Does She Know
“Trey why you gotta act like that?”
“Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”
“But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”
“You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”
“I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”
“They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”
“I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”
“Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.
“No! You can’t just end it like this!”
“Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”
“GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.
One year later
“Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.
“How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.
“I’m fine.”
“Sweetheart what’s ya name?”
“Shanell.”
“I never seen you here before you must be new.”
“I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”
“It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.
“That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”
“Tremaine but you can call me Trey.”
“Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.
“Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom.
“Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.”
“Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back.
“Well thanks again Trey.”
“You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway.
Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!”
“Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.
“Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.
“Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.
“I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.
Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.
“What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.
“What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.
“I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.
“Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”
“Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”
“Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.
“He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.
“You need a hug too baby?”
“I’m good.”
“You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.
“I’ll take your word for it.”
“Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”
“Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.
“Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”
“How you find dat out?”
“Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.
“Perform…as in what?”
“I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him.
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Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.
“So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”
“You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”
“Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing
“Yeah I know her.”
“So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.
“How long we gone do this Nikki?”
“Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”
“Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away
“You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”
to be continued
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takes a deep breath Trey I love you more than anything, but knowing myself Ive realized that Im not strong enough to deal with things like this people constantly in our business trying to tear us apart the security paparazzi the lies
I aint never lied to you
Im not referring to you Trey Im use to my life being my own not put under a microscope for everyone to see I dont like that I just dont think I can live like this.
You call that living being afraid stayin in a fish bowl all ya life.
Its living for me see you dont understand this is what you wanna do Trey, the way youre willing to live your life because of your career baby I thought I could too. I thought I could handle this fast pace, roller coaster, life on the road, and in the public eye, but the more I try, I find that I cant. Its hard for me to allow the world to know who I am what Im doing who Im spending my time with.
How can you tell me you love me, but youre not willin to take the good wit the bad...I guess you expect it to be all good huh?
How can you say that I do love you I love you enough to be honest with you about how I feel. Trey punched the door. He did it so suddenly it made me jump. Ive never seen his this angry before.
What do you want me to do Shanell if I could change that part about this business I would.
I walked over to Trey and put both hands on his face the way I do all the time when I need for him to really hear me. In that instant looking in his eyes the tears fell from mine. I realized as much as I loved him I couldnt be all that he needed me to be. He needed a woman who could handle being in the public eye and be that public figure just like him. I couldnt. I wasnt ready for that. I was put under a microscope for something that I didnt do years ago and to this day I still havent fully recovered from that effect. I know its something that Treys not aware of but its still too painful to discuss.
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Trey follows me in there.
Why you doin this? I say nothing.
Where you goin? walking from the bathroom getting my toothbrush Can you just stop so we can talk? I stop and stare in his eyes and give him what he wants to talk.
This situation right here is not gonna work for me anymore. Trey then realized that not only was I done with the argument but I was done with our relationship. He grabs my arm.
Hold up! Whatchu sayin Shanell you leaving me?
Trey look at us were arguing this is stupid I know you trust me and I trust you its just
Treys cell phone started ringing and he took it out of his pocket to look and see who it was since it was his business line. Along with his phone came out all the contents that was in his pocket, which were Chrystals number and a wallet size naked picture of Nikki. It fell on the floor and since I was standing right beside him I picked it up. Treys face was priceless when he saw it. He had no idea thats what Nikki gave him.
This is what you carry around with you looking at the photo wow and here I am getting grilled for a photo of me holding hands
Wait a minute Shanell lemme cuts him off
Oh and this it makes since now seeing the paper with the number Crystal took that picture when we all went out together looks at Trey yeah I forgot to tell you shes ya numba one fan. I handed Trey his picture and note.
Hold up Shanell I had no idea dats what Nikki gave me I never even looked at it you gotta believe me. I just looked at him shaking my head back and forth. I was hurting, but not for the reasons Im sure he was thinking. I struggled and struggled to make this decision, but he just made it very clear the right thing to do.
Thanks for helping me to figure out that this lifestyle is not for me. I really cant do this Trey.
Whatchu talkin bout?
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Hey. he has a stressed look
Whats up. I sit beside him.
You did a really good job tonight baby I saw something in you that Ive never seen before where did that energy come from?
