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The Stalker Diaries 2


  • The Stalker Diaries 2
    December 27, 2010

    More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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on Dec 27, 2010 - 03:07AM

More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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Entry 52 cont'd
I know I must have looked like a damn fool, being all up in Charles' face, or should I say, Charles's chest, since he towers over me.
Charles didn't say a word. He just stood there with his arms crossed and he looked at me with a "What can you do to me?" look on his face.
"First of all, I don't give a fuck if they think I'm a slut. I know who I am, and you know who I am, and if you have a problem with me, let me know right now, so we can handle this." I wasn't afraid, and I don't think that Charles wanted me to be. He just shook his head at me.
"You're like a sister to me. When they talk about you, it affects me the same way it would as if they were talking about my sister. I know I'm only here to do a job, but it makes me mad when you make yourself a target." Charles leaned against the trunk of the car.
"How am I making myself a target? Can't I go out for one damn night without you guys? I'm an adult, last time I checked. And even if I do decide to sleep with someone, that's between me and that man. It's nobody else's business!." I told him.
"What about Trey?" Charles asked.
"You know how I feel about Trey! He's my man. There isn't anyone else, and I resent that you think there could be." I said.
Charles shrugged. "With all that's been happening lately between you two, I don't know. I mean, who you do is your business, but I just hope you wouldn't put it out there like that, on some revenge shit, that's all I'm saying."
I had to remind Charles that it was he who had told me that Trey should know that I could get other guys if I wanted to.
"I get what you're saying, Charles, but I'm not trying to pay Trey back. We've already gotten past that. I just went out and had a little fun. It felt good, and I'm going to do it again." I said defiantly.
Chrissy stepped in. "You can do what or who you want, like Charles said, but remember, Mami, we're here to protect you. Let us be there for you, not cuz we're hired to be, but cuz we want to be." She said.

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Entry 52 cont'd
Charles has worked for my father the longest of the three, and he knows him the best, so sometimes he tends to think the way Daddy does when it comes to me. Sometimes it can be annoying, sometimes it can be endearing. Today, it was the latter.
"Charles, I know you're being concerned, but trust me, I was alright last night. I had a lot of fun, and there was no sign of danger anywhere. I felt safe all night." I said.
"Yeah. And I know the homie made sure you got in alright, didn't he?" Charles asked as he pulled away from the curb.
"As a matter of fact, he did, and like the perfect gentleman that he is, Marco walked me into the building, then he left." I said.
"Really? Cuz on they said that a source saw you two leave the club together, and another source said that he definitely went home with you." Chrissy said.
I rolled my eyes. Of course that's what everybody will be saying. I don't care anymore. Like Marco said, I'm just going to keep on living my life and staying positive. I'm going to have fun when I want to, and if they see me, they see me. Fuck the media, for real.
"Well, it still wasn't smart for you to go out without some protection. And now look, they gonna put it out there that you spent the night with that dude." Charles looked at me through the rear view mirror.
"Who gives a fuck? They don't know me." I shrugged.
"What they're saying makes you look like a slut." Charles said under his breath, but I heard him.
"Pull over, right now!" I told him. The car barely reached the curb before I jumped out. Eric had jumped out on his side and fast as lightning, he made his way to me and pulled me out of the way of oncoming traffic. The loud blast of a horn blared as a car sped by.
"Yo!" Eric said as I tried to fight him off of me while I screamed for Charles to get out of my damn car. He got out and Chrissy got out on my side. She was pointing her finger in Charles' face.
"That's not cool, what you said, Charles." She was saying.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

wait y he mad....

TriggaUnitWhit's picture

Hm , he's mad. I thought he was mad because he thought you were messing around on Trey .

