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    October 28, 2010

    This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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on Oct 28, 2010 - 03:24AM

This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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This was WHOA!!!! I LUVED & IMMA NEW FAN CHICA!!!

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Entry 11
Ok, so now I'm a slut, according to my sister. She just so happened to pop up at my house while I was writing the last entry. She'd said she wasn't going to stay long, she just needed to borrow one of my jackets. She had come in with a grocery bag, so I told her to go and get the jacket. In the meantime, I raided her bag. I found a box of frozen juice bars, so I helped myself to one. My nephew wouldn't mind, and besides, I knew that she hadn't come over to borrow only one jacket. I was sure that she would sneak a blouse too. Then it occurred to me that I hadn't put away my diary. I raced back to my bedroom and found her half crouched beside my dresser.
"No need to hide, you're busted." I told her.
"You're a SLUT!" She shouted with the biggest grin on her face.
I took my diary away from her. "No I'm not. Plenty of people do it on their terraces."
Her eyes got wide,"Have you seen them?"
I told her that I had not, and she told me that someone had probably seen me.
"I'll be looking for you on YouTube, girl." She told me as she was leaving.
I knew that she was partly joking, but the thought struck home. What if someone did see us, videotaped us, then went to complain with the video evidence? I had to reason with myself for a minute. First of all it was dark, and it was late, like three in the morning, and either Trey or myself would've noticed if that had happened.
Eventually, we did take the show back inside, and we took a shower together. Things got even more freaky in the bathroom. Now I know showering in the dark might sound crazy, but having sex in the shower, in the dark is flipping amazing!! My senses felt as if they were heightened to the tenth power.
After that, we decided to eat the dessert he'd brought with him. I don't remember falling asleep, but I was the happiest chick in the world this morning when I awoke with Trey in my bed. I made him breakfast and we talked about what happened on the terrace. He wasn't worried about a thing. We'd had fun.

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Entry 10
See, I'm not sure if I should write down everything that happened out there because prying eyes like MY SISTER'S might come across this. She thinks that I don't know that she reads my diary, but I DO. Well, I hope this makes your eyes go blind!!
Trey wasted no time getting me down to my bra and panties. I pulled his shirt over his head and as I inhaled it's fragrance, he lifted me up against the rail and began to suck my breasts. I wrapped my legs around his waist and arched my back. He held me with one arm while he loosened his belt and pants with the other hand. I used my feet to push them down. I sucked on his neck while I rubbed his abs. His hands were gripping my behind like he had found two plushy pillows to play with.
I moved my hands down to his CKs. He took one hand and slipped his fingers into my panties.
I moaned unintentionally. I wanted to be as quiet as possible out there on the terrace. The neighbors knew my name, and I did not want to get reported.
Trey knew what felt good, though, and he rubbed me into a frenzie. I buried my face into his chest to muffle my moans. He smelled so good.
My hands weren't idle during this ordeal. I was working the beast with my fingers, and I knew how to make him moan too. I felt it get bigger and he made me get wetter and louder.
"Pull it out!" He instructed me. I did and before I knew it, he ripped my panties off on one side.
He told me to hold onto his neck, I did, and he hoisted me onto the rail. He bent down, and a second later, he came up with the Magnum. It didn't take him long to wrap up his huge, well, you know.
At first, all I could think was, is this really happening? What if someone video records us? A moment later, all rational thoughts left me as I had the strongest sensation of pleasure. Shivers ran all through me. I looked up at his face and he was giving me this intense look. I bit my lower lip. He leaned to kiss me and I gently sucked his bottom lip. A few minutes later I felt him shudder.

SexySagLuvSongz's picture

Good job.......getting pretty interesting!!!

ladyt1980's picture

nice cant wait 4 the next 1.