Maybe its cause Im performing in my home town I dont kno he said glumly
I saw Nikki just leave here what was that all about?
Shanell whats this about a picture wit you and ya ex?
Huh? Trey pulled it up from his phone and showed me. You gotta be kidding me howd you get that?
Does it really matter how was it able to be taken?
Trey come on now, you deal with the media all the time you should know everything isnt always what it seems or in this case as it appears.
Is there something I should know? I get up off the couch and stand in front of him.
OMG! I cant believe this youre questioning me about a photo that was taken out of spite, by who knows who of someone holding my hand?
Dont gimme dat someone bullshit thats ya ex.
Yeah ok you wanna go there your ex just left your hotel room. What should I think about that Trey?
You know aint nothin go down wit me and her.
Really Trey folding my arms like I knew nothing went down with you and Paige?
What!
Are you going to deny it?
Dat shit was a long time ago its so old I forgot all about it.
Sure you did it wouldve been nice to have a heads up on it after Crystal put the news out on blast.
What da fuck Shanell! That happened before I ever met you.
Youre right it did and I dont have a problem with that it just wouldve been nice to be armed with that knowledge instead of looking like a damn fool for not knowing it.
Why would I think to tell you somethin like that it was so long ago da shit didnt matter.
Maybe because Paige is a friend and oh, I dont know because you tell me everything else at least I thought you did.
Oh so now Im keeping secrets from you?
You know what I cant I cant do this. I walked in the bedroom to grab my bags and put my things in it.
Can Yu Say "CLIFFHANGER"???? Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
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Because its hard for me to stop loving you Trey. Im the one that should be sharing the limelight with you eyes watering I was the one that was with you when you had nothing and I didnt care I still dont I just want you I love you Trey I love you.
Im sorry Nikki but I dont feel the same way about you anymore I hate to say this to you but I really do love Shanell. Nikki wiped the wetness away from her eyes and got up from the couch.
Im sorry this is how you feel now pulls herself together but you never really get over your first love now do you kisses Trey on the cheek goodbye Tremaine. As she was walking out the door I was on my way up to it. Nikki smiled and waived as she walked pass me and continued on her way. I know she was trying to get a reaction out of me because she was leaving Treys room. I wasnt pleased with what I saw, but I wasnt going to let her know. I gave her a fake smile back. I guess thats why I never got a phone call. I walked in to find him sitting on the couch.
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Trey didnt get to see Shanell until after the show when she came backstage. She had been with his mom and the rest of his family every since the dinner. She decided to hang out with them until Trey was ready to go to the hotel room that night. She kissed him and told him to call her when he was ready to go.
Hey Buggzi Ima have Nikki come to the room tonight so when you see her let her through.
No problem.
Trey was finally back in his hotel room getting ready to get comfortable when Nikki arrived. He figured he had some time since he told Shanell that he would call her. He opened the door and gave her another hug. She was jacked out of her mind from his performance. He told her to have a seat so they did.
Im so amazed Trey oh my god you are really talented wow and I thought I couldnt love you any more.
I appreciate dat baby so whatchu wanna talk about you got my full attention.
Us Trey I know its been sometime that weve been apart, but my heart doesnt feel like youve left it. I know I was jealous, and didnt trust you when we were together even though youd given me plenty of reasons not too, but I did say that you were forgiven and I shouldve done that. I never gave you more credit, but Ive learned from that now. I really would like another chance .dont you miss me baby Trey was thinking here we go again.
Nikki youre a very beautiful woman with a lot to offer I just think its not gonna be for me.
But why? It was good enough for you before you cant really believe Shanell is the one for you. She looked in his eyes and saw a truth see wasnt ready to face Do you???
Why is dat so hard for you to accept?
It just is what is it about her that you dont see in me.
Nikki why cant you just let it go
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(P) That was clever.
(T) Yeah ight numba one seriously doe it was good talkin to you both, gotta few more people to chat wit but I hope you enjoy the show. Trey didnt even realize that he put Crystals number in his pocket. He finally got around to talking to Nikki.
