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    October 28, 2010

    This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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Essence711's picture
on Oct 28, 2010 - 03:24AM

This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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stlgirl4lyfe2010's picture

man I'm like Raven she pissing me off and Trey better not cheat

Raven RambunctiousAngel's picture

DOPE!!!!!!!! That Chick From The 3rd Floor Is Making Me Mad... But thats Cool Because She Is Bringing Drama To The Story!!! Owww LEGGO

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Entry 32
I can't believe what that dumb bitch on the third floor made me do. I just can't believe it. Just when I thought I had my anger under control too. I feel like breaking something!! I feel like breaking her neck!!
Everything was going alright. After I had finished at Trey's, I went downstairs to hang with Stacy for a little while. I was all happy, telling her all about my visit with Trey, enjoying her reaction, when this bitch walks in. Stacy and I both spoke to her. She said hi to Stacy, but she just gave me this look. WTF?! Did I do something to her? I mean, she and I were never friends, but when some one speaks to you, the thing to do, out of common courtesy, is to at least acknowledge them. She didn't have to speak, she could have nodded. She didn't have to give me that stank look.
Stacy saw the expression on my face and she sort of waved her hand as if to tell me to just forget it. So I did. For some reason though, it made me want to talk louder. I know that chick is on Trey's dick so I just had to tell Stacy all about how he had brought me onstage.
When she was gone, Stacy told me that she had been asking about Trey. She told me that she hadn't told her anything about Trey since she knows he's my man.
"I wouldn't disrespect you like that." Stacy said.
"Thanks for telling me, girl." Now I had a bone to pick with that chick. What the hell did she want with Trey? I started to go and ask her, but Stacy stopped me. She laughed and told me that I be wildin out. She said she heard about what I did to the hotel ho. She made me laugh as she recounted what had been told to her.
"Girl, you know he fine as hell and he new around here. These chicks are gon be lining up to get at him. And now that he's famous, oh the groupie love is gon' be off the meat rack. Whatchu gon do? Fight everybody?"
I told her that I knew that he was going to be getting all kinds of attention from now on, and I could handle that - to an extent. I won't tolerate disrespect. NOT AT ALL!!

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Entry 31 cont'd
As I continued to go on and on about Trey/Trey Songz, they began to give me looks as if they thought I had gone crazy. Juicy suggested that they take me out on the terrace to hose me down. I shrugged and began to dance to the next song. They didn't understand about my feelings for Trey. It was no use trying to make them understand either. They'd just have to meet him for themselves.
The rest of their visit went alright, we caught up on how everyone else has been doing while we finished up the food and drinks. Not long after, everyone had to leave.
"I don't wanna leeeeave - but I gotta go right now!!" Unique sang as she hugged me. We all laughed. They made me promise not to forget about them when Trey got back in town. I told them that I wouldn't and I promised them that I'd invite them over so that they could meet the man, the legend himself. I hugged and kissed them all, and I told CoCo to have my nephew call me.
I'm going to go downstairs and do some housekeeping at Trey's. After being gone for a while, I don't want him to come home to old food in the fridge and dirty clothes in the hamper. He's probably gotten used to having maid service and room service too. Well, I want to give my baby what he's been missing, homemade meals and all of the comforts of home. I'll probably have to run to the store too. I'd better get going.
It didn't take me long to tidy up Trey's apartment. There really wasn't much to do, but I gave the whole apartment the once over, just to be sure that when he comes home, everything will be fresh and clean for him. When I was on my way to the store, Stacy told me that a lot of the neighbors had been leaving gifts and fan mail for Trey. She said that she'd had to stash it all in the security office. I told her that I'd pick up everything when I got back.
I had to make two trips just to get all of the wrapped and unwrapped gifts, cards and letters. I decided to arrange everything into a neat pile on his bed. He'll be surprised.

Karen523's picture

Oh wow, I have a lot to catch up on. I'm so addicted to this story, I can't believe I haven't read it in 6 days. Patiently waiting on the next entry.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

next entry i'm dyin 2 know wat happens next

Tricia AKA @GimmeUnusual's picture

Damn...where was I at that I missed SIX new entries...oh...now I remember (I was driving from Chicago to New Orleans to visit my family all day Saturday - yesterday)! I'm just getting on today (Sunday)...this is TRULY AMAZING!!! Just as everyone else has said...I look forward to the new entries as well. I love their relationship and her obsession...I need rehab too, but I'm not going either!!! LOL Keep up the great job...NEXT ENTRY PLEASE!!! LOL

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lOl @SexySagLuvSongz I Thought I Was The Only One!!