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Entry 10 cont'd
"I love you back" Trey told me. He held me really close and he gave me a little squeeze.
I asked him if he meant it because I was dead serious. I needed to know if he felt the same way I did.
He told me that he did mean it. He said that I was beautiful and smart, and I was one of the sweetest people he'd met in a long time.
I'm glad he me told that, but to be honest, I'd wanted him to swoop me up in his arms and tell me that he was crazy in love with me and that we just HAD to get married. Things don't always go the way you imagine them to. Oh,well, I wasn't about to give up just like that, afterall, I had all night to convince him that I was all he needed in his life.
I wore the dog tag necklace all night. As far as I'm concerned, It's the most beautiful piece of jewelry any one has ever given me.
We ate a light dinner, Trey sang some more, I even sang, and we played this game called 'Say Aah'. It was like 'Truth or Dare', but with shots. Two shots for truth, three if you lost the dare, and you had to take the shots with no hands. The first time I did it Trey told me to lay down on the sofa and tilt my head back over the arm rest.
"Open your mouth." He said as he held the shot glass next to my chin. He stroked my hair with his other hand.
"Relax, baby, you gon' choke if you don't." I did as I was told, and slowly, he poured the liquor into my mouth. I had my eyes closed, but I opened them as the warm liquid slid down my throat and sent a ribbon of warmth all through me. for a second my eyes began to water. Visions of Trey began to swirl around and I burst out laughing. I was officially drunk, but I was good. We played the game for a while, and when we both began to slur our words and I walked into a closet, instead of the bathroom, we called it quits. to sober up, we went out onto the terrace. The cool air was what we needed. Now I don't know who started it, but somehow, we began to take our clothes off.
"Let the neighbors see your sexy ass."

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

DAMN!!! girl this is good! keep it coming can't wait 4 the nxt post..

SimplyNoni's picture

lmao i'm loving it

Raven RambunctiousAngel's picture

LMAO @ Tricia!!! This is Good!!! (Wondering whats Going To happen NEXT) Hope Trey Doesn't Hurt Her Feelings To much!! lol

stlgirl4lyfe2010's picture

oh snap waiting for next entry

Tricia AKA @GimmeUnusual's picture

Oh shit!!! I hope it's glue on her floor. TREY DON'T RUN!!! Damn!!!

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*gasps* KEEP GOING!

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Entry 10
I was so tipsy by the time Trey got here. I'd had three glasses of wine and I was no longer feeling on edge about the night that lay ahead. As a matter of fact, I was feeling pretty damn good. I guess the wine had mellowed me to a more conformable state of mind because I wasn't even worried about what he'd say about us being in a relationship. He called me while he was on his way home to ask me if I needed anything.
"I just need you, boo." I sang. He chuckled. He told me to give him about a half hour and he'd be all mine.
"Oh you didn't know? You're already all mine." I told him. One thing about me and alcohol is this, I never get pissy drunk, but I get extra bold. He was going to see my wild side.
I had music playing and when he knocked, I was singing one of my favorite songs, 'Choices.'
I opened the door and almost attacked him at the door. There ought to be a law against a man being that damn fine.
I placed both hands gently on the sides of his face and I kissed him. Then I two-stepped backwards into my livingroom. Trey two-stepped with me and he even sang the song.
"The game is over, baby girl the choice is all on you." His voice was so sexy. He sang the song to me while I took the two bottles he'd carried in. He carried the bakery box into the kitchen, and he only stopped singing long enough to give me a small package he took out of his pocket.
I couldn't believe he'd bought me a gift. It was a jewelry box wrapped in gold paper. I opened the box and couldn't believe it. It was a gold chain and dog tag. The inscription on the dog tag read, "My Angel." the A had a halo and angel wings. It was beautiful. I hugged him and we held each other and swayed slowly to the music.
'It Would Be You', came on, and Trey knew the words to that one too. He sang in my ear, pushing my feelings for him through the roof. I figured it was now or never, so before I lost my alcohol induced courage, I took a step back and looked him right in his eyes and said,
"I love you."

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LMAO @Joie_Neverson...yeah, me too! @Essence711 - this is good. I can't wait to read your book. Keep us posted. You're a great writer & I would definitely buy your book.