Whats up girl witcha red on you wore dat for me? taking her hands and looking her over
You know I did .can I have a real hug now? Trey hugs her again. She whispers in his ear, Can you come see me before you leave tonight. Treys smiling
You aint gone never change are you?
Not when it comes to you Im not whispers I love you.
I hear you its been how many years now. Trey was trying to make light of the words. Nikki was serious.
Trey you really dont think I still love you? He didnt know what to say to her.
I dont know Nikki but she put her fingers on his lips
I really need to talk to you Trey tonight just hear me out. He rubs his chin.
Ill see what I can do.
Then Ci Ci makes an announcement.
Ok ladies its time to take your seats Treys about to go on so follow me. Nikki slipped Trey what he thought was a note in his pocket and then she followed the rest of the crowd. He never even looked at it to see what it was. He went to get ready to perform.
Trey put on a phenomenal show. He had the crowd entertained and singing along with him. He took his shirt off to give them a treat. He sang with so much emotion tonight which matched the intensity that he was feeling. He was really feeling some type of way about the picture he saw of Shanell. He didnt want to think anything of it, but that was his baby and it bothered him to no end. Just the thought of her touching another guy was a vision that he didnt want to imagine let alone see. That ended up being more fuel to light the fire that he had burning out on that stage. He was the flame tonight that couldnt be touched.
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He couldnt wait to talk to Shanell about it but for now he had to put it out of his mind. Then CiCi walks in.
Trey you have fans in VIP that are waiting for there meet and greet before the show you ready?
Ill be right there. He gave his boys that half of hug and handshake that they do and went to kick it with the fans for a bit. Not only did he see Paige and a lot of others from his high school he also saw Nikki. Trey walked around and gave everyone a hug and took some pictures and asked them were they excited about tonights show. Screams of yes erupted in the room. Nikki wanted to have some one on one time with Trey so bad. She hadnt seen him in person in so long. Shes been following all of his success and couldnt wait for this day to get here. Trey wanted to talk to her too, since its been a while, so he went around the room and gave everyone a few minutes of his time. It was an intimate group so he didnt mind. He made his way around and got to Paige and Crystal.
(P) Whats goin on Trey?
(T) How you doin baby I see you havent changed still ugly. laughs
(P) Dont think you da shit with ya skinny ass.
(T) But my pockets fat.
(C clearing throat speaks like Wendy Williams giving Trey her hand How you doin? Trey busts out laughing and looks at Paige.
(T) Shes crazy whats up sweetheart?
(C Im Crystal your numba one fan me not all these other people waives hand around the room but me so can I have a kiss?
(P) Oh brother gimme a break
(T) You sho you my numba one fan Ima haft get you to prove that sing something from my first album matter of fact sing my first song that was released.
(P) No dont do dat shaking her head no trust me Trey.
(C If I sing I might scare you away but I am a huge fan of yours ask ya girlfriend. I told her she was lucky I met her or I would steal you away hands him a tiny piece of paper I lied call me.
(T) Oh so that means youll tell me anything
(C Nooo I wouldnt Treys laughing at her
next post plz... loving it and i cant stand that crystal chick...
oh damn sum thing gone pop off now,lol..Don't hurt hin trey
ugh!!!!
SMH all I know is Syreeta I want a happy ending LOL
Watch El and that damn Crystal come with a plan to break them up
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VA here we come. Treys family rented a hall and had a big welcome home dinner for him with his cousins and a lot of his boys were there. We only had three hours to spend with everyone. It was nice meeting some of his relatives that Ive never met before. Trey can be so playful at times. I loved watching him with his little cousins flipping them over his shoulders and chasing them around the room. He seemed so relaxed. He needed this. I know he really misses spending time with his family and friends I guess thats why he works so hard, before long he wont have too.
I never did mention to him what I knew about him and Paige. My mind has been all over the place lately that I know when I talk to him I have to have a clear head. I let Paige know that her and Crystal were covered for tonights show so Ill be seeing them tonight. Paige was so happy I called her and was still apologizing for what happened. I had to cut her off again because I just wasnt ready to deal with my feeling on that. She thanked me for looking out and told me that shed see me later.
Trey was in his dressing room getting ready before the show. His boys was back there Redd, Finch and Jay just shooting the breeze having a bunch of laughs. Jay was on the internet on his phone and came across something.
