM) So tell me about your latest album Ready .what makes this album different from your previous two?
(TS) I would have to say growth you know Ive learned a lot from my previous two albums Im steppin into manhood so a lot of life experiences whether it be good or bad played a role in it, to where I am right now, to feel like Im ready.
(OKM) So what type of songs can your fans expect from this album?
(TS) I think they can expect a balance of things on here not too much of one thing and less of the next but everything that embodies me.
(OKM) For all the ladies out there is Trey Songz still off the market?
(TS) Actually I still am.
I did not see that response coming I thought, when did he start seeing someone again. My heart sunk but I had to continue. I know dissappointment was written all over my face from that point on.
(TS) I dont really get into my personal life like that, but yes ladies I am off the market.
(OKM) What upcoming projects are in the works anything you can share?
(TS) Im working on a few collaborations lookin into small movie roles Im working on the video for Cant Help but Wait talks of a tour are in the works nothing official yet but its a lot bout to go down yall stay tuned.
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Shanell
Shanell thank god youre here!
Why?
Lynn was suppose to do an interview today but shes in the hospital. Bill is still in executive meetings and I cant get a hold of Michelle but it is her day off too.
But Im not scheduled for today either. I forgot my work that I wanted to go over for my Nelly interview. Thats the only reason Im here.
Well since youre here can you do the interview please.
Sure. What time is it scheduled for? You have thirty minutes.
Val are you serious?
Dont panic, Lynn already has the questions prepared. I have them right here .hands me her notes.
Oh great! I was about to say sees the name
I cant do this.
Sure you can youll be fine.
No you dont understand I havent spoken to him since...
Shanell honey please set your personal feelings aside and do this interview youre the only one available and maybe its a reason why it would be you to have to do it maybe its time for you two to talk. Then Val walks back to her seat at the reception desk. I couldnt believe this was happening. I also was wondering how come I wasnt aware that they were interviewing Trey today. I usually know whos scheduled. I walked in my office and paced the floor. I havent seen Trey in so long. I didn't know how I was going to react when I saw him, let alone do an interview with him. I sat down at my desk and read over the questions Lynn had for him in my head. Then Val calls me and tells me hes here and shell be bringing him back. I took a deep breath and waited for the knock. There it was.
Come in. I stood up from my desk. Trey walked in. He was just as surprised to see me as I was to see him. Damn he looked good. It took me a minute to speak.
Thank you Val. She smiles and walks out. Trey looked back at the door to make sure it was completely closed before he said anything.
Yo! Its you? pointing with a big old grin on his face.
By default, but yes.
Loving this story! Can't wait to read more.
Wow how cool. Small world. And it must be the same, so most do not even imagine.
AWWWWW!!! u really can't get ova ur first luv..Go get ur girl TREY..
awwwww trey u betta go get yo girl!!
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It wasnt quite finished yet but he decided to take a break. He figured he hadnt Ustreamed in a while and his fans cheer him up as well, so thats what he decided to do. He made an announcement on his twitter page that he was going live and what time. As always his fans were so excited to talk to him. He finally appeared on the computer screen. His chat started going crazy. He fans started telling him how they loved the new look. Some were saying they missed the braids but he still looked good. Then they were telling him about the songs they liked from the Ready album and asking him when was he going to do another mix tape. A few of them even asked about Shanell. He didnt speak much about her because he wasnt going to lie. He told them that she was doing fine and still working in LA. Trey stayed on the Usteam for a full hour. He did feel better after talking to them but that was only a temporary fix. The solution was where his head was in LA.
*******
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He had a show coming up in two days that he needed to fully focus on and then he was flying to LA. He was going back and forth with himself whether or not to see Shanell. If there ever was a perfect time now was it. He just didnt know if he should respect her wishes or go with his heart. He took a walk in hopes of it helping to get him back on track. Once he returned he decided to take Troys advice and go in the studio and write to hopefully help clear his head and to get some things off his mind. Troy said three words that stuck out in my head does she know.
Does she know I still love her cant get her off my mind
Does she know I dream of her another her Ill never find
Does she know my life is empty because she played a special part
Does she know Im just a shell without her she holds my heart
Nah scribbles what he just wrote thinking again remembers when she first walked past him in high school and how hes been in love with her and only her every since writes Does she know what she did hmm yeah begins to create
sometime later
Uh(x4)
Check
She my distant lover so far away
Dream of her since that day
Distant lover so far away
I wish that I could bring her here to me
Distant lover so far away
Girl you so far away hey
Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
Girl you so far away
Ahhh
So far away
You so far away
My distant lover distant lover
Ohhh
I wish that I could bring her here to me
Does she know what she did
Turned my heart in flames
From that one time that she looked my way
Does she know that sexy walk
Still on my brain aint a thang
That I cant I cant .I cant
Chorus(x2)
I cant take no more I wanna be lovin you
Been in love with you
Since the day you came and you turned away
Youll never leave my brain nooo
What started out as his thoughts turned into a song he titled Does She Know. Writing that song really helped to ease his mind and put him in a better mood.
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Ive still been following his career and even keeping in touch with his mom. Shes really sorry that things didnt work out with me and him. She told me she really thought I was the one for him. I wish I couldve been the one for him, because he was everything for me. He still is.
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Trey
Your tones a little off when youre hitting that note try it again. Troy sang it first and Trey repeated it.
Like dat?
Yeah just like that ok lets take it from the top. Troy started the music again and Trey tried it over. Troy noticed that Trey was off once again.
