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    June 25, 2011

     

    Does She Know 

     

    “Trey why you gotta act like that?”

    “Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

    “But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

    “You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

    “I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

    “They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

    “I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

    “Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

    “No! You can’t just end it like this!”

    “Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

    “GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

     

    One year later

     

    “Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

    “How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

    “I’m fine.” 

    “Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

    “Shanell.”

    “I never seen you here before you must be new.”

    “I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

    “It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

    “That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

    “Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

    “Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

    “Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

    “Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

    “Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

    “Well thanks again Trey.” 

    “You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

    Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

    “Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

    “Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

    “Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

    “I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

     

    Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

     

    “What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

    “What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

    “I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

    “Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

    “Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

    “Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

    “He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

    “You need a hug too baby?” 

    “I’m good.”

    “You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

    “I’ll take your word for it.”

    “Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

    “Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

    “Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

    “How you find dat out?”

    “Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

    “Perform…as in what?”

    “I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

     

    *******

     

    Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

     

    “So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

    “You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

    “Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

    “Yeah I know her.”

    “So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

    “How long we gone do this Nikki?”

    “Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

    “Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

    “You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

    to be continued

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on Jun 25, 2011 - 05:12PM

 

Does She Know 

 

“Trey why you gotta act like that?”

“Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

“But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

“You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

“I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

“They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

“I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

“Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

“No! You can’t just end it like this!”

“Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

“GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

 

One year later

 

“Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

“How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

“I’m fine.” 

“Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

“Shanell.”

“I never seen you here before you must be new.”

“I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

“It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

“That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

“Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

“Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

“Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

“Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

“Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

“Well thanks again Trey.” 

“You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

“Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

“Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

“Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

“I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

 

Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

 

“What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

“What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

“I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

“Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

“Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

“Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

“He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

“You need a hug too baby?” 

“I’m good.”

“You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

“I’ll take your word for it.”

“Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

“Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

“Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

“How you find dat out?”

“Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

“Perform…as in what?”

“I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

 

*******

 

Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

 

“So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

“You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

“Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

“Yeah I know her.”

“So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

“How long we gone do this Nikki?”

“Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

“Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

“You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

to be continued

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Damn girl this is deep, glad 2 c she finally told him..

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(OKM) “Well Trey Songz thanks for taking time out of your schedule to interview with us and we look forward to seeing your future endeavors.” I stopped the recorder since the interview was over. “This will be in our next issue. You’re done.”
“The tape recorders off?”
“Yeah.”
“So we done wit business?”
“Yes.”
“Why were you lookin like dat?”
“Like what?”
“Like you just lost ya best friend.”
sighs “I guess I wasn’t expecting you to say you weren’t single.”
“So you do care?”
“I’ve always cared Trey…I never stopped.”
“So how come you never returned my calls…Oh yeah I finally got one.”
“I was scared.”
“What fo?”
“I thought if I did I would’ve changed my mind.”
“And you didn’t wanna do dat?”
“Only because I thought I would’ve been prolonging the inevitable.”
“Which was what…you leaving me?”
“Yeah…” I got out of my seat and looked out of the window. Trey comes up behind me.
“Shanell why did you really leave me…I mean I know what you said, but you also said it was for reasons that I may not understand right now…whatchu mean by dat?” I knew I owed Trey an explanation, so I turned around to face him.
“Trey several years ago when I was with El he had got into trafficking, which I was not aware of. To make a long story short I was wrongly accused of being an accomplice.”
“What!”
“Let me finish…I was arrested…but eventually cleared of the charges…and even though I was a minor…it didn’t change the way I was treated…just the way I would’ve been charged. Trey that incident took a lot away from me. I was embarrassed…humiliated…grilled like crazy…actually treated like a criminal. It was the lowest I’ve every felt in my life.” Trey sits on my desk and takes what I’m saying in.
“Shanell how come you never told me any of this?”
“It’s not the easiest thing to talk about Trey…I was too embarrassed and ashamed…I was angry…it left me very guarded.”
“But this had an affect on our relationship…this was apart of the reason you walked away from me.”
“Trey I’m sorry...”
“I’m sorry too.