(J) Yo! Trey check dis out?
(T) Whatchu got some porn or somethin?
(J)Nigga I wish look. It was a picture of Shanell and El holding hands in the club. Trey saw it and brushed it off like it was nothing. Redd and Finch peeped it out.
(F) Who dat nigga? Jay reads the caption.
Shanell Weiss and ex El Harris holding hands as sparks fly
(R Trey you talk to ya girl about this?
(T) Man I dont pay attention to dat shit they can doctor anything up to make it look real nowadays.
(J) This dont look doctored up.
(T) Nigga dats the point. They all started laughing at Jay. Deep down inside Trey was fuming about that picture.
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Hey there. El turned to the side to see who was talking to him.
Hey lil mama whats up?
Youre Shanells friend right?
Why you wanna know?
Oh just making conversation since I saw you talking to her.
Shes more than a friend thats gone be my baby momma.
Well damn! Its like that?
She my baby she just mad wit me right now.
Hmm thats strange I was told she was seeing Trey Songz. Crystal really started peeking Els interest to hear more.
Is that so.
And so it is I wouldnt plan on her being your baby momma anytime soon.
That nigga cant compete wit what we had I ont give a fuck what his status is.
Oh so you guys have dated before?
You damn right and I plan on us getting back.
I would really like to see that happen.
Oh its gonna happen believe dat!
Then Paige walks over and sees Crystal talking to El. She got a bad vibe about him and didnt want to be around him.
Come on Crystal Im ready to go.
Aye Crystal wont you give me ya numba so we can talk some more.
Sure. She gives El her phone number and then her and Paige leave.
Why would you give him your number?
I think we can help each other out
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I was quiet the whole drive home. LA was looking really good to me right now. I had this overwhelming feeling and just wanted to get away. I thanked my cousin for picking me up and tried to pay him for it but he said he was cool. I went in the house and went to bed. Trey ended up calling me about 4:00 am. I let it go to the voicemail and then listened to his message.
I guess you sleepin but uh, sounds of laughter and music in the background nigga get dat shit outta here fucks wrong witchu sorry baby I just was calling to check on you was thinkin bout you and wanted to hear ya voice I got Paige and Crystal covered for the show in VA too, so dey straight ight baby Ill see you in a bit love you
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I smell trouble , that ceystal is a mess.. she's the type u don't tell nothing or carry around ur man.. Straight up 2 face..
im not feeling crystal AT ALL smh
This Crystal chick is gonna get something started smh! Messy Females
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(P) Crystal why would you say that?
(C Cause you being a hypocrite.
(P) Thats not what Im talking about.
(S) Wait a minute so you slept with Trey before Paige? Paige couldnt even look at me. Her eyes were still on Crystal.
(P) Shanell that happened a long time ago and it wasnt while he was with Nikki either. she said rolling her eyes at Crystal.
(C I thought you told me that.
(P) No, that was Asia that he cheated with on Nikki. My mind was spinning and it wasnt from the drinks.
(S) Paige can you take me home now Im ready to go better yet, never mind Ill call someone to pick me up. I stood up from the table to leave it, to call my cousin in private.
(C I know you not gettin upset with her over something that happened before you were even in the picture .thats just stupid.
(P) Crystal shut up sometimes! Shanell you gotta know that me and Trey are just good friends. Thats it I mean it was so long ago we dont even acknowledge that we I put my hand up to stop her.
(S) I dont even wanna hear anymore. Believe it or not Paige Im not even mad about that. I just got some other things on my mind that I need to deal with.
(C Its mighty funny you leavin after you heard that tho why you leaving then?
(P) Crystal shut da fuck up! Then Paige gets up and stands in front of me. Please dont get upset with Trey about this. It really was nothing I cant stress that enough to you. Its like it never even happened Shanell and you and Trey make a great couple youre really good for him. I just stared her in her face as she spoke.
(S) I never thought I wasnt good for Trey, Paige. My concern is whats good for me. Good night ladies. I called my cousin Lebron to come and pick me up and waited for him in the lobby area of the club. Meanwhile Paige and Crystal was still there. Crystal saw El over at the bar getting a drink and decided to go over and talk to him.
