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    Does She Know 

     

    “Trey why you gotta act like that?”

    “Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

    “But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

    “You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

    “I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

    “They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

    “I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

    “Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

    “No! You can’t just end it like this!”

    “Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

    “GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

     

    One year later

     

    “Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

    “How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

    “I’m fine.” 

    “Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

    “Shanell.”

    “I never seen you here before you must be new.”

    “I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

    “It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

    “That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

    “Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

    “Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

    “Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

    “Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

    “Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

    “Well thanks again Trey.” 

    “You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

    Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

    “Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

    “Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

    “Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

    “I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

     

    Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

     

    “What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

    “What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

    “I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

    “Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

    “Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

    “Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

    “He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

    “You need a hug too baby?” 

    “I’m good.”

    “You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

    “I’ll take your word for it.”

    “Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

    “Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

    “Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

    “How you find dat out?”

    “Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

    “Perform…as in what?”

    “I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

     

    *******

     

    Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

     

    “So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

    “You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

    “Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

    “Yeah I know her.”

    “So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

    “How long we gone do this Nikki?”

    “Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

    “Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

    “You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

    to be continued

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Does She Know 

 

“Trey why you gotta act like that?”

“Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

“But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

“You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

“I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

“They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

“I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

“Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

“No! You can’t just end it like this!”

“Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

“GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

 

One year later

 

“Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

“How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

“I’m fine.” 

“Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

“Shanell.”

“I never seen you here before you must be new.”

“I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

“It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

“That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

“Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

“Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

“Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

“Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

“Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

“Well thanks again Trey.” 

“You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

“Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

“Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

“Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

“I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

 

Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

 

“What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

“What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

“I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

“Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

“Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

“Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

“He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

“You need a hug too baby?” 

“I’m good.”

“You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

“I’ll take your word for it.”

“Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

“Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

“Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

“How you find dat out?”

“Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

“Perform…as in what?”

“I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

 

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Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

 

“So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

“You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

“Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

“Yeah I know her.”

“So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

“How long we gone do this Nikki?”

“Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

“Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

“You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

to be continued

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OH HELL NO!!! This crazy nigga wanna cut u after he said he love u..This sum crazy ish,untie trey so he can beat ur ass nigga...Luv this..

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wow

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“You don’t know…” Then he dragged me into the kitchen. “You gone lie to me again!”
“Nigga you ain‘t shit without that gun in ya hand!”
“You hear dat Shanell…ya little golden boy still talkin his shit. Nigga you gotta lotta heart. I told you to shut da fuck up doe didn‘t I.” He went in the drawer and took out a knife.
Petrified…“El what are you doing?”
“Look man no need to act all hasty…please put dat knife away…everythang cool…don‘t nobody need to get hurt.” He sat the gun on the countertop and put the knife up to my face.
“You really love her nigga…huh…piercing my skin…you don’t love her…he don’t love you like I do Shanell…He‘ll never love you like me baby…” Now I’m begging and pleading for him to remove the knife because he was hurting me. Trey was pleading too for him not to hurt me. I seen the tears in his eyes as he was frantically trying to get out of that seat while trying to convince El to hurt him instead. To El it was a game…he loved seeing Trey in pain and begging him. Trey’s pleading was of no use and there was nothing he could do about it. His hands were literally tied.
“Let’s see if you still want her now nigga…” my cries went unheard.

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“Just tell me what you want El please…I’ll do it…anything…just leave Trey out of this!” Then he touches his face with the gun and taunts him.
“I’m bout to take ya girl in the bedroom and fuck her brains out…let you listen to how her pussy can‘t help but wait for what it‘s been missing.” Trey glared at him with so much animosity. He hated the fact that he was flashing that gun around. He wanted to get loose so bad and fuck El up, beating him down to hell.
“No El don’t!”
“Won’t you talk dat shit without dat gun in ya hand.” He still had the gun pointed at Trey.
“You bout to be six feet under you keep talking ya shit…now if I was you I‘d be a good little golden boy and keep my mouth shut or else sweetness here is gonna pay for it.”
He grabbed me up with his arm around my neck and walked me back to the bedroom.
“El your hurting me!” I was crying the whole time and could barely breathe. His grip was so tight there was nothing I could do to get away. Then my doorbell sounded. I remembered Val was coming.
“Who’s dat?”
“I don’t know.”
“Shanell why you gotta fuckin lie to me…who is it?” he gripped me a little tighter