OMG This is so DOPE!!! lOl.. "Well, at first, it was kinda like ridin one uh dose mechanical bull thingies, but den I dug into his back wit my nails and I got more leverage. And that dude who taped it wit his camera phone, didn't even catch my good side."

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Entry 31 cont'd
Without going into too many details, I let them know that he has what it takes to keep me satisfied. I told them his shoe size, and they all expressed their approval. We were drinking, so as time went on, I let out more about our sexcapades.
"Girl you should just get that diary of yours published." CoCo suggested.
"Why, what's in the diary?" Unique asked.
"Everythaaang!!!" CoCo laughed. I took away her glass. I walked into the kitchen while they were asking me to tell them what's in my diary. I mean I love them and all, but some things are supposed to be private.
"Oh don't get all shy now, Miss Balcony!" Juicy shouted to me.
"And the award for the best scene on a railing goes to..." Unique joined in.
I brought in more snacks on a tray. I tried to keep a blank expression on my face, but eventually I laughed.
"Essence, all of the video bloggers want to know, was it difficult to maintain your balance on that bar? And as for the balcony rail, is it still intact?" Lovey held up a wine bottle as a microphone.
I pretended to look into a camera as I smoothed my hair and clothes. "Well, at first, it was kinda like ridin one uh dose mechanical bull thingies, but den I dug into his back wit my nails and I got more leverage. And that dude who taped it wit his camera phone, didn't even catch my good side." I sucked my teeth and rolled my eyes and half spun on my heels and walked away.
Trey's cd was playing in the backgound and when his single came on, CoCo turned up the volume and we all sang the lyrics.
"Girl you got that HOOD kinda GOOD kinda SWEET kinda DEEP kinda lovin!"
I showed them the footage of Trey singing to me at the concert. They all said that I looked star struck. I told them that in a way, I was. I explained that the man I know as Trey is one in a million, but Trey Songz is something else. I told them that the look he gave me was like he could see right through my clothes, but it was ok, because it was him, and his voice mesmerized me.

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Entry 31 cont'd
I told them about Trey's listening party. They were impressed. I showed them the dog tag necklace. More impressed. I told them about my trip to Atlanta.
"You're obsessed." Unique said. She was being serious and I appreciated her candor. I told them that I was beginning to feel that way too.
CoCo thought that it could just be the sex. "He put it on you too good." She shrugged.
"I don't think it's just that." I said. I told them about how I feel when he looks at me, the way he gives me his full attention when I have something to say, how comfortable and safe I feel with him.
"Maybe you two are moving too fast. It hasn't been two months, and you already have keys to each other's apartments. Even if you think you know a lot about him, you don't know everything about him. What if he breaks your heart?" Lovey said.
The others agreed with her. She did have a point. I thought about Trey's cheating incident.
"If he cheats on you, what are you going to do?"
"If he gets all caught up in the fame, how are you going to deal with it?"
"If he puts his career before your relationship, are you going to stay with him?"
"If he starts dating another celebrity to help boost his career, what will that do to you?"
I was being bombarded from all sides. Even with all of that to consider, I still have faith in Trey. Only he and I know how strong the bond between us is.
"I mean he's only human. I know he's not perfect, but neither am I. What if I break his heart?" I said.
Juicy said that in her opinion, he stood to lose way more than I did if things didn't work out. I love her for saying that, I love them all for their concern. Honestly though, I don't even want to think about all the ifs. All I know is right now, I'm where I want to be with him. He hasn't changed one bit since he's become a celebrity. I'm going to stay loyal to him.
The rest of the visit went all right. I did tell them one hot story about the sex. They hung onto every detail. They wanted to know more.

lol. of course they think he's super duper sexy. he is. i can't wait 4 the next post

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Entry 31
My sister and friends left a little while ago. Having them come over wasn't so bad after all. I hadn't been spending any time with them since Trey and I got together. I've been so wrapped up with Trey that everything else in my life pales in comparison to him. I know it's not right to feel that way. My sister and our friends mean everything to me, but somehow Trey means just a little bit more. Is this love or obsession? I don't know and I'm starting not to care. He makes me happy. Happier than I can ever remember feeling before. I only hope that I make him feel the same way. I'd do anything to keep him in my life. ANYTHING.
My sister, CoCo, our godsister Lovey, and our best friends Unique and Juicy came over while I was watching the second part of Trey's ustream. I threatened to lock them out on the terrace if they said anything negative while he was on. Surprisingly, they didn't protest. It felt good to have them see my man doing his thang, making his mark in the music world.
After the last fan got their hug and cd signed, Trey said he had a little time left, so he had a little Q&A session with the ustream audience.
Trey answered every question with no hesitation. They wanted to know his age, how did he get started in the music business, how did he know Drake, was he single. Juicy cleared her throat on that last one. It made me raise my eyebrow at her. He answered the question the way he always does. He stated that he is in a relationship and he is happy.
I gave them all a look that meant, 'see?'
"Well at least he's saying that he is. A lot of celebrities lie about their relationships." Juicy said. I agreed with that, then I had to point out that Trey isn't the average celebrity type.
They all agreed that he's super duper sexy, but oddly, none of them are attracted to him. I don't mind that at all. We've never gone after each other's boyfriends before, and I definetly didn't want that to start now.
Like I said before, I'd do ANYTHING to keep Trey.