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Youre the one who felt the need to do what you had to do and got caught up! Dont ever blame your going to jail on me. I went through hell after that incident trying to clear my name because of ya sorry ass, accidentally accused of being an accomplice, but never again.
Never say never baby I gave you the world and Ill do it again. Im gonna always love you you aint never getting rid of me so tell that chump dont get too comfortable. Something had definitely changed about El. It scared me a little. I didnt say anything else
I just left him standing there and caught up with Paige and Crystal. We were sitting at a table talking.
C You two looked mighty cozy who was that?
(P) Crystal you are one newsy ass chick.
(S) Believe me no one.
(C Shanell where Trey at tonight?
(P) You mean to tell me you dont know ms. I spy?
(S) I dont know Crystal havent talked to him today.
(C Why I would be on dat ass everyday checking up on him.
(P) Everybodys not a stalker like you.
(C I would only do that with him all that sexy has to be checked up on from time to time.
(S) I dont do that with Trey. I trust him.
(C He must trust you too then.
(S) As a matter of fact he does.
(P) He got more reason to trust her than she has to trust him all those women.
(C It only takes one person to cheat right Shanell.
(S) I dont worry about that. If hes gonna cheat hes gonna cheat Ill deal with it when and if it happens Crystal. Crystal was starting to get under my skin. This is why I dont like to hang out with females a lot. She seems to be trying to insinuate something and Im not gonna give in to her shenanigans.
(P) Thats how I feel too Shanell shit if they do it, what can you do but cut the shit outta them once you find out. Paiges humor was right on time.
(C How you gone say some shit like that when you cheated with Trey when he was with
Nikki. Paige looked at crystal with venom in her eyes. I looked at Paige stunned.
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Damn look at my sweetness. If looks could kill he would be dead. I was not in the mood to fool with him. You here up in da club what da fucks up wit dat?
I dont owe you any explanations.
Whoa whats up wit all the hostility nigga do a bid and you lose ya fuckin mind.
El why are you here?
Oh since when did you own the club I can be here.
Im not referring to the club why are you in my space.
My baby done got all hard and shit on me dat shits sexy on you. arms folded with an attitude
I dont know what youre talking about.
Sweetness I know you still hurtin behind what happened thats why Im tryna make it up to you.
Hurting you think Im still stuck on something that happened over five years ago El Im passed that and Im furthermore passed you. Only if he knew.
It is true huh? I looked at him sideways not understanding.
Whats true?
You seeing that punk ass nigga Trey Songz.
Goodbye El. attempting to walk away
Whatchu walking away for it must be true. swings head around to respond
Who Im dating, if Im dating is none of your business El Im asking you nicely can you please just leave me alone? He grabs both of my hands. I had no idea Crystal and Paige was walking over to us were steady talking.
Look sweetness wont you just forgive a brutha and why you at it let me hit dat one more time for old time sake then Ill consider leaving you alone. I quickly removed my hands from his grasp.
Hell no El! I dont
(P) Shanell I seen a table over there so were gonna go sit down I just wanted to tell you where we were.
Im coming. They walk off. El have a nice life and stay out of mine. I went to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
You think you can say those words to me and get rid of me that easily I went to jail for ya ass you owe me.
Oh no lets get something straight you went to jail because of your own greed, it had nothing to do with me. I never asked you or expected you to provide what you couldnt afford.
listen 2 mummy she knows best, oh lord tell E1 2 step u got a real man..
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Then my mom got up from the dining room table to get comfortable and unpack. I was glad to get my mothers advice. It was a lot to digest so I decided to ponder on her words before I made any decisions on what to tell Trey.
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Tonight was the night that me, Paige and Crystal was gonna hang. I was actually a little excited about it. Since being with Trey Ive been exposed to more clubs than a little bit. The idea of it wasnt as foreign anymore. I wasnt a girl who did a whole lot of dancing so once we got there I knew that was not jumping off. I only dance for my baby. The club was packed wall to wall. We couldnt even find a table. We decided to go get some drinks and find a spot to stand in. We had guys on us immediately like moths to a flame. Crystal and Paige went out on the dance floor with the guys that asked them to dance. I of course was the odd ball and turned my guy down. I was enjoying the music rocking and having my own little party. I wasnt feeling his interruption.
female Excuse me but are you the girl in the photos with Trey Songz?
me playing dumb Who? She spoke a little louder thinking I didnt hear her.