“I don’t know!” Val saw that my car was in my driveway and she knew I was expecting her. She decided to look through my window to see if anyone was around and she saw Trey was there and tied up. She noticed he wasn’t happy about it so it couldn’t have been nothing freaky going on. Then she wondered where was I and how come I hadn’t come to the door yet. That raised some flags for her so she sat back in her car and called the police. Meanwhile El was getting upset with me and dragged me back in the living room so he could look out the peek hole to see who was at the door. Then he told me to look.
“Who is that Shanell?”
“Won’t you let her answer it and you can personally find out.”
getting frustrated “Nigga…ooo you lucky somebody’s at this door.”
“El she’s someone from work.”
“Why she here?”
“I don’t know?”

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“Not you nigga…but since you asked some of them dollars would be nice.”
“Ok…we can work dat out…no thing…can you put the gun away…we all civil here.”
“Save dat sweet talking shit for the ladies…I don’t give a fuck!” I was so scared. He aimed the gun at Trey and told him to sit in the bar chair that was in front of my island. Trey complied. With his arm tightly around me and gun pointed at Trey he walked into my kitchen practically making me stumble. He was rummaging for something in my drawers and then he asked me if I had some duck tape I told him no.
“Girl don’t make me shoot you…where’s the tape?”
“It’s under the sink.” He looked under the sink and pulled it out.
“Tape his hands up.”
“What!”
“You heard me…nigga cross ya arms behind the seat.” Trey was heated but he listened since he was pointing the gun at my head. El walked me over by Trey and watched me wrap up his wrist so his arms were pinned to the back of the chair. Then he made me wrap up his feet.
“You better do it good too…I won’t hesitate to shoot…I ain’t afraid of jail.” I was so nervous I was shaking. I felt like I was in a movie or something, like this can’t be real…unfortunately it was. Then he made me face against the wall while he reinforced it.
“El what do you want from me…just tell me…” I said with hostility. Once he was done he yanked me up again.

“I told you, you not getting rid of me…I thought about you everyday when I was in the hole…you was what got me through…now you wanna act like what we had didn’t exist and give my shit to dis nigga…how bout I just hit it right in front of ya little golden boy for old time sake…you never could get enough of this…moving his tongue…could you baby.” Trey could no longer be silent.
“Nigga fuck you!” El cocked the gun back in Trey‘s direction.
“You got heart nigga…you think you invincible…now pointing the gun at Trey’s head…maybe you need ya mouth taped too.”
I yell with countless tears. “El please! Don’t!”
“You crying for this nigga!”

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“We’ll take you over there so we can know where she lives and then you can call us when you ready…don’t be tryna dip out nigga…stay yo ass inside.”
“Oh you won‘t have to worry about that…he ain‘t goin nowhere.”

We all left the hospital and Trey came to my place. I live in a two bedroom, ranch house in Los Angeles. It’s really cute. Not real big in size but it’s enough space for me. I don’t need much. Trey came in and loved the place. His main interest was the bedroom which is where he walked straight too. I was in the kitchen trying to figure out what to fix him to eat. Then my cell phone rang. It was Val calling to let me know I left my notes for Nelly on her desk. She said she had to come this way and wanted to know if I wanted her to drop it off. I didn’t even realize that I had forgotten them. I told her that would be great and thanks. Then Trey calls me to come in the room. He was laying across the bed looking all sexy. I walk over to him.

“Trey…I thought you were hungry?”
looks at my crotch “I am.”
“Stop playing.”
pulling me down on him “Ight…whatchu fixin me?”
“What do you want?”
“I showed you already…you think I’m playin.” I suddenly get up off the bed and pull him up too.
“Let me feed this…smacking his belly…a meal first.”