SexySagLuvSongz's picture

Awwwww.......just love it!!!

@ Raven.....I totally agree! I always read the new entries and come back an hour later thinking a new one will be posted!!

Daniel_Shawn's picture

i love it i'm a trey fiend but i'm not goin to trey anonymous i love my addiction and i dont want it 2 stop lmao...cant wait 4 the next entry :)

Raven RambunctiousAngel's picture

lOl!!! This is Dope!!! I Wish You Post A Entry Every Hour...(Seriously) lOl... Nah But I Love This!!! Can't Wait For More!!

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Aww how sweet is this!

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RETRACTION!! RETRACTION!!
Canada is NOT on another continent. I repeat Canada is NOT on another continent. I messed up. Sorry, y'all. But it was good for the rant, though, right? lol.

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Entry 30 cont'd
He's making funny faces at me. I don't care how many other people can see him, those faces are all for me. One girl just kissed him on the cheek.
"Don't be jealous, baby." He just said. I responded to him on my keypad.
"She said, 'too late'. Aww, baby you need a kiss too?" He just blew me kisses. Everybody is responding to him. He's reading their comments out loud. The online viewers are loving it. They're calling him their baby and their boo. They're telling him they love him. He just said he loves everyone right back. I just typed that I love him too. He just gave me the cutest look.
"Shout out to Essence_TTU." I feel so special.
The fans at the mall are making a steady procession to the table. This girl just handed him a rolled up poster. Trey is unrolling it and holding it up. The girl painted a picture of Trey. The look on his face is priceless. He's hugging her. He's thanking her, he offers to draw something for her. His assistant hands him a piece of paper. The camera zooms in on Trey as he draws a picture of a flower with a petal falling off. He writes her name in the petal. He scrawls his name on the bottom of the picture. He tells her not to auction off the picture on eBay.
Trey turns the camera to show the line of people still waiting to get their cds and posters signed. He's saying that it's going to take a while for him to see everybody there. He's going to sign off for a while, until the line gets shorter.
Awww, I wanna see my baby some more. He's giving shout outs. Now he's typing. Wow, he sent me a private message.
Owww, he says he wants me to be there.
I'ma tell him I'm on the next flight down.
LOL he told me, "You better not!!" Then he gave me this look like he's saying I better listen to him.
He's signing off, now he's blowing kisses. I kissed the screen. Man, I miss his lips.
He's gone again...
It can't be healthy for me to be feeling this way. I'm going through withdrawal. I think I need rehab. Trey Anonymous here I come!

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awww i miss him again lol

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Entry 30
Home mother effin home. There's nothing sweet about it, at least, not now. I left the sweetest thing I've ever known on a tour bus down south. Now I have to try and get used to him not being here all over again. I'm just going to have to find some way to distract myself over the next two days.
My sister called me to say that she saw me on stage with Trey via her neighbor's daughter's computer. She said that she was at their house and the girl was watching someone's live feed and she kept saying how fine Trey was. The girl's mother wanted to see what all the fuss was about, and when they looked at the screen, they saw Trey singing to me.
So now she wants to hear all of the dirt. I told her she should just come over and read my diary. She thought that was a good idea and she's bringing three of our closest friends with her.
It's not that I don't want to share my experience with them, I just want to keep the feeling to myself for a little while longer. Besides, when I first told them about Trey, they didn't seem to care much. Now my sister wants to know all about the freak that had me on the terrace.
I'm going to take a nap. When I wake up, I'm going to shower, then eat. After I'm refreshed, MAYBE I'll feel like talking to them.
It's a good thing I heard my phone ringing. Trey called to tell me that he's going to do a ustream in about twenty minutes. Enough time for me to shower, and order dinner for my nosey sister and friends.
Trey's ustream is cute. I'm watching and writing at the same time. It says that there are 2456 viewers on here. There looks to be over a hundred people standing on line at the mall. Trey is sitting at a long table. There's a sexy poster of him taped to a wall behind him. He's looking too good wearing red and white sweats and a white tee underneath. Oh, he is so adorable, lol he just took a picture with two little boys (toddlers). He showed then how to do the two up, two down. He just hugged their proud mama. He just winked at me.

