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  • tamarahshivers's picture
    (2 years 9 months ago)

    I Cry to hide the pain that i feel. no one knows that I Cry myself to sleep some nights. i wonder where my life is heading. i feel sometimes i should not be here and should be another place. i feel like my life is not where it should be so I Cry. i have always been a big girl so I cry. i try not to think about what people say about me but I Cry still because it hurts. people see me happy and always smiling not knowing I Cry to hide the pain I Cry wondering if i will ever find that special someone to love for me. I Cry to feel relax sometimes. I cry because i don't like to talk about it so i like to write instead. even though I Cry i still fimd away to keep focus and keep myself going each day. i know i have people who love me and want to help but still I Cry. maybe one day i will have the strenght to talk to someone and realize that i do belong here and i will find love. right now i sit here and still cry. maybe one day i will find that special one and my life will feel complete. right now i am going to keep my head up adn continue to do what i have been doing with my life. one day i will feel lucky and everything will be fine so i won't have to Cry anymore.

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on July 19, 2011 - 3:12pm
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I Cry to hide the pain that i feel. no one knows that I Cry myself to sleep some nights. i wonder where my life is heading. i feel sometimes i should not be here and should be another place. i feel like my life is not where it should be so I Cry. i have always been a big girl so I cry. i try not to think about what people say about me but I Cry still because it hurts. people see me happy and always smiling not knowing I Cry to hide the pain I Cry wondering if i will ever find that special someone to love for me. I Cry to feel relax sometimes. I cry because i don't like to talk about it so i like to write instead. even though I Cry i still fimd away to keep focus and keep myself going each day. i know i have people who love me and want to help but still I Cry. maybe one day i will have the strenght to talk to someone and realize that i do belong here and i will find love. right now i sit here and still cry. maybe one day i will find that special one and my life will feel complete. right now i am going to keep my head up adn continue to do what i have been doing with my life. one day i will feel lucky and everything will be fine so i won't have to Cry anymore.

Prittbrowniiz BestSellerAngel's picture

I hope you stay encouraged and know that God is the only one that can judge you and opinion of you that counts and sweetie some of the things that you cry about can be changed. You don't like your situation start coming up with a plan to fix it. Stop focusing on all the problems and start coming up with the solutions to them. You said you know you have people that love you and want to help you so let them. If all else fails know God is always there. Lean on him for strength and guidance. He won't disappoint!

lisaleigh30's picture

Crying cleanses the soul but like pritTbrowniiz says prayer is the root to supplication. I don't mean to get all educational but have you considered counseling and don't be afraid to tell people how you feel because expression also strengthens the heart.
And show love to haterz as well as to those who show you love. It will help more than you know.

SpiritualAngel's picture

You are welcome that's what we are her for to support one another. Love you Sister!

cara2012's picture

ANYTIME!!! i really mean that!

JesusIsMySavior's picture

I'll keep you in my prayers sis.

tamarahshivers's picture

thank u guys i needed to hear this

SpiritualAngel's picture

I agree with @priti you have to keep your head up. I been where you are if it was not for the love of God I would not be here. I am a full figure girl also I felt the same way like I don't belong or I am going to be alone all my life. When I started crying out to God and telling God how I was feeling he wrapped His arms around me and let me know that I was loved but I had to love myself first and be happy with who I am. I had to stop worrying bout what people think of me and starting thinking about me. Yes crying is good for the soul cause it cleanse you so it's ok. You have a lot of Angel Sisters out there that love you I know I am one of them. Remember you are never alone God is always with you. Yes it hurts my heart to know you feel like that, never give up keep smiling.

cara2012's picture

i agree @priti pray, im so srry u fel this way :(

Prittbrowniiz BestSellerAngel's picture

I don't know what your spiritual beliefs are but I would definitely stay prayed up if you are a spiritual person. No one else can complete you sweetheart. You have to find that peace that you're missing in order for whatever void you are feeling to be filled. It pains me to hear that you cry and are so sorrowful, but know that you do belong here. You have a purpose. Don't ever feel like you don't and feed into what others say about you because of your size. That's their ignorance. Keep your head up like you said. One day when you least expect it you will meet that special someone to share your life with, but you have to be happy with yourself first. Never lose faith. Keep smiling!

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