“If you say so.” I pushed him out of the way and went in the kitchen to start preparing something to eat. Trey was on the couch messing on his phone. Then he gets up to go to the bathroom. Suddenly there’s a knock on my door. I figured it was Val so I opened it. To my surprise it was El. How he found out where I lived I’ll never know. He looked high too or like he was on something. I tried to slam my door back because I didn’t want to let him in, but he stopped me and pushed his way through. Trey heard the commotion and came out of the bathroom. Soon as El seen him he grabbed me and put a gun to my head.
“Yo homey ain’t no need to do dat…What you want?”

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Thank you everyone for the comments.

@JamRoc_4eva your very insightful...here's the next post!

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lol luv the beige greyhound, thats crazy funny.. Buggzi down peeps all that damn food, glad she ova come everything juss hope if they try it again E1 don't try nothiing crazy..

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“Yeah Ight nigga…I’ma let dat comment slide since you laid up.”
“Nigga…coughs…excuse me…damn it hurts when I do dat.”
“I guess so, after what you’ve just been through.”
“Nigga you can handle dat pain…I’ve seen you deal wit harsher shit then this.”
“Man I’m ready to fuck that chef up…somebody gotta ass whippin comin.”
“Where’d you guys go?”
“Trey picked the place…always wantin food in shit!”
“Nigga that wasn’t me…I didn’t even eat.”
“I don’t know who picked the spot then…it was some jawn in New York we went to before we came out here.”
“Man I just had drinks…I ain’t order no shit from there.”
“So who they got covering you.”
“Tasha lookin into it now…you off the clock brutha…just get better…we gone get ready to go…I’ll come and hollar at you later on tonight or tomorrow.”
“Don’t be hangin out on the town without somebody wit you Trey.”
“Chill…I’ma be straight…I’m not gonna do nothin stupid.” I walked over and gave Buggzi a kiss on his cheek and asked, “beige greyhound” laughs. Trey did his two up two down hand guestures and then we walked out of the room.
“Damn I’m so hungry.”
“Buggzi was right all you think about is food.”
Trey whispers in my ear.
“Baby you gone let me get my grub on.” I’m wondering why he whispering to eat.
looking at him strangely “I can fix you something at my place.”
“What I’m talkin bout don’t need fixin.” I start smiling…I had a dumb moment. I just shook my head and grabbed his hand to join the others. Tasha and JoJo was in the waiting area waiting for me and Trey to come out of Buggzi‘s room. JoJo walks up to Trey.
“Here’s the deal. We got somebody else to cover you but they won’t get here until later on tonight which means you need to keep even more of a low profile.”
“What else we have planned for today?” looking at Tasha
“Nothing. You have the Steve Harvey Morning Show tomorrow, but that’s over the phone.”
“Ight well I’ma chill with Shanell for a bit and then meet back up wit er’body later.”

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He intertwines his fingers with mine and walks me backwards until my back was against the wall. Then our lips went at it again while our bodies were pressed close rekindling the flame that never was put out. God he smelled so good and I missed his touch so badly. A sudden knock on the door got our attention. We immediately stopped kissing and looked at the door smiling like two sneaky little kids. Trey went and sat back in the chair.

“Come in.”
“Trey there’s been an emergency…your bodyguard Alonzo I believe…” Trey gets up
“Yeah what’s up?”
“He’s been taken to the emergency room for food poisoning, they think.”
“Trey I can take you to the hospital if you need me too.”
“Is my assistant still out there?”
“Yes her and a few other’s are in the waiting area. I think only one of them went with him…I think…I’m sorry I wasn’t really paying attention.”
“It’s cool baby.”
“I’ll follow you over there then.” I grabbed my things and was on my way out. I realized I forgot to leave Lynn’s paper work with Val. I looked through my briefcase and took it out. It was mixed with my own work for Nelly’s spread. I gave it to Val and hurried out the door.
“Shanell wait…you forgot your…” It was too late. I was already pulling out in my car without the paperwork that I needed.

We got to the hospital and it was indeed food poisoning that Buggzi had. He was resting comfortably after his stomach had been pumped. After a while we were allowed to go inside to see him. Trey had me go along with him. It was crazy seeing him laid up like that. When he saw my face along with Trey he started grinning.