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Entry 52
I got up early so that I could buy Trey some groceries and a few odds and ends for his place. I was surprised to see Chrissy, Eric and Charles all waiting for me in the lobby. When I asked them why hadn't they come upstairs, they all shifted uncomfortably, and Eric mumbled something I couldn't quite understand.
"You thought that I was what?" I asked.
Chrissy stepped forward. She looked me in my eye at first, then she averted her eyes as she told me that they were trying to give me some privacy.
"Privacy? For what? Y'all know Trey isn't back yet." I said, completely puzzled.
"Yeah, that's why we figured we'd give you time to clear out ol' boy in a discreet manner." Eric said.
"What?" I totally didn't know what they were talking about. Then it dawned on me. They thought that I had a guy upstairs. But who?
"I see you had fun last night." Chrissy stated. She tilted her head to the side and gave me the 'spill the beans look'.
I started laughing. "You guys think that I slept with Marco?"
Charles walked towards the lobby doors. "You can do what you want."
"Oh, my gosh. You do think so." I said as we all left the building.
Charles was the first one to reach the car and he jumped into the driver's seat without a word.
Eric shot a look through the tinted windows and tapped the glass on the front passenger side window. When the window came down, I heard him mumble something about having respect to Charles.
Then he opened the back passenger door and Chrissy and I got in. When he got in the front seat, he tapped Charles on the arm with his back hand, and asked Charles what was his problem.
"I don't have a problem." Charles stated stubbornly.
I knew that there was something wrong, so I asked him if there was something he wanted to say to me. Charles turned around to look at me.
"I don't have a problem with what you do in your private life, but last night you took a risk, and I'll admit, it wasn't a smart one. You should have called one of us last night." He said.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

sooo u kno trey goin be mad right lmao

Joie_Neverson's picture

Damn! They waste no time LOL

CutTiGurl609's picture

Wow that was quick you barely made it home before the world knew lol

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

Oh snap trey gonna get a taste of his own medicine,lol.. u go E let him think u did..

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Entry 51 cont'd
Marco and I found a table of our own and we ordered some drinks. I told him that two drinks were going to be my limit for the night. He told me that we were going to be too busy dancing anyway. The club DJ played a mix of the hottest songs on the radio. When he played Trey's latest single I held up a toast and Marco and I touched glasses in Trey's honor.
Marco and I danced and laughed all night.
Juicy and I had a dance off - it's debatable who won. The guy she was with kept us laughing with his jokes. I forgot about my problems, and I didn't care who was watching.
It felt good to be out with my friends and no bodyguards. Just being carefree and enjoying life. Just like before.
Marco made sure that I got home safely. He walked me into my lobby and we hugged briefly. Before he left he told me to remember not to let the media and the haters get the best of me.
"Let them talk, but when they do, they won't have nothing bad to say, as long as you stay positive."
"Thanks Marco, for being there." I told him.
"Always, Mami. Goodnight." Marco left.
When I got upstairs I got undressed and ready for bed, but I wasn't sleepy, so I went to Twitter. One of my followers was asking me about the new guy I was dating. Another follower said they were glad that I had finally decided to move on.
I checked my DMs and it was flooded with people wanting to know if the rumors were true - had I really broken up with Trey, and was I out with my new man to show off?
The only Tweet from Twitter that I answered came from Juicy. She tweeted,
"See, look what you started. I can't take yo ass nowhere!" She'd put in a link to yfrog and there was a pic of her, me, Marco and her date. We were all sitting together and laughing.
I tweeted back, "Whatchu talkin bout, Willis?"
There were about twenty comments under the pic. Surprisingly, a lot of the comments went in favor of me moving on from Trey. A lot of comments were about how cute Marco is.
I turned off Twitter and went to bed.

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Omg Essence. DON'T DO IT!!!.......... Ok do it, do it!!!! lol but be prepared for some pics to just happen to capture your moment of fun in the club wit Marco and end up in Treys hands somehow

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Oh snap know Trey but to get dat azz...Essence you in trouble now *n my messy 4yr old voice* Ooooooo