Ok maybe you need a break. Trey takes his head phones off and grabs his water bottle. Then hes about to walk out the studio but Troy calls him.
Aye whats gotten into you you missing your braids. That actually perked Trey up a little bit. He rubs the top of his head halfway smiling.
Nah Im cool.
Not sounding like that youre not whats going on are feeling under pressure stressed ?
Nah Im doing what I love its all good baby.
Oh I guess youre just missing who you love then. Trey doesnt even entertain that thought with a genuine response.
Man go head its been over a year Im just tired.
Aye its me you talking too. Its ok to miss her I know she was an important part of your life you know she was an important part of your life but does she know how important she was in your life Let me tell you this everything youre feeling right now channel it into your music. Dont let it be a distraction and take away your focus.
Nah Im focused.
Ok focused who cant get his notes right well take a few more minutes and then pick it back up.
Ight man. Trey and Troy continued their work after Trey took his break. They were in the studio for hours. Finally Troy told Trey when hes really ready to record, there session could begin. He could tell Treys mind was somewhere else. Trey was bummed out and it was really affecting his performance today. He wasnt himself.
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It Would Be You
1 year later
Shanell
Its been a year now since Ive worked for OK Magazine. I went hard to prove that Im a good employee who goes above and beyond to do my job. I stayed late on nights others went home. Every celebrity I was asked to get for our magazine I was successful at it even ones I wasnt asked to get. I worked through breaks, my lunch time and now my hard work has finally paid off. I went from being the one going out in the field pitching the magazine to interviewing and writing the story on the clients. They did give me a trial period first before I was officially promoted but I got through that with flying colors. This job has really challenged me a lot as far as growth. Ive had to really get out there and prove myself. Taking risk that I usually wouldnt have done. Putting myself out there to show our clients how we can work for them by exposing them to a demographic that they might not touch otherwise. Im making a name for myself and Im not as fearful of having people know who I am. Ive built a good rapport with the clients that Ive interviewed and some of them have sent me referrals.
Trey was trying to get in touch with me, after I left, but I just couldnt talk to him. I felt like if I did I wouldve had second thoughts and just prolonged the inevitable. I left him
one message telling him that Im fine and my leaving was something that I needed to do for me. If he ever loved me than I know he understands and wont hold it against me. I let him know that I wanted him to be happy to the fullest, so know that I left bearing no hard feelings and I hope he doesnt have any for me. I told him that he was the best thing to ever happen to me and leaving him again, was not an easy thing to do, so thats why I havent returned his calls until now. I just wanted him to know that I will always love him and I miss him and to take care of himself. Which Ive noticed he has been doing.
I think I would have stayed but i'm also not really the relationship type but sometimes peer pressure or the influence of others can sway your desicions in life. But I would have wanted to keep him.
Love you guys responses..thanks for taking part in the discussion....there are no right or wrong answers here because we all are entitled to our own opinion and views. I just wanted to turn it into more of a discussion and hear/read your point of views.
I hope you continue to enjoy the story as it unfolds. :)
I know it's hard 2 let love go, but if u really love him it's the best thing to do.. I would do the same thing i'm a very private person so it would b heard 2 b with some1 thats high profile.. Shanell is a example of a STRONG WOMAN,i know a lot of other woman would stay bcuz of wat the life style could give them..I'll take LOVE ova LOUBOUTIN any day... U go shanell.. great story girl
She Wasn't Wrong For Leavin Him. The Fact Of The Matter Is, None Of Us Know What It's Like To Be In A High-Profile Relationship Until We've Actually Done It. We All Know Our Strengths And Weaknesses, To Some Degree, But I Think She Did The Honorable Thing By Being Honest With Him And Letting Him Go If She Knew She Couldn't Handle It. She Knew She Wasn't Strong Enough And Thats Real, Some People Just Aren't Strong Enough. Way To Be A REAL Woman About Your Shit Shanell!!
That's a tough question. I can say I'd try to stay if I was her and I loved him, but I'm not in that situation. It's easier said than done. I know it's Trey, and I'd want to stay cuz of that, but that would be a hard relationship to stay in.
I think i would be strong leaving a high profile lifestyle. i think she was wrong for leaving b/c she knew when he got big in the industry all this was gonna to happen but she wasnt strong from the beginning
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I know its not fair to him, and Im sorry. Im sorry that I cant get past this yet. Im sorry that I couldnt be the kind of woman that he needed me to be, but Im not sorry for loving him enough to let him go. I continue to look in his eyes.
Baby I wish you could fix it
You cant leave me Shanell I need you baby leaning in closer to my lips I need you whispers I love you Trey started kissing my lips and giving my ears and my neck small pecks. My body was too weak to stop him, so I didnt. He made love to me for the last time that night. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried in the bathroom as I wrote him a note saying how much I love him, but I had to leave for reasons that he may not understand right now. I wrote by no means was this easy for me to do and I pray that one day he can find it in his heart to forgive me. The next morning Trey woke up to see an empty side of the bed. He spotted my note and read it. Then he grabbed his cell phone to call me.
Shanell baby I heard everythang you said last night and I do understand how you feel but I still think we can work this out its not as hard as it seems baby I love you and I know you love me I know it can you pick up the phone ok maybe you not up yet but can you please return my call. I know we can make this work baby just give us a chance I love you click
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Questions
Ladies if you were in Shanell's position would you be strong enough to walk away from Trey or any relationship that was high profile? Could you be strong enough to stay true to yourself? Was she wrong for leaving? What are your thoughts?
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