“I told you bout eatin dat exotic shit!”
“I won’t fuck wit it no more.”
“Hello Buggzi…it’s good to see you…I’m sorry it’s like this though.”
“Yeah I know…it’s good to see you. Looks like the beige greyhound found it‘s way home.” Trey started smiling as he scratched his head…I was clueless.

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I’m sorry you didn’t think I was important enough to you to know?”
“Trey you were always important to me. This didn’t have anything to do with you. It was something that I needed to work through and until I did, I couldn’t talk about it with anyone. You don’t know how hard it’s been for me to get past this. I’m just finally able to deal with it and talk about it. I felt like I was always going to be looked upon as a criminal. To know that you’re innocent, but treated like you’re guilty until proven innocent…it was degrading. I thought I was gonna be spending my life locked up for something I had nothing to do with. I wasn‘t a criminal…I was a victim…and yes I let that hold me hostage for a long time…” He noticed how emotional I was becoming and pulled me to him and hugged me.
“It’s ok baby…you don’t have to say no more…looks at my face…I just really wish you were strong enough to tell me what happened to you that‘s all.” now holding my hands
“I wish I was stronger than too…but now I’m finally able to get past this and regain my life back fully…not being afraid of the things that I use to let hold me back.”
“So do you still feel like you did before…like you can’t handle being my girl and sharing the spotlight with me?”
“No…not anymore…but what difference does it make now?”
“I’m not seeing anyone.” I have a surprised look.
“What?”
“I’m not seeing anyone.”
“Then why did you say you were?”
“I’m hoping by the time this prints that’ll be my reality again.” I gave him a small tap on his shoulder for playing with me.
“Trey…” he kisses me…Once we stopped we continued to stare at one another
“You don’t know how bad I’ve been wantin those lips…how I‘ve missed just bein near you turnin me on…Shanell I‘ve never had a woman have this affect on me the way you do. I‘ve never stopped thinking about you.”
“Trey…I’m really sorry for not returning your calls…not being able to tell you what happened to me…the way things ended…just everything.”
“Show me.”

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Damn girl this is deep, glad 2 c she finally told him..

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(OKM) “Well Trey Songz thanks for taking time out of your schedule to interview with us and we look forward to seeing your future endeavors.” I stopped the recorder since the interview was over. “This will be in our next issue. You’re done.”
“The tape recorders off?”
“Yeah.”
“So we done wit business?”
“Yes.”
“Why were you lookin like dat?”
“Like what?”
“Like you just lost ya best friend.”
sighs “I guess I wasn’t expecting you to say you weren’t single.”
“So you do care?”
“I’ve always cared Trey…I never stopped.”
“So how come you never returned my calls…Oh yeah I finally got one.”
“I was scared.”
“What fo?”
“I thought if I did I would’ve changed my mind.”
“And you didn’t wanna do dat?”
“Only because I thought I would’ve been prolonging the inevitable.”
“Which was what…you leaving me?”
“Yeah…” I got out of my seat and looked out of the window. Trey comes up behind me.
“Shanell why did you really leave me…I mean I know what you said, but you also said it was for reasons that I may not understand right now…whatchu mean by dat?” I knew I owed Trey an explanation, so I turned around to face him.
“Trey several years ago when I was with El he had got into trafficking, which I was not aware of. To make a long story short I was wrongly accused of being an accomplice.”
“What!”
“Let me finish…I was arrested…but eventually cleared of the charges…and even though I was a minor…it didn’t change the way I was treated…just the way I would’ve been charged. Trey that incident took a lot away from me. I was embarrassed…humiliated…grilled like crazy…actually treated like a criminal. It was the lowest I’ve every felt in my life.” Trey sits on my desk and takes what I’m saying in.
“Shanell how come you never told me any of this?”
“It’s not the easiest thing to talk about Trey…I was too embarrassed and ashamed…I was angry…it left me very guarded.”
“But this had an affect on our relationship…this was apart of the reason you walked away from me.”
“Trey I’m sorry...”
“I’m sorry too.