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Entry 51 cont'd
Marco followed me outside. We squeezed past the throng of people who were trying to get in, and out of sheer courtesy, Marco put his hand on my waist and steered me through the crowd. I walked to the curb to hail a cab.
"Essence, listen, if I said something to offend you, I apologize." Marco told me.
"No apology necessary, Marco. You're not the only one who's seen the pics. Everyone has. I guess I just wish...I wish people would stay the hell out of my business!" I said.
"Point taken." Marco said. He looked down the street and held out his arm to stop a taxi for me.
I touched his arm. "I didn't mean you, Marco." I said.
A cab stopped in front of us. I told the driver to hold on a minute. I quickly explained to Marco that I hadn't meant to imply that he was all in my business. I told him that I just wanted to be treated like a normal private citizen again. I explained that I didn't like all of the negative publicity I'd been getting and I wish that it would stop.
"I know what you mean, but hey, don't let them get to you. They're only following you because you're an interesting person. Yeah, sure, you date a celebrity, but they wouldn't be hounding you so much if all there was to you is your relationship. They want to know about you, Essence." Marco stated.
His words made sense to me, but I shrugged them off. I told him that it was never my intention to be put in the spotlight like this. My family is well known due to my parents and their connections, but CoCo and I were never mentioned in the press, especially not the way they're doing it now. I told him that I feel as if I live in a fish bowl, viewed under scrutiny everyday, and the only thing they find interesting about my life is the dirt.
"Well then, give them something else to talk about. Let them see you having fun in your life. Live in the moment." Marco said.
He was right. The haters can kiss my ass. I'm young and I need to enjoy my life. I let the cab go and Marco and I went back in the club.

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o_0 y u leave us hangin like tht lol

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Entry 51 cont'd
Marco, my salsa dancing partner walked in. He was with a small group of people, and he was looking pretty damn good, I must admit.
For some reason, my pulse quickened when I saw him. I smiled at him when I thought he saw me too, but he just walked away with the people he was with. I watched him as he and his friends got a table across the room. He held a chair out for one of the girls, and I assumed she must be his date or girlfriend or whatever.
A few more minutes of listening to Juicy's tired ass co-workers talk about their company's dental plan, and I knew that I had to get the hell out of there. I'd stayed long past the half hour Juicy promised I'd only have to stay for. I tapped Juicy just as she and the guy were about to head out to the dance floor.
"I'm leaving." I told her. She gave me a big hug and promised to pay me back, big time. I said good bye to her co-workers, and walked towards the door.
I felt a light grab to my elbow, and when I turned around, Marco was there.
"So, you were gonna leave without speaking, miss?" He said.
"Hi, Marco." I said, feeling like a dork.
"How come you're leaving so early? Going to meet up with your man?" He asked me.
It was in that instant that guilt riddled through me. I hadn't even been thinking about Trey.
"I'm not going to be with Trey." I responded, a little too quickly.
Marco raised an eyebrow that let me know that he thought I'd answered too quickly, too.
"He's in the dog house with you, huh?" Marco asked.
"Why would you say that?" I asked.
"I saw the pics of him and that girl on the Internet."
That's when it dawned on me that way too many people know way too much about my private life. I mean, I'm no dummy, of course they all know, I mean cyberspace is infinite, but to have someone come right up to me and mention the pics, especially someone I barely even know, was a little too much for me.
"Um, I have to go. It was nice seeing you again, Marco." I said as I made my way closer to the exit.

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

NOOOOO! E, cliffhanger,lol.. Who is it???

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I was so singing along and great song choices. Who might be this he? I can't believe Nosy Rosey is a 15 year old. That's just a cover up.

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Essence you described his concerts perfectly girl lol

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Uhhhh! Essence he HELLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!'s picture

Hmmm it BETTA be Trey!

Da Shy Scorpio's picture

uh oh. and who is he??? that cutie from a few posts ago??? or is it trey???

taylovestremaine.'s picture

Essence Ima need you to stop doing this to me please
this to cliffhangers i can't do it lol.
Who is he????????

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Entry 51
Today was the busiest day at work that I've had in a long time. It felt good to be there tending to my clients' needs, making sure that my staff was on point. A co-worker took me out to lunch. She told me about everything that had been going on at work while I'd been gone. Most of my staff has been ignoring the stuff the tabloids have been putting out there about my relationship with Trey. Some of them are talking about me behind my back and at least two of them are gunning for my position. Well, at least some things are still normal.
Trey is coming home tomorrow. He decided to end his tour in Virginia so that he could spend some time with his family. When he comes back, he's going to be busy going over some new business ventures, and I'm going to be busy with work. Hopefully we'll be able to fit into each other's schedules.
I'm about to take a bath and look over the file my staff has been working on. I don't need any interruptions.
See, it never fails. Every time I want to just relax and spend the night curled up with a good file from work, something always ruins my plans.
Juicy showed up to my place. She told me that I had to hurry up and get dressed because she was going out with this handsome, intelligent, and funny guy from work. She really liked this guy and she really wanted for them to hit it off.
"It's not really a date, date. It's more like a get together at this club. A bunch of my co-workers will be there, and you know how I can't stand those bitches. I need someone there who'll loosen me up so that I won't pop one of those hoes upside their head."
"Just go somewhere else with the guy." I told her as she went through my closet.
"I can't." She said as she picked out my outfit and shoes.
"It's this thing the boss does for us every year. He wants all of us to at least make an appearance."
So I got stuck schmoozing with her co-workers while she schmoozed with the guy. Her co-workers are so damn stuck up, I was bored senseless, until he walked in.'s picture

