Whaddup fellow fans, Tremaine, Trey's Angels! By now MOST of you already know me, or met me from this site, twitter, or met me at the DC Love Faces Show. For those who don't, let me introduce myself......
My name is Nichelle N. Alston a.k.a @SongstressAngel formerly Sexy_Chelle34; Normally I would start by saying "I am addicted to Songz". Today I am saying ==> I am forever changed!
So, recently I have been strugglin a bit over some of the things that I had been seeing here or on twitter in regards to the Angels, what being an Angel means to some people and what it means to me. I have to tell you, I am leaving my home or what I call my home Richmond VA and heading back to Florida where I now live; with an extremely heavy heart and so many mixed emotions over my experience at the DC Love Faces show last night. I must warn you, this will be a long post, not one where I am looking for response but one where if you ARE an Angel, a fan or are thinking of becoming an Angel I EMPLORE you to please take the time to read!
ALL of you know that I came into this in support of Tremaine, his career, his cause, his movement, his brand and I came into it FULL FORCE. I have never hidden that and even today I remain true to the reasons why I stand in support of him and go so hard for him in everything that I do. Today I am not looking for a thank you from him, his team, or the Angels! I am taking this time to simply say to Tremaine, to the organization, to the fans, to the Angels ====> THANK YOU! This one is from my heart and even as I am typing this, I am brought to tears and shaking in a GOOD WAY! I have been rocked to the core by my experience!
First, to WorthySongz1128 my roommate on the tour and my trip companion THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I PRAY GOD THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP ONLY GROWS STRONGER AFTER TODAY AND WE BECOME LIFELONG FRIENDS! I could not have asked for a better companion on this journey that we took for Tremaine!
TeamTreyVA Ladies, (sighs as I say this) YOU ARE THE EPITOME OF WHAT A TREY'S ANGEL SHOULD BE, HOW WE SHOULD GET DOWN AND REPRESENT THE BRAND, THE BUSINESS! Thank You for including me! You didn't know why I did this, why I went through this with you, or the feeling that I left with from you Ladies and I am so renewed because of the love you showed NOT to me, but to Tremaine! I cannot tell you how endebtted to you and how connected and close I feel to you now more so than ever and I am so READY to make that move to VA and join alongside you in this movement! To be so young you were so focused on the goal, the mission, the purpose and YOU delivered! Because of you and TREYS ANGELS "MY DREAM as an artist was realized!" I love you all 5 of you that were with me!
Treys Angels the organization - NONE of what I experienced would have ben possible without being granted entry into the "ELITE" fan club for Trey Songz! Before the show you included me in so much, made me feel special and important in this movement, and I AM and so are YOU! I thank you!
To My Inspiration "TREMAINE" I don't think you know really the depths that these ladies go to in your honor! You are so blessed to have them in your corner, and we are so blessed to have you in ours! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE ARE SO PROUD SO VERY VERY PROUD of the artist, the entertainer, the business mogul, the MAN that you have become! We have watched you grow from that goofy young man with an extreme talent that at once upon a time struggled to be heard to the MEGA STAR ON HIS GROWN MAN ISSSSH that you have become, and we took that journey with you as fans as Angels. You do it for us but baby WE DO IT FOR ONLY YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know when you will ever cease at AMAZING US and you will NEVER stop amazing me! I am so glad that I did this! For YOU and for me! I cannot begin to explain why I love you so deeply as an artist, as a person, as a MAN, and GOD willing one day as a friend but you are my role model, the inspiration aside from GOD and my daughter in everything that I do as a new artist and in my career!
Tremaine, yesterday was so surreal for me, awe inspiring, moving, YOU broke me all the way down and built me all the way back up during your performance! (you may have saw I was the woman in the silver by the speakers second row to your right crying the whole time, and video taping you) Yesterday I gave and dedicated my heart to you! I was faced with a major decision regarding my decision before I came to the show and during the performance I made that decision and you made it so easy for me to make that call when I got back home to Richmond and say ===> "I'm READY!" You overwhelmed me and I felt that s*** all the way to my soul, it was like being in church and feeling the spirit move you NO LIE! YOU made me feel how important this thing people who aren't artists call music but WE call our PASSION really is and yesterday my Passion, Pain, and Pleasure was overflowing and all over my face! I tried so hard luv to contain myself but you, your performance, your connection to your fans, your hard work revealed, touched me so much in a way that is beyond words that even today when it is all over I cannot stop crying and spilling over with joy! With the knowledge of how you Tremaine NOT Trey Songz made me feel, with the knowledge of how my music makes me feel I AM FOREVER CHANGED! I already owe you so much of myself and my thanks for the personal things that you indirectly helped me through, through your music of course because I do not have the pleasure, the honor of knowing you personally! You are the ONE MAN that has my heart and soul, my love, my love for music, this business, for making people happy and feel some kind of way through the gift of song! You are so healing to me and I want you to know bae that I do love you for that, for your heart, and the heart that you put into your work, your craft! There will be no end for you, YOU HAVE ARRIVED! I say it over and over but I am a witness to it, to GODS blessing, his mercy and grace over you and his love for you! BRAVO! The hell that I went through to be there for you even up to the seconds before you went on where I hurt my ankle at the venue, IT WAS WORTH EVERY MINUTE OF IT AND I WOULD DO IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN! THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DREAM COME TRUE SO EFFORTLESSLY AND MAGNIFFICENTLY AND WITH SUCH GRACE! LAST NIGHT WAS "MY MOMENT" My destiny revealed and felt through you and a night I will never forget! I love you Tremaine Aldon Neverson for always giving your all, for being so blatantly honest, humble, hard working, and for just simply being you!
Nichelle N. Alston