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I noticed he was walking toward me so I walked around my desk and he gave me a quick peck on the lips as he hugged me… smells my neck and whispers
“Mmm I missed this scent…you lookin good too baby.”
“Thank you Trey. I can’t believe you let them go.” touching the top of his head
“Yeah it was time…I was ready for a change.”
“Well it looks good on you.”
“Thank you baby.” sitting back in my seat
“Have a seat.” He does. “So how have you been?”
“You want the real answer or “politically correct” one.”
“I want whatever answer you want to give me.”
rubs chin “Nah…er’thang thing been great.”
“So you ready to get this interview started.”
“Leggo.” I took my tape recorder out and started the interview.”

(OKM) “So tell me about your latest album Ready….what makes this album different from your previous two?”
(TS) “I would have to say growth…you know I’ve learned a lot from my previous two albums…I’m steppin into manhood so a lot of life experiences whether it be good or bad played a role in it, to where I am right now, to feel like I’m ready.”
(OKM) “So what type of songs can your fans expect from this album?”
(TS) “I think they can expect a balance of things on here…not too much of one thing and less of the next…but everything that embodies me.”
(OKM) “For all the ladies out there is Trey Songz still off the market?”
(TS) “Actually I still am.”

I did not see that response coming…I thought, when did he start seeing someone again. My heart sunk but I had to continue. I know dissappointment was written all over my face from that point on.

(TS) “I don’t really get into my personal life like that, but yes ladies I am off the market.”
(OKM) “What upcoming projects are in the works…anything you can share?”
(TS) “I’m working on a few collaborations…lookin into small movie roles…I’m working on the video for Can’t Help but Wait…talks of a tour are in the works…nothing official yet…but it’s a lot bout to go down…y’all stay tuned.”

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Shanell

“Shanell thank god you’re here!”
“Why?”
“Lynn was suppose to do an interview today but she’s in the hospital. Bill is still in executive meetings and I can’t get a hold of Michelle…but it is her day off too.”
“But I’m not scheduled for today either. I forgot my work that I wanted to go over for my Nelly interview. That’s the only reason I’m here.”
“Well since you’re here can you do the interview…please.”
“Sure. What time is it scheduled for? You have thirty minutes.”
“Val are you serious?”
“Don’t panic, Lynn already has the questions prepared. I have them right here….hands me her notes.
“Oh great! I was about to say…” see’s the name
“I can’t do this.”
“Sure you can…you’ll be fine.”
“No you don’t understand…I haven‘t spoken to him since...”
“Shanell honey please set your personal feelings aside and do this interview…you‘re the only one available…and maybe it’s a reason why it would be you to have to do it…maybe it’s time for you two to talk.” Then Val walks back to her seat at the reception desk. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I also was wondering how come I wasn’t aware that they were interviewing Trey today. I usually know who‘s scheduled. I walked in my office and paced the floor. I haven’t seen Trey in so long. I didn't know how I was going to react when I saw him, let alone do an interview with him. I sat down at my desk and read over the questions Lynn had for him in my head. Then Val calls me and tells me he’s here and she’ll be bringing him back. I took a deep breath and waited for the knock. There it was.

“Come in.” I stood up from my desk. Trey walked in. He was just as surprised to see me as I was to see him. Damn he looked good. It took me a minute to speak.
“Thank you Val.” She smiles and walks out. Trey looked back at the door to make sure it was completely closed before he said anything.
“Yo! It’s you?” pointing with a big old grin on his face.
“By default, but yes.”

Amrita's picture

Loving this story! Can't wait to read more.

ClaudiaGarcia's picture

Wow how cool. Small world. And it must be the same, so most do not even imagine.

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

AWWWWW!!! u really can't get ova ur first luv..Go get ur girl TREY..

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awwwww trey u betta go get yo girl!!

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It wasn’t quite finished yet but he decided to take a break. He figured he hadn’t Ustreamed in a while and his fans cheer him up as well, so that’s what he decided to do. He made an announcement on his twitter page that he was going live and what time. As always his fans were so excited to talk to him. He finally appeared on the computer screen. His chat started going crazy. He fans started telling him how they loved the new look. Some were saying they missed the braids but he still looked good. Then they were telling him about the songs they liked from the Ready album and asking him when was he going to do another mix tape. A few of them even asked about Shanell. He didn’t speak much about her because he wasn’t going to lie. He told them that she was doing fine and still working in LA. Trey stayed on the Usteam for a full hour. He did feel better after talking to them but that was only a temporary fix. The solution was where his head was…in LA.