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Entry 50
Oh, I don't believe this shit! Who the hell does that BITCH, Nosey Ms. Rosey think she is? Those pics of Trey and Jess are all over the fucking Internet! The ones I saw already, plus a few more that made my jaw drop. I AM HEATED!
The other day, Daddy told me that his people found the person behind the blog. It turns out that Nosey Ms. Rosey is a fifteen year old girl all the way out in Mobile, Alabama. I hadn't been following her blog in a minute, and it turns out that a lot of the footage from the events that happened in Chicago, and the pictures and videos of me and Trey are originating from her page.
They're trying to figure out who her main source is.
The local authorities in her town were sent to her house. They couldn't arrest her for defamation of character because she's a minor and at the time her parents weren't home, so they couldn't even question her about the blog. They did, however confiscate her computer for further investigation on the case in Chicago. They are hoping to get to question her formally, with her parents present, sometime this week.
The little bitch is somewhere out there still posting her blog, and now she's striking for blood.
I spoke to Trey about the pics. He apologized again but I didn't want to hear it. What's done is done. I told him to just go on with his tour and stay focused. I know he thought that I would call it quits with him again, but truth be told, I'm tired of going through the same shit over and over again with him. It is what it is.
What's really making me mad about the blog is that everybody and their mama are getting the pics from her first, then re-posting. It's just a never ending cyber chain.
Ma offered to take me, CoCo and Tiffany off to some where distant so that I could rest and take my mind off of everything.
I declined because I really need to work, and I don't want to leave while Trey is on tour. He's coming home in a few days and I want to be there to greet him.
Ma left the invitation open.

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Entry 49 cont'd
Jasmine didn't like the sound of that, and the three of us stood there in a heated conversation. We tried to keep our voices down, but there were still a few people standing around, and I could tell that they could over hear what we were taking about.
A moment later, Trey's manager came out and asked if everything was alright. Trey told him that everything was good. He put his arm around me and we walked back towards the stage. He nodded to his security people, and Jasmine was told that she had to leave. The security guards blocked her from following me and Trey.
"You good?" I asked Trey just before he walked back on the stage.
"Fa sho." Trey smiled. When he was back on stage, the audience cheered for him. Women screamed their adoration for him, and one lady swore that one day she was going to have his baby.
"Well, I hope you decide to inform me when the happy occassion takes place." He told her.
"I apologize for that short break I just took. I know y'all spent ya money to come see me, so without further delay, leggo!"
The band began to play Can't Help But Wait. Trey moved around the stage and sang as if the whole thing with Jasmine hadn't happened.
The two traitors Jasmine had come with stayed and swooned over Trey as if Jasmine was nobody to them.
At the after party, a few people wanted to know what was next for Trey in his career. He told them about his plans to go on tour with Jay Z.
"That's gon be the biggest move in my career so far. I might even document it." Trey said.
I'm so proud of my man. He's working so hard and no matter what happens, he doesn't let anything deter him.
Tonight he leaves for Jersey and I'll be with him from now until he hits Ohio, then I'll be back here waiting for him to come back home in two weeks.
I have a lot of work to catch up on, so I'll be focusing on my own career for a while. The firm has landed two more clients and my team will be busier than ever for the next few weeks. I won't even get to miss him at all.

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I'm to tickled after reading all the entries I've missed...So glad Trey & Essence still holding it down. @Essence dont stop writing I love these stories, they give me life while I'm deployed & so much joy

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

hell yea trey, put her crazy ass on blast,lol...

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wonder what the crazy heffier gonna say about this