FIRST DATE SEX (3)
I woke up in a cold sweat rubbing my eyes to look at the clock on the wall that read 2:21am. Shit, I’m up again I thought to myself. It was hot as hell so I decided to go to the kitchen for some water. I rolled over to ask Simone if she wanted anything while I was down there. That’s when it hit me. This shit was real. This was not a dream and my baby was gone. Her side of the bed was so lonely. I haven’t had a good night sleep in four days. I was losing my fucking mind. I went down to the kitchen, opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of Dasani spring water. I drank a couple of sips. Than I sung to myself “I don’t wanna sleep if she aint here” I looked around at my big ass house. Every inch of it reminded me of Simone. This house didn’t mean shit if she wasn’t in it with me. I fucking lost, I really missed my baby. “I can’t stop missing you, wish I was still with you” I said, quoting my own song. That’s all I had been doing for the past couple of days that I been alone. I sat on my all black leather couch all by myself while thoughts of the love me and Simone made in this very spot came up in my mind. I sang to myself again “Don’t you leave me girl, don’t you leave me girl.” I sat there in my draws and socks just staring into space. I finally turned the T.V. on, not paying it ANY attention at all. I sat up to the edge of the couch rested my head on my hands, as I replayed in my mind what happened the other night.
THE OTHER NIGHT
About fifteen minutes later, I woke up to my Blackberry vibrating like crazy. I looked around, I didn’t see baby girl anywhere. I glanced around the room looking for her clothes. Everything was gone. “Ticia” I called out. No response. “Ay Yo Ticia”. I said again. Still no answer. I looked at my phone to about 7 missed calls. They were mostly from Lonzo, a couple from Gutta, and the last one from a “restricted” number. I had 30 minutes left to make it to my flight. I quick text Lonzo telling him I would be down in 5, grabbed my shit and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth, washed my dick real fast, threw on my sweat suit from earlier, and started grabbing my shit. I couldn’t miss my flight I had to make it home. I heard my room door open and close so I figured it was Lonzo coming up to help me. I walked out the bathroom with a bag in each hand; I was so focused on leaving I didn’t even notice her standing there. When I realized who it was, my heart fuckin stopped. She was standing with a face full of tears and running mascara. I stopped dead in my tracks. I was in so much shock I just let my bags drop down to the floor. The only thing I could say was “Damn, Simone”.
I KNEW I fucked up…
We both stood still staring at each other for what seemed like forever. “What’s wrong baby” I asked her not wanting to over admit to anything.
Simone (rolling her eyes): Its Over! (She ripped the necklace from her neck that had the letters TS on them) It was made from one my necklaces that stood for Trey Songz, but she always liked it and liked wearing it. She always said it stood for Trey + Simone, so I got it gold plated, and fit for her to have. I gave her a look that I was sorry for everything, but for some reason the words couldn’t escape my mouth. I knew shawty was done. She opened her Louis bag, took out her set of keys to the house, and threw them at my chest, than stormed out of the room. I followed her out still keeping in mind that I had to get my flight. “Comeeer baby” I said, as I ran behind her dragging my shit behind me. I saw Lonzo stepping off the elevator so I quick tossed him my bags so I could catch up to Simone. I made my way to the lobby where I spotted her walking towards the door. I caught up to her and put my hands on her shoulder. “Simone” I said, but her name barely left my mouth because she turned around and slapped the shit outta me. I was mad that she slapped me, but I knew I was wrong. “Damn baby, you not gonna hear me out?”
Simone: What the fuck else is there to say, but bye?
My heart was beating fast, my hands won’t stop shaking. “Do you even want me anymore?” I asked her. She didn’t even answer me. I don’t think she knew the answer. I think she was just mad so she wanted to get away for a minute. So I let her go. I didn’t say anything else. I just let her go. Lonzo , Gutta, Rebecca, my stylist, they all just watched in silence as I watched the only woman I actually had feelings for besides my Mama, walk out of my life. Lonzo came over to me telling me that we had to go right now, or we would be stuck Fo Sho, So I went with him to catch my flight and make it home.