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He had a show coming up in two days that he needed to fully focus on and then he was flying to LA. He was going back and forth with himself whether or not to see Shanell. If there ever was a perfect time now was it. He just didn’t know if he should respect her wishes or go with his heart. He took a walk in hopes of it helping to get him back on track. Once he returned he decided to take Troy’s advice and go in the studio and write to hopefully help clear his head and to get some things off his mind. Troy said three words that stuck out in my head…does she know.

Does she know I still love her can’t get her off my mind
Does she know I dream of her another her I’ll never find
Does she know my life is empty because she played a special part
Does she know I’m just a shell without her she holds my heart…

“Nah…scribbles what he just wrote…thinking again…remembers when she first walked past him in high school and how he’s been in love with her and only her every since…writes…Does she know what she did…hmm…yeah” begins to create…

sometime later

Uh(x4)
Check
She my distant lover so far away
Dream of her since that day
Distant lover so far away
I wish that I could bring her here to me
Distant lover so far away
Girl you so far away hey…

Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
Girl you so far away
Ahhh
So far away
You so far away
My distant lover distant lover
Ohhh
I wish that I could bring her here to me

Does she know what she did
Turned my heart in flames
From that one time that she looked my way
Does she know that sexy walk
Still on my brain ain’t a thang
That I can’t…I can’t….I can’t…

Chorus(x2)
I can’t take no more I wanna be lovin you
Been in love with you
Since the day you came and you turned away
You’ll never leave my brain…nooo

What started out as his thoughts turned into a song he titled “Does She Know.” Writing that song really helped to ease his mind and put him in a better mood.

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I’ve still been following his career and even keeping in touch with his mom. She’s really sorry that things didn’t work out with me and him. She told me she really thought I was the one for him. I wish I could’ve been the one for him, because he was everything for me. He still is.

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Trey

“Your tones a little off when you’re hitting that note…try it again.” Troy sang it first and Trey repeated it.”
“Like dat?”
“Yeah just like that…ok let’s take it from the top.” Troy started the music again and Trey tried it over. Troy noticed that Trey was off once again.
“Ok…maybe you need a break.” Trey takes his head phones off and grabs his water bottle. Then he’s about to walk out the studio but Troy calls him.
“Aye…what’s gotten into you…you missing your braids.” That actually perked Trey up a little bit. He rubs the top of his head halfway smiling.
“Nah I’m cool.”
“Not sounding like that you’re not…what’s going on…are feeling under pressure…stressed…?”
“Nah…I’m doing what I love…it‘s all good baby.”
“Oh…I guess you’re just missing who you love then.” Trey doesn‘t even entertain that thought with a genuine response.
“Man go head…it’s been over a year…I’m just tired.”
“Aye…it’s me you talking too. It’s ok to miss her… I know she was an important part of your life…you know she was an important part of your life…but does she know how important she was in your life…Let me tell you this…everything you’re feeling right now channel it into your music. Don’t let it be a distraction and take away your focus.”
“Nah I’m focused.”
“Ok focused…who can‘t get his notes right…we’ll take a few more minutes and then pick it back up.”
“Ight man.” Trey and Troy continued their work after Trey took his break. They were in the studio for hours. Finally Troy told Trey when he’s really ready to record, there session could begin. He could tell Trey’s mind was somewhere else. Trey was bummed out and it was really affecting his performance today. He wasn‘t himself.