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I noticed he was walking toward me so I walked around my desk and he gave me a quick peck on the lips as he hugged me… smells my neck and whispers
“Mmm I missed this scent…you lookin good too baby.”
“Thank you Trey. I can’t believe you let them go.” touching the top of his head
“Yeah it was time…I was ready for a change.”
“Well it looks good on you.”
“Thank you baby.” sitting back in my seat
“Have a seat.” He does. “So how have you been?”
“You want the real answer or “politically correct” one.”
“I want whatever answer you want to give me.”
rubs chin “Nah…er’thang thing been great.”
“So you ready to get this interview started.”
“Leggo.” I took my tape recorder out and started the interview.”

(OKM) “So tell me about your latest album Ready….what makes this album different from your previous two?”
(TS) “I would have to say growth…you know I’ve learned a lot from my previous two albums…I’m steppin into manhood so a lot of life experiences whether it be good or bad played a role in it, to where I am right now, to feel like I’m ready.”
(OKM) “So what type of songs can your fans expect from this album?”
(TS) “I think they can expect a balance of things on here…not too much of one thing and less of the next…but everything that embodies me.”
(OKM) “For all the ladies out there is Trey Songz still off the market?”
(TS) “Actually I still am.”

I did not see that response coming…I thought, when did he start seeing someone again. My heart sunk but I had to continue. I know dissappointment was written all over my face from that point on.

(TS) “I don’t really get into my personal life like that, but yes ladies I am off the market.”
(OKM) “What upcoming projects are in the works…anything you can share?”
(TS) “I’m working on a few collaborations…lookin into small movie roles…I’m working on the video for Can’t Help but Wait…talks of a tour are in the works…nothing official yet…but it’s a lot bout to go down…y’all stay tuned.”

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Shanell

“Shanell thank god you’re here!”
“Why?”
“Lynn was suppose to do an interview today but she’s in the hospital. Bill is still in executive meetings and I can’t get a hold of Michelle…but it is her day off too.”
“But I’m not scheduled for today either. I forgot my work that I wanted to go over for my Nelly interview. That’s the only reason I’m here.”
“Well since you’re here can you do the interview…please.”
“Sure. What time is it scheduled for? You have thirty minutes.”
“Val are you serious?”
“Don’t panic, Lynn already has the questions prepared. I have them right here….hands me her notes.
“Oh great! I was about to say…” see’s the name
“I can’t do this.”
“Sure you can…you’ll be fine.”
“No you don’t understand…I haven‘t spoken to him since...”
“Shanell honey please set your personal feelings aside and do this interview…you‘re the only one available…and maybe it’s a reason why it would be you to have to do it…maybe it’s time for you two to talk.” Then Val walks back to her seat at the reception desk. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I also was wondering how come I wasn’t aware that they were interviewing Trey today. I usually know who‘s scheduled. I walked in my office and paced the floor. I haven’t seen Trey in so long. I didn't know how I was going to react when I saw him, let alone do an interview with him. I sat down at my desk and read over the questions Lynn had for him in my head. Then Val calls me and tells me he’s here and she’ll be bringing him back. I took a deep breath and waited for the knock. There it was.

“Come in.” I stood up from my desk. Trey walked in. He was just as surprised to see me as I was to see him. Damn he looked good. It took me a minute to speak.
“Thank you Val.” She smiles and walks out. Trey looked back at the door to make sure it was completely closed before he said anything.
“Yo! It’s you?” pointing with a big old grin on his face.
“By default, but yes.”

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Loving this story! Can't wait to read more.

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

AWWWWW!!! u really can't get ova ur first luv..Go get ur girl TREY..

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awwwww trey u betta go get yo girl!!