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haha @ joie_neverson

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*snacks on popcorn* *waits for next entry*

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Entry 9
Guess who's coming to dinner tonight? HaHaHa!
Since we already know that our date has to take place after Trey gets home from the studio, I suggested that we make it a night in. I knew he probably wouldn't feel up to staying out late after having been to work and then the studio.
I figured we could have dinner at my place, I could show off my skills in the kitchen, then we'd order a pizza or something, then he could eat ME while we waited for the pizza to arrive.
I'm so stupid, lol.
Here I am, two and a half hours away from date night, and I'm writing foolish nonsense in my diary. Well, what else am I supposed to do while I wait for him to get here? I'm already dressed, dinner's done, and I'm sitting in anticipation, waiting for what I know is going to be the best night of my life to begin.
I got off work early so that I could get my hair done, I retouched my mani/pedi, I bought this sexy, little dress that fits me so good, he's going to want to take a picture of me before he tears it off of me, and my shoes are going to make him want to worship my feet and my legs.
I'm a great cook, so throwing dinner together wasn't hard at all.
After I took a bath, got dressed and sprayed on the perfume I was wearing the night of our first date, I gave him a call.
He seemed excited about tonight too, and he told me he'd bring dessert and something to drink. I almost told him that all he really needed to bring was himself, because we both know what the night is really going to be about. Hell, we'll be eating what I made for dinner, for lunch tomorrow.
Right now, I just feel so jittery. Maybe it's because before we can even begin to do the grown, I want an answer to my question. It has to be the right answer, or else, it's going to throw off the mood for sure. I mean, if I don't get the answer I'm hoping for, then ok, I'll still give him some, but he won't get the full treatment.
Oh please let me get the answer I need! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! I don't want to settle!

Shay - Epiphany Angel's picture

Loooovvvvvvveeeeee thhhhhiiiiiisssssss! lol!

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THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
The encouragement you guys are giving me is everything. I'm glad you like the story, and I'll try not to leave too much time in between entries.
@Tricia,
LOL! I know exactly what you mean about working on several different things at the same time. I'm actually writing several novels a the same time. Like you said, when I get an idea, I just have to write it down. Somehow, they're all coming along just fine. I can't wait to get published, though, this is great practice in the meantime.

Entry 9 coming up.

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LOL i love it!

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Entry 8
I think it's time I let Trey know exactly how I feel about him. He has been the biggest part of my life since the day we met. Everything else takes a back seat when it comes to him. All day at work, I count the hours until it's time to get off. For the last couple of days, after work, I rushed home, showered, changed into something casual, but sexy, and I just sort of waited around outside or in the lobby until he got home. I was very careful to make our encounters look totally coincidental. Yesterday he saw me in the lobby talking to Stacy. The day before, I pretended to be on my way out while he was on his way in.
Today, I timed it to perfection so that he caught at my mailbox. I had purposely stuffed my mailbox with the junk mail I had received throughout the week. I made a big show of pretending not to see him while I feigned annoyance at the mailman for putting so much into my mailbox at one time. I was in the middle of a tug of war with my Essence magazine when he came over to help.
I made a point of being so thankful that he was there to help me with my oh-so-hectic postal dilemma. I even made a coy remark about it being the third day in a row that we just happened to bump into each other. I asked him if I was going to have to file a complaint about him stalking me.
I need to let him know that I want to be more than whatever it is we are to one another. I need to know if he's feeling me like I'm feeling him. Tomorrow night we're going to have our second date. He said it's going to be kind of on the late side because he'll be in the studio putting the finishing touches on his album.
Well, at least he's still showing interest in me, but I still don't know if he's given me a title, other than 'friend'. I think it's especially important that I know where I stand since I am definetly going to sleep with him tomorrow. I've been having all of these over the top, pornographic, just straight up raunchy type fantasies about him, and I need a hit, NOW!!

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Girl this is sooooo good! Can't wait to find out what else happens.