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It Would Be You

1 year later

Shanell

It’s been a year now since I’ve worked for OK Magazine. I went hard to prove that I’m a good employee who goes above and beyond to do my job. I stayed late on nights other’s went home. Every celebrity I was asked to get for our magazine I was successful at it even ones I wasn’t asked to get. I worked through breaks, my lunch time and now my hard work has finally paid off. I went from being the one going out in the field pitching the magazine to interviewing and writing the story on the clients. They did give me a trial period first before I was officially promoted but I got through that with flying colors. This job has really challenged me a lot as far as growth. I’ve had to really get out there and prove myself. Taking risk that I usually wouldn’t have done. Putting myself out there to show our clients how we can work for them by exposing them to a demographic that they might not touch otherwise. I’m making a name for myself and I’m not as fearful of having people know who I am. I’ve built a good rapport with the clients that I’ve interviewed and some of them have sent me referrals.

Trey was trying to get in touch with me, after I left, but I just couldn’t talk to him. I felt like if I did I would’ve had second thoughts and just prolonged the inevitable. I left him
one message telling him that I’m fine and my leaving was something that I needed to do for me. If he ever loved me than I know he understands and won’t hold it against me. I let him know that I wanted him to be happy to the fullest, so know that I left bearing no hard feelings and I hope he doesn‘t have any for me. I told him that he was the best thing to ever happen to me and leaving him again, was not an easy thing to do, so that’s why I haven’t returned his calls until now. I just wanted him to know that I will always love him and I miss him and to take care of himself. Which I’ve noticed he has been doing.

lisaleigh30's picture

I think I would have stayed but i'm also not really the relationship type but sometimes peer pressure or the influence of others can sway your desicions in life. But I would have wanted to keep him.

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Love you guys responses..thanks for taking part in the discussion....there are no right or wrong answers here because we all are entitled to our own opinion and views. I just wanted to turn it into more of a discussion and hear/read your point of views.

I hope you continue to enjoy the story as it unfolds. :)

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

I know it's hard 2 let love go, but if u really love him it's the best thing to do.. I would do the same thing i'm a very private person so it would b heard 2 b with some1 thats high profile.. Shanell is a example of a STRONG WOMAN,i know a lot of other woman would stay bcuz of wat the life style could give them..I'll take LOVE ova LOUBOUTIN any day... U go shanell.. great story girl

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She Wasn't Wrong For Leavin Him. The Fact Of The Matter Is, None Of Us Know What It's Like To Be In A High-Profile Relationship Until We've Actually Done It. We All Know Our Strengths And Weaknesses, To Some Degree, But I Think She Did The Honorable Thing By Being Honest With Him And Letting Him Go If She Knew She Couldn't Handle It. She Knew She Wasn't Strong Enough And Thats Real, Some People Just Aren't Strong Enough. Way To Be A REAL Woman About Your Shit Shanell!!

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That's a tough question. I can say I'd try to stay if I was her and I loved him, but I'm not in that situation. It's easier said than done. I know it's Trey, and I'd want to stay cuz of that, but that would be a hard relationship to stay in.

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I think i would be strong leaving a high profile lifestyle. i think she was wrong for leaving b/c she knew when he got big in the industry all this was gonna to happen but she wasnt strong from the beginning

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I know it’s not fair to him, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t get past this yet. I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the kind of woman that he needed me to be, but I’m not sorry for loving him enough to let him go. I continue to look in his eyes.
“Baby I wish you could fix it…”
“You can’t leave me Shanell…I need you baby…leaning in closer to my lips…I need you…whispers…I love you…” Trey started kissing my lips and giving my ears and my neck small pecks. My body was too weak to stop him, so I didn’t. He made love to me for the last time that night. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried in the bathroom as I wrote him a note saying how much I love him, but I had to leave for reasons that he may not understand right now. I wrote by no means was this easy for me to do and I pray that one day he can find it in his heart to forgive me. The next morning Trey woke up to see an empty side of the bed. He spotted my note and read it. Then he grabbed his cell phone to call me.

Shanell baby I heard everythang you said last night and I do understand how you feel…but I still think we can work this out…it’s not as hard as it seems…baby I love you…and I know you love me…I know it…can you pick up the phone…ok…maybe you not up yet but can you please return my call. I know we can make this work baby…just give us a chance…I love you “click”

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Questions

Ladies if you were in Shanell's position would you be strong enough to walk away from Trey or any relationship that was high profile? Could you be strong enough to stay true to yourself? Was she wrong for leaving? What are your thoughts?

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