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It wasn’t quite finished yet but he decided to take a break. He figured he hadn’t Ustreamed in a while and his fans cheer him up as well, so that’s what he decided to do. He made an announcement on his twitter page that he was going live and what time. As always his fans were so excited to talk to him. He finally appeared on the computer screen. His chat started going crazy. He fans started telling him how they loved the new look. Some were saying they missed the braids but he still looked good. Then they were telling him about the songs they liked from the Ready album and asking him when was he going to do another mix tape. A few of them even asked about Shanell. He didn’t speak much about her because he wasn’t going to lie. He told them that she was doing fine and still working in LA. Trey stayed on the Usteam for a full hour. He did feel better after talking to them but that was only a temporary fix. The solution was where his head was…in LA.

*******

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He had a show coming up in two days that he needed to fully focus on and then he was flying to LA. He was going back and forth with himself whether or not to see Shanell. If there ever was a perfect time now was it. He just didn’t know if he should respect her wishes or go with his heart. He took a walk in hopes of it helping to get him back on track. Once he returned he decided to take Troy’s advice and go in the studio and write to hopefully help clear his head and to get some things off his mind. Troy said three words that stuck out in my head…does she know.

Does she know I still love her can’t get her off my mind
Does she know I dream of her another her I’ll never find
Does she know my life is empty because she played a special part
Does she know I’m just a shell without her she holds my heart…

“Nah…scribbles what he just wrote…thinking again…remembers when she first walked past him in high school and how he’s been in love with her and only her every since…writes…Does she know what she did…hmm…yeah” begins to create…

sometime later

Uh(x4)
Check
She my distant lover so far away
Dream of her since that day
Distant lover so far away
I wish that I could bring her here to me
Distant lover so far away
Girl you so far away hey…

Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
My distant lover distant lover hey
Ahhh
Girl you so far away
Ahhh
So far away
You so far away
My distant lover distant lover
Ohhh
I wish that I could bring her here to me

Does she know what she did
Turned my heart in flames
From that one time that she looked my way
Does she know that sexy walk
Still on my brain ain’t a thang
That I can’t…I can’t….I can’t…

Chorus(x2)
I can’t take no more I wanna be lovin you
Been in love with you
Since the day you came and you turned away
You’ll never leave my brain…nooo

What started out as his thoughts turned into a song he titled “Does She Know.” Writing that song really helped to ease his mind and put him in a better mood.

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I’ve still been following his career and even keeping in touch with his mom. She’s really sorry that things didn’t work out with me and him. She told me she really thought I was the one for him. I wish I could’ve been the one for him, because he was everything for me. He still is.

*******

Trey

“Your tones a little off when you’re hitting that note…try it again.” Troy sang it first and Trey repeated it.”
“Like dat?”
“Yeah just like that…ok let’s take it from the top.” Troy started the music again and Trey tried it over. Troy noticed that Trey was off once again.
“Ok…maybe you need a break.” Trey takes his head phones off and grabs his water bottle. Then he’s about to walk out the studio but Troy calls him.
“Aye…what’s gotten into you…you missing your braids.” That actually perked Trey up a little bit. He rubs the top of his head halfway smiling.
“Nah I’m cool.”
“Not sounding like that you’re not…what’s going on…are feeling under pressure…stressed…?”
“Nah…I’m doing what I love…it‘s all good baby.”
“Oh…I guess you’re just missing who you love then.” Trey doesn‘t even entertain that thought with a genuine response.
“Man go head…it’s been over a year…I’m just tired.”
“Aye…it’s me you talking too. It’s ok to miss her… I know she was an important part of your life…you know she was an important part of your life…but does she know how important she was in your life…Let me tell you this…everything you’re feeling right now channel it into your music. Don’t let it be a distraction and take away your focus.”
“Nah I’m focused.”
“Ok focused…who can‘t get his notes right…we’ll take a few more minutes and then pick it back up.”
“Ight man.” Trey and Troy continued their work after Trey took his break. They were in the studio for hours. Finally Troy told Trey when he’s really ready to record, there session could begin. He could tell Trey’s mind was somewhere else. Trey was bummed out and it was really affecting his performance today. He wasn‘t himself.