stlgirl4lyfe2010's picture

This is good

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Entry 7 cont'd
I don't care what they do in their relationship, I mean I feel bad that her man beats her, but if she's stupid enough to stay, then oh well.
I just hope that she's not going to be using Trey's shoulder to cry on. Bitch better get a pillow and an ice pack at call it a night.
I watched Trey and the girl from a safe distance out side of the cafe. True, they didn't seem like they were being intimate, but ANY woman sitting that close to Trey had better be blood related, because I don't play that.
The look on Trey's face was one of concern. She looked as if she was telling him that everything was fine. A second later she picked up her phone and read a text, the next moment she was rushing out of the cafe like she was in hurry to be someplace else.
I watched Trey as he watched her leave. He shook his head, but he had this look on his face that made me a little uncomfortable.
Hmph, I'ma keep an eye on that chick. I don't care what her situation is, she will not be all up in my man's face.
I decided to call Trey, just to see something.
I watched him answer his phone. He smiled a little when he heard my voice. (Awww).
I asked him if he was home. He told me that he was taking a break from recording. Ok, so far he wasn't lying to me. I told him that I had just seen the girl. He paused for a split second before he told me that he had seen her too. I watched him take a gulp of whatever it was that he was drinking. He didn't elaborate further about the girl. Hmm, I don't know how I should feel about that. I wonder if I should be worried?
Look at me, I spied on him twice already, like some kind of stalker, and I'm wondering if I should be worried about his activities?
I asked him if it would be ok if I made him dinner tonight, and he said that it would be. When I asked him what he wanted me to make, he told me to surprise him. WOW, he even trusts my cooking. I've got to stop spying on him, and I will, one of these days. I can't help it. I'm so in love with him.

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Entry 7
Ok, I know that Trey and I haven't made it official that WE'RE dating yet, but I do know that we haven't discussed the option of seeing other people, either. I mean we talk everyday, and like I said before, we'll have our second date soon, and I'm going to make him dinner tonight, so that he'll have a home cooked meal waiting when he gets home from the studio. I mean his physique is sexy as hell, and I want him to keep his weight up, although, I think he'd be just as sexy if he were skinny.
Anyway, being that we're practically a couple, all kinds of red flags went up when I saw him earlier, sitting in Nina's Cafe with that floozy from the other night! The chick works there, so that wasn't the problem, but what the hell were they doing there TOGETHER??
What, was she on a break or something? Bitch better not me tryna flirt with MY Trey for an extra tip.
The other night, after the fight, the chick seemed like she couldn't live without her abusive ass man. When the guards asked her if she wanted them to call the police, she looked as if her eyes were going to pop out of her head. She kept saying how it was all a big misunderstanding, and that she never meant for any of this to happen.
One of the guards thought that Trey had just come out of nowhere and attacked the guy, since he didn't know Trey. But I was right there for my man. I explained that Trey lived in our building, and that he was only defending little miss punching bag. (Well, I didn't call her that at the time.)
In the end, they let us all go on our way. Trey came up here with me, but he didn't stay long. He was too upset. He said he hates to see a woman being abused by a man. I adore that about him. He just gets more and more perfect by the day.
The next day, when I was on my way to work, I saw the couple in the lobby. He had his arm around her and he looked like he was apologizing to her. I heard her tell him to never do it again, and he said he wouldn't. I almost laughed out loud. Really? SMH.

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Entry 6
Oh well, even though I had the most perfect date with Trey the other night, I still can't help thinking about how we SHOULD HAVE ended our date. I can imagine us going upstairs, it would've been on. Sleeping with him so soon is unusual for me, but hell, we're both grown. He would've hit it from the front, the back, yuuup, he would've been all inside the middle of my love. I could see me scratching him up, then later on giving him a massage with cocoa butter. He wouldn't have minded the scratches, there would've been a lot of passion going along with the pain. Oooh, and there would've been a lot of pleasure too.
We would've gone from the bed, to the bath, and I would've said,"Take me beyond! Take me to Jupiter, baby. Do me like you invented sex!!"
I can imagine him saying,"You wanna ride the beast? You know you dirty, right?" Then he'd lift me up, the water from the shower cascading over us both, as if he'd made it rain on us...
Yeah, I can imagine all of that and then some, mmm mmm mmm!!
When we finally do it, it'll be so intense that I'll probably scream his name so loud, that our neighbors will be on a first name basis with our newest tenant.
We made plans to see each other again later on this week because he'll be in the studio over the next few days.
Oh, I forgot to mention that my baby is an R&B recording artist, and that party he's planning on throwing is going to be a listening party because his album is scheduled to drop on that day.
I am so excited for my sweetie. I'm going to be his biggest supporter. He's gonna make it, I just know it, and I can't help but wait!

Shay - Epiphany Angel's picture

OMG! This is getting hot!
Great job! Love the way ur setting it up! =)

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i love it !

SexySagLuvSongz's picture

Awwww........I can't wait to see what happens next!!!

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*jumps up and down* KEEP GOING! :)

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