(Back On the Couch)
I took my hands off my head and starting thinking to myself how Simone found out anything in the first place. Baby whose ass I tapped was long gone. She was no where to be found when I woke up so I know Simone couldn’t have seen her. It doesn’t make sense to a nigga at all, but what I did know was I didn’t feel like doing shit. No Twitter, No Ustream, nothing! Unless I had a scheduled interview or a show or something along those lines, a nigga wasn’t finna do nothing but sit here and get my mind right. I decided to try to get back in my bed to get some sleep. After a while of staring at the dark I dozed off. I was finally in a deep sleep when I woke up to my phone going off. Ooo ooo ooo, Its Mr. Steal Yo Girl... my ringtone sang out. “Fuck” I said out loud for not cutting my phone back off or at least putting on silent. “Damn, Trey” I said to myself. After the second ring, I looked at my Blackberry and it said “Restricted call”. Who the fuck was calling me at four In the morning from a blocked number, I thought
I answered as rude as I could. “Who the fuck is this?” I questioned pissed off cause I felt this night would never end. The voice on the other end caught me off guard. “Trey, sorry it’s so late, but I didn’t know who else to call” The voice said. “Simone?” I questioned, just wishing it was her. “Who? No it’s me Tremaine… its Ticia”. Before she said her name, I realized it was her because of the way she said “Tremaine”. “What up baby?” I asked her.
Ticia: Like I said I know it’s late, but I didn’t know who else to call. I need somewhere to stay for the night. I can’t get in touch with my friend and she told me I could stay with her. Damn that girl
I let out a little chuckle; I didn’t know what she thought I could do for her. “Baby, I’m home, I’m not in New York anymore” I told her.
Ticia: in Petersburg right? I know, I was supposed to come down and stay with a friend for a couple days, but I can’t get a hold of her. You’re the only one I knew that was out here. Can you help me or what? (Sounding kind of pushy)
After a minute of thinking to myself I agreed to go get her and let her stay for the night. I found out where she was and called Lonzo to take me to get her. Lonzo was more than pissed to have to get out of bed for some of my bullshit, but I write that niggas checks at the end of the day, he don’t write mine. He did manage to tell me that I was tripping though. I’m not tripping, she need help. Am I trippin? Naw it’s the right thing to do fuck that, anybody else would do the same, I argued with myself the whole way there. First, I was questioning myself how she knew I was home? Than I remembered I told her on the date that I had to be home for a couple of days. We picked her up, took her back to crib and I showed her the guest room. I showed her where the bathroom was that she could take a shower, than I went back in my room to lay down. I undressed and just lay there trying to get as little sleep as I could before I had to start the day.
This feeling I was felt was more than good to me. I was waking up to myself grinding in my sleep. When I opened my eyes, Ticia was on top of me ass naked with the shower water dripping off of her body on to mine. As wrong as I knew this was for the second time, I knew I was finna tear her ass up. My conscience was yelling out for me to stop, but my dick was telling me to go. I flipped shawty over in put one of her perky breast right in my mouth. She moaned a little when I bit down on her nipple. I knew she liked it though. With my left hand, I pushed my index and middle finger inside of her. That shit felt so good to me I couldn’t stop, I was digging her out (literally)…. I was about to go down, but this time I had all the time I needed…
Simone had been missing her man BAD. She had been hiding out in a hotel for days and no matter how mad she was she knew she loved him. The last thing he said to her was playing over and over in her mind…“Do you even want me anymore?” She knew she did. She decided that it was time to stop all this foolishness and head over to Trey’s. It was 6:00am and she knew he would be sleeping. She was going to come over, and make him some breakfast, so they could sort everything out so she could come back home. She drove over to his house, and pulled up in the driveway. When she got to the door she looked in her bag and remembered she gave her keys back to Trey. “Shit” she cursed, than she remembered about the spare under the mat. She let herself in to proceed with her plan of getting her man back……
I loved the way shawty looked squirming around, I knew she was finna explode any minute. I took my fingers out hurried up and put the condom and went inside. I wasn’t as gentile as I was before. I was tearing this shit up. “Shit, Simone” I said out loud “It feel so good mama”. I didn’t even noticed shawty was hitting me, cause I was going ham in her pussy. She finally got me off of her and hopped out the bed and grabbed a sheet to wrap herself up in.
Ticia: WHO THE FUCK IS SIMONE? (She screamed at me)
I hopped out of the bed and put on some shorts. The mood was definitely killed. “Simone…. Is…. my woman” I admitted to her.
Ticia: Your Who? She said getting louder
We started arguing back and fourth. ”Listen, Listen, LISTEN!!!!” I yelled, but the argument got real heated; so loud, I didn’t notice my baby was in the doorway. When I looked at her, I stopped talking completely. Ticia did too. The look she had a couple of days before when she was in the hotel room was nothing compared to the one she had now. She looked more insane, than anything. She looked at me, than looked at Ticia.
Simone: TICIA??????? (She said and in the same breath, she charged her)
OK, Ladies….I only stopped right here because it was long…
I will be posting the conclusion ASAP…Wait and see how the story unfolds….