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It Would Be You

1 year later

Shanell

It’s been a year now since I’ve worked for OK Magazine. I went hard to prove that I’m a good employee who goes above and beyond to do my job. I stayed late on nights other’s went home. Every celebrity I was asked to get for our magazine I was successful at it even ones I wasn’t asked to get. I worked through breaks, my lunch time and now my hard work has finally paid off. I went from being the one going out in the field pitching the magazine to interviewing and writing the story on the clients. They did give me a trial period first before I was officially promoted but I got through that with flying colors. This job has really challenged me a lot as far as growth. I’ve had to really get out there and prove myself. Taking risk that I usually wouldn’t have done. Putting myself out there to show our clients how we can work for them by exposing them to a demographic that they might not touch otherwise. I’m making a name for myself and I’m not as fearful of having people know who I am. I’ve built a good rapport with the clients that I’ve interviewed and some of them have sent me referrals.

Trey was trying to get in touch with me, after I left, but I just couldn’t talk to him. I felt like if I did I would’ve had second thoughts and just prolonged the inevitable. I left him
one message telling him that I’m fine and my leaving was something that I needed to do for me. If he ever loved me than I know he understands and won’t hold it against me. I let him know that I wanted him to be happy to the fullest, so know that I left bearing no hard feelings and I hope he doesn‘t have any for me. I told him that he was the best thing to ever happen to me and leaving him again, was not an easy thing to do, so that’s why I haven’t returned his calls until now. I just wanted him to know that I will always love him and I miss him and to take care of himself. Which I’ve noticed he has been doing.

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I think I would have stayed but i'm also not really the relationship type but sometimes peer pressure or the influence of others can sway your desicions in life. But I would have wanted to keep him.

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Love you guys responses..thanks for taking part in the discussion....there are no right or wrong answers here because we all are entitled to our own opinion and views. I just wanted to turn it into more of a discussion and hear/read your point of views.

I hope you continue to enjoy the story as it unfolds. :)

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

I know it's hard 2 let love go, but if u really love him it's the best thing to do.. I would do the same thing i'm a very private person so it would b heard 2 b with some1 thats high profile.. Shanell is a example of a STRONG WOMAN,i know a lot of other woman would stay bcuz of wat the life style could give them..I'll take LOVE ova LOUBOUTIN any day... U go shanell.. great story girl

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She Wasn't Wrong For Leavin Him. The Fact Of The Matter Is, None Of Us Know What It's Like To Be In A High-Profile Relationship Until We've Actually Done It. We All Know Our Strengths And Weaknesses, To Some Degree, But I Think She Did The Honorable Thing By Being Honest With Him And Letting Him Go If She Knew She Couldn't Handle It. She Knew She Wasn't Strong Enough And Thats Real, Some People Just Aren't Strong Enough. Way To Be A REAL Woman About Your Shit Shanell!!

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That's a tough question. I can say I'd try to stay if I was her and I loved him, but I'm not in that situation. It's easier said than done. I know it's Trey, and I'd want to stay cuz of that, but that would be a hard relationship to stay in.

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I think i would be strong leaving a high profile lifestyle. i think she was wrong for leaving b/c she knew when he got big in the industry all this was gonna to happen but she wasnt strong from the beginning

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I know it’s not fair to him, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t get past this yet. I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the kind of woman that he needed me to be, but I’m not sorry for loving him enough to let him go. I continue to look in his eyes.
“Baby I wish you could fix it…”
“You can’t leave me Shanell…I need you baby…leaning in closer to my lips…I need you…whispers…I love you…” Trey started kissing my lips and giving my ears and my neck small pecks. My body was too weak to stop him, so I didn’t. He made love to me for the last time that night. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried in the bathroom as I wrote him a note saying how much I love him, but I had to leave for reasons that he may not understand right now. I wrote by no means was this easy for me to do and I pray that one day he can find it in his heart to forgive me. The next morning Trey woke up to see an empty side of the bed. He spotted my note and read it. Then he grabbed his cell phone to call me.