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Entry 29
Rise and shine at 6:45 in the morning. I'm still a little sleepy. Since Trey is taking his shower, I figured I'd write a little bit while I wait for breakfast. I can't get over last night. I'm still humming 'In The Middle'. I can honestly say that last night was the best night of my life. I wish I could go on stage with him again tonight, but sadly, I'm going home today. Of course, I wish that I could stay, but I have a boss who claims that nothing at work can get done without me. I believe him wholeheartedly on that one. That's why I get paid the big bucks, lol. Speaking of which, my baby is blowing up! No more day job for him. By the time this tour is over, he's going to need full time security. I don't know how I'm going to feel about spending nights at Trey's with Kenny posted outside the bedroom door...lol.
I don't know how I'm going to tear myself away from Trey when it's time to get on that plane. The only bright side about leaving is knowing that he'll be back home in two days. He'll be travelling on a tour bus from Atlanta to Columbia where Trey has an in store signing and later on the show. Tomorrow they'll go to Charlotte and the next day my hubby will be home. There's only one catch - the tour was extended. Trey will be home for a week, then he'll be flying up to Drake's home town in Toronto, Canada - CANADA!!! That's another COUNTRY!! On another CONTINENT!! OMG it's just hitting me. How will I breathe with him in another country? Damn, why couldn't Drake's fine ass be from Minnesota or something? Then at least I wouldn't need a passport if I felt the need to stalk him again while he's away. Alright, I'm not going to let this get to me. I can't let Trey see me fall apart. He's too happy about the way things are going. I am too, really, I am. That's why it didn't bother me when Trey mentioned it while we were in bed. I guess he chose the right time to tell me. Oh well, I still get him back for a week. Maybe they'll cancel that leg of the tour.

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@Tam all 4 u, Nah I'm not mad. I voted for you and I hope that you win.
I love you guys for all of the support you're giving me. I'm trying to keep the posts coming faster. I'm really busy during the day, so I only get to write after midnight. So please bear with me. Your patience is a gift, and I appreciate it. Thanks.

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

Ur story seem soooooooooooooooo real....I luv it

Raven RambunctiousAngel's picture

I See The Comments Go Up & i Think You posted Something Else!! SMH... Imma Need You To Post The Next Part... lol

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omg i'm addicted to ur stories, keep em coming grl!! follow me @neek_chante

Tricia AKA @GimmeUnusual's picture

Yes - loving this story!!!

Daniel_Shawn's picture

i'm a freakin addict 2 this story omg when is the next story lol

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Whewwwwww......*fans myself*....I am so addicted to this freakin story!!!! Please post soon!! LOL!!!

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I am addicted...lmfaooo @ whenu said whiplash!! loll I would do everything this story has mentioned. its hilarious!!" BITC HE IS MY MAAAN"

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Entry 28 cont'd
I was seeing a completely different side to the man I am so deeply in love with. Trey Songz is captivating. His voice is so alluring. When he sings to you, it's as if his words are caressing your soul. He knows how to capture your attention and make you feel as if you two are the only ones in the room. When he singles you out in the crowd, he makes you feel wanted and special. He exudes sex appeal on a level that few men are capable of achieving. I felt as if I'd met Trey's super sexy twin brother and I had fallen just as hard for him.
I watched from the wings as Trey went back onstage with Drake. They performed two songs together. The audience loved that. The onstage chemistry between those two was phenomenal. Trey's rap skills are as hot as his singing. I feel so lucky to have been there with him.
After the show was over, Trey's team presented him with a cake because word had come in that his album had gone gold. He got a call from the president of his record company. When he got off the call he was visibly moved. Trey had just been told that he is the future of R&B music. He told me that it meant so much to him that the president of the record company had that much confidence in him.
I know I'm proud of him. Just last week I felt as if I didn't know enough about him. Now I know so much more. I know one thing for sure, I'm never going to doubt his abilities. When he says he's going to do something, I'm going to back him one hundred percent.
Skrillz was right. As we were leaving the arena some female fans began to follow us to the truck. Trey's security team kept them at bey, but that didn't stop them from yelling out which sexual acts they'd like to perform, and with whom they'd do it with. The guys, including Trey, all thought that the crazy chicks were hilarious. They all told Trey that they wanted to have oral sex with him. They screamed out their names and twitter names. One girl was crying. Trey gave her a hug then we got in the truck.

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