The singer Trey Songz are you that girl in the photos?
Oh no thats not me.
I swear she looks just like you.
I get that a lot, but Im not her. Then the female walks back with her friends. I was starting to get annoyed already and I just got here. To make matters worst my ex spotted me and was walking over to me.
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Cheating no the falling out of love I wouldnt say falling out of love, but you have your days where youre not sure if you want to fight or just throw in the towel because of situations that may arise .but then your father will do some small gesture that means so much and it will remind me of why I fell in love with him in the first place.
Im just not sure if I will be able to get use to all of this I mean its been so chaotic these past three years mom and hes really just getting started. You know after that whole ordeal with El how I shy away from the spotlight and hate people getting in my business.
I know and I cant stand him for making you go through that but sweetheart you need to remember one thing, if youre not happy how can you be happy with someone else. This has to be right for you too. You have your future to think about your hopes and dreams and that needs to co-exist with whomever you decide to share your life with. Trey is making his dream come true and these are the sacrifices that hes willing to make because its what he wants. You need to figure out if youre willing to make the same ones without losing who you are in the process.
Ugh this is so hard
Shanell do you really love Trey?
Of course I do thats what makes this so hard its not my love thats in question its the lifestyle that I have my doubts about.
Baby if you love him stay true to yourself first and then be honest with him about it. If you cant deal with his lifestyle then you need to love him enough to let him go now. I know your heart doesnt feel like it can do that, but the one thing Ive learned is theres no stopping real love. It may be absent from the eyes but it will always be present in the mind and in the heart. Learned that from your grandmother.
I was just looking down listening to my moms words playing with my nails.
I miss nanna.
So do I.
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She asked me what Trey thought about it and my moving to LA. We finally did get to touch more on that subject once we got pass the security issues. I told her he was happy for me. He said the sweetest thing, Baby I dont care where I hafta travel to see you aint no amount of distance gone stop me from bein where you are. That made me feel so good knowing he would also sacrifice for me.
My parents did eventually get to meet Trey several years ago. Thank god it was before his fan base was as big as it is now. He keeps too many people around him now, but they like him. Its weird when Im watching him on TV perform with my mom in the room. She be steady singing his songs with me. She still think shes young singing with a hair brush. Her and my auntie are alike in so many ways besides their faces, but my auntie is still way cooler than her. My dad gets along real well with Trey too. Hes actually flown him around from time to time. The two male loves of my life. After I shared the good news I spoke with her about my dilemma.
Shanell what did you think was going to happen when you starting dating someone pursing a singing career?
I didnt really think that far in advance mom. I mean I mostly thought about our time being an issue because of all the traveling he was gonna have to do I didnt really think of my life being on blast along with his.
Well sweetie yes I can see that you didnt realize the full scope of that type of lifestyle but it is very demanding definitely in the public eye time will be spent apart and people will want what you have and try to tear it apart.
Mom how do you and dad do this I mean I know its not exactly the same because the whole world isnt in your business, but you guys spend a lot of time apart Do you ever worry about cheating or I dont know, falling out of love with one another?
Oh lord don't tell me they spliting up already.. Don't go ,trey juss wanna protect u..Luv this story girl..
Oh lord don't tell me they spliting up already.. Don't go ,trey juss wanna protect u..Luv this story girl..
lol @ her mother feenin 2 tell her business 2 her father. and uh oh. don't tell me shanell about 2 start ignorin trey when he calls or the other way around. smh. i'm pretty sure this story is gunna have a bunch of twists and turns. just look @ the title. lol. i can't wait 2 c what pops off
Let's just say it's about to get heated...This section is called Please Return My Call for a reason...lol...but to all of you reading this I'm glad you're enjoying it and I really appreciate the comments...it let's me know you are reading it. Thank you ladies.
i hope she doesnt break up with my trey!!!
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