Shanell baby I heard everythang you said last night and I do understand how you feel…but I still think we can work this out…it’s not as hard as it seems…baby I love you…and I know you love me…I know it…can you pick up the phone…ok…maybe you not up yet but can you please return my call. I know we can make this work baby…just give us a chance…I love you “click”

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Questions

Ladies if you were in Shanell's position would you be strong enough to walk away from Trey or any relationship that was high profile? Could you be strong enough to stay true to yourself? Was she wrong for leaving? What are your thoughts?

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takes a deep breath “Trey I love you more than anything, but knowing myself I’ve realized that I’m not strong enough to deal with things like this…people constantly in our business trying to tear us apart…the security…paparazzi…the lies…”
“I ain’t never lied to you…”
“I’m not referring to you…Trey I’m use to my life being my own…not put under a microscope for everyone to see…I don’t like that…I just don’t think I can live like this.”
“You call that living…being afraid…stayin in a fish bowl all ya life.”
“It’s living for me…see…you don’t understand…this is what you wanna do Trey, the way you‘re willing to live your life because of your career…baby I thought I could too. I thought I could handle this fast pace, roller coaster, life on the road, and in the public eye, but the more I try, I find that I can‘t. It’s hard for me to allow the world to know who I am…what I’m doing…who I’m spending my time with.”
“How can you tell me you love me, but you’re not willin to take the good wit the bad...I guess you expect it to be all good huh?”
“How can you say that…I do love you…I love you enough to be honest with you about how I feel.” Trey punched the door. He did it so suddenly it made me jump. I’ve never seen his this angry before.
“What do you want me to do Shanell…if I could change that part about this business I would.”

I walked over to Trey and put both hands on his face the way I do all the time when I need for him to really hear me. In that instant looking in his eyes the tears fell from mine. I realized as much as I loved him I couldn’t be all that he needed me to be. He needed a woman who could handle being in the public eye and be that public figure just like him. I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready for that. I was put under a microscope for something that I didn’t do years ago and to this day I still haven’t fully recovered from that effect. I know it’s something that Treys not aware of but it’s still too painful to discuss.

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Trey follows me in there.

“Why you doin this?” I say nothing.
“Where you goin?” walking from the bathroom getting my toothbrush “Can you just stop so we can talk?” I stop and stare in his eyes and give him what he wants…to talk.
“This situation right here is not gonna work for me anymore.” Trey then realized that not only was I done with the argument but I was done with our relationship. He grabs my arm.
“Hold up! Whatchu sayin Shanell…you leaving me?”
“Trey look at us…we’re arguing…this is stupid…I know you trust me and I trust you…it’s just…”

Treys cell phone started ringing and he took it out of his pocket to look and see who it was since it was his business line. Along with his phone came out all the contents that was in his pocket, which were Chrystal’s number and a wallet size naked picture of Nikki. It fell on the floor and since I was standing right beside him I picked it up. Trey’s face was priceless when he saw it. He had no idea that’s what Nikki gave him.

“This is what you carry around with you…looking at the photo…wow…and here I am getting grilled for a photo of me holding hands…”
“Wait a minute Shanell lemme…” cuts him off
“Oh…and this…it makes since now…seeing the paper with the number…Crystal took that picture when we all went out together…looks at Trey…yeah I forgot to tell you…she’s ya numba one fan.” I handed Trey his picture and note.
“Hold up Shanell I had no idea dats what Nikki gave me…I never even looked at it…you gotta believe me.” I just looked at him shaking my head back and forth. I was hurting, but not for the reasons I’m sure he was thinking. I struggled and struggled to make this decision, but he just made it very clear the right thing to do.
“Thanks for helping me to figure out that this lifestyle is not for me. I really can‘t do this Trey.”
“Whatchu talkin bout?”

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“Hey.” he has a stressed look
“What‘s up.” I sit beside him.
“You did a really good job tonight baby…I saw something in you that I‘ve never seen before…where did that energy come from?”
“Maybe it’s cause I’m performing in my home town…I don’t kno…” he said glumly
“I saw Nikki just leave here…what was that all about?”
“Shanell what’s this about a picture wit you and ya ex?”
“Huh?” Trey pulled it up from his phone and showed me. “You gotta be kidding me…how’d you get that?”
“Does it really matter…how was it able to be taken?”
“Trey come on now, you deal with the media all the time…you should know everything isn’t always what it seems…or in this case as it appears.”
“Is there something I should know?” I get up off the couch and stand in front of him.
“OMG! I can’t believe this…you’re questioning me about a photo that was taken out of spite, by who knows who…of someone holding my hand?”
“Don’t gimme dat someone bullshit…that’s ya ex.”
“Yeah…ok…you wanna go there…your ex just left your hotel room. What should I think about that Trey?”
“You know ain’t nothin go down wit me and her.”
“Really Trey…folding my arms…like I knew nothing went down with you and Paige?”
“What!”
“Are you going to deny it?”
“Dat shit was a long time ago…it’s so old I forgot all about it.”
“Sure you did…it would’ve been nice to have a heads up on it…after Crystal put the news out on blast.”
“What da fuck Shanell! That happened before I ever met you.”
“You’re right…it did…and I don’t have a problem with that…it just would’ve been nice to be armed with that knowledge instead of looking like a damn fool for not knowing it.”
“Why would I think to tell you somethin like that…it was so long ago da shit didn’t matter.”
“Maybe because Paige is a friend and…oh, I don’t know…because you tell me everything else…at least I thought you did.”
“Oh so now I’m keeping secrets from you?”
“You know what…I can’t…I can’t do this.” I walked in the bedroom to grab my bags and put my things in it.

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Can Yu Say "CLIFFHANGER"???? Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

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“Because it’s hard for me to stop loving you Trey. I’m the one that should be sharing the limelight with you…eyes watering…I was the one that was with you when you had nothing and I didn’t care…I still don’t…I just want you…I love you Trey…I love you.”

“I’m sorry Nikki but I don’t feel the same way about you anymore…I hate to say this to you but I really do love Shanell.” Nikki wiped the wetness away from her eyes and got up from the couch.

“I’m sorry this is how you feel now…pulls herself together…but you never really get over your first love now do you…” kisses Trey on the cheek…goodbye Tremaine. As she was walking out the door I was on my way up to it. Nikki smiled and waived as she walked pass me and continued on her way. I know she was trying to get a reaction out of me because she was leaving Treys room. I wasn’t pleased with what I saw, but I wasn’t going to let her know. I gave her a fake smile back. I guess that’s why I never got a phone call. I walked in to find him sitting on the couch.

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Trey didn’t get to see Shanell until after the show when she came backstage. She had been with his mom and the rest of his family every since the dinner. She decided to hang out with them until Trey was ready to go to the hotel room that night. She kissed him and told him to call her when he was ready to go.

“Hey Buggzi…I’ma have Nikki come to the room tonight…so when you see her let her through.”
“No problem.”

Trey was finally back in his hotel room getting ready to get comfortable when Nikki arrived. He figured he had some time since he told Shanell that he would call her. He opened the door and gave her another hug. She was jacked out of her mind from his performance. He told her to have a seat so they did.
“I’m so amazed…Trey…oh my god…you are really talented…wow…and I thought I couldn’t love you any more.”
“I appreciate dat baby…so whatchu wanna talk about…you got my full attention.”
“Us…Trey I know it’s been sometime that we’ve been apart, but my heart doesn’t feel like you’ve left it. I know I was jealous, and didn’t trust you when we were together…even though you’d given me plenty of reasons not too, but I did say that you were forgiven and I should’ve done that. I never gave you more credit, but I’ve learned from that now. I really would like another chance….don‘t you miss me baby…” Trey was thinking here we go again.
“Nikki you’re a very beautiful woman with a lot to offer…I just think it’s not gonna be for me.”
“But why? It was good enough for you before…you can’t really believe Shanell is the one for you.” She looked in his eyes and saw a truth see wasn’t ready to face… “Do you???”
“Why is dat so hard for you to accept?”
“It just is…what is it about her that you don’t see in me.”
“Nikki why can’t you just let it go…”

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(P) “That was clever.”
(T) “Yeah ight numba one…seriously doe it was good talkin to you both, gotta few more people to chat wit but I hope you enjoy the show.” Trey didn’t even realize that he put Crystals number in his pocket. He finally got around to talking to Nikki.

“What’s up girl…witcha red on…you wore dat for me?” taking her hands and looking her over
“You know I did….can I have a real hug now?” Trey hugs her again. She whispers in his ear, “Can you come see me before you leave tonight.” Treys smiling
“You ain’t gone never change are you?”
“Not when it comes to you I’m not…whispers…I love you.”
“I hear you…it’s been how many years now.” Trey was trying to make light of the words. Nikki was serious.
“Trey you really don’t think I still love you?” He didn’t know what to say to her.
“I don‘t know Nikki but…” she put her fingers on his lips
“I really need to talk to you Trey…tonight…just hear me out.” He rubs his chin.
“I’ll see what I can do.”
Then Ci Ci makes an announcement.
“Ok ladies it’s time to take your seats…Treys about to go on so follow me.” Nikki slipped Trey what he thought was a note in his pocket and then she followed the rest of the crowd. He never even looked at it to see what it was. He went to get ready to perform.

Trey put on a phenomenal show. He had the crowd entertained and singing along with him. He took his shirt off to give them a treat. He sang with so much emotion tonight which matched the intensity that he was feeling. He was really feeling some type of way about the picture he saw of Shanell. He didn’t want to think anything of it, but that was his baby and it bothered him to no end. Just the thought of her touching another guy was a vision that he didn’t want to imagine let alone see. That ended up being more fuel to light the fire that he had burning out on that stage. He was the flame tonight that couldn‘t be touched.

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He couldn’t wait to talk to Shanell about it but for now he had to put it out of his mind. Then CiCi walks in.
“Trey you have fans in VIP that are waiting for there meet and greet before the show… you ready?”
“I’ll be right there.” He gave his boys that half of hug and handshake that they do and went to kick it with the fans for a bit. Not only did he see Paige and a lot of others from his high school he also saw Nikki. Trey walked around and gave everyone a hug and took some pictures and asked them were they excited about tonight’s show. Screams of yes erupted in the room. Nikki wanted to have some one on one time with Trey so bad. She hadn’t seen him in person in so long. She’s been following all of his success and couldn’t wait for this day to get here. Trey wanted to talk to her too, since it’s been a while, so he went around the room and gave everyone a few minutes of his time. It was an intimate group so he didn’t mind. He made his way around and got to Paige and Crystal.

(P) “What’s goin on Trey?”
(T) “How you doin baby…I see you haven’t changed…still ugly.” laughs
(P) “Don’t think you da shit with ya skinny ass.”
(T) “But my pockets fat.”
(C clearing throat…speaks like Wendy Williams giving Trey her hand…How you doin?” Trey busts out laughing and looks at Paige.
(T) “She’s crazy…what’s up sweetheart?”
(C “I’m Crystal your numba one fan…me…not all these other people…waives hand around the room…but me…so can I have a kiss?”
(P) “Oh brother…gimme a break…”
(T) “You sho you my numba one fan…Ima haft get you to prove that…sing something from my first album…matter of fact sing my first song that was released.”
(P) No…don’t do dat…shaking her head no…trust me Trey.”
(C “If I sing I might scare you away but I am a huge fan of yours…ask ya girlfriend. I told her she was lucky I met her or I would steal you away…hands him a tiny piece of paper…I lied…call me.”
(T) “Oh so that means you’ll tell me anything…”
(C “Nooo…I wouldn’t…” Treys laughing at her

mexativemami85's picture

next post plz... loving it and i cant stand that crystal chick...

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

oh damn sum thing gone pop off now,lol..Don't hurt hin trey

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ugh!!!!

Ty Ranae's picture

SMH all I know is Syreeta I want a happy ending LOL

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