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    December 27, 2010

    More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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on Dec 27, 2010 - 03:07AM

More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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Entry 52 cont'd
I told Trey that when he got back to New York I was going to kidnap him and keep him held hostage from the world for a month or two.
"You're going to have to put work, your fans and your music on hold for a while. I need to have you all to myself." I told him.
He thought that I was joking, but I wasn't. I just feel like taking him away from all of it. I know it makes me sound crazy and obsessed to the max, but I don't care. I'm tired of sharing him with his career. I just feel like being extra selfish, and not giving a damn about it.
When I told him my thoughts, he told me that I needed to relax.
"Oh, we're going to relax. I'm going to take you someplace far, yet beautiful, and we're going to totally shut out the outside world. No phones, no internet, nothing." I said.
He asked me if I'd been sipping on the bottle of moonshine I got from my cousin in Louisiana.
"I'm not crazy, Trey. Just fed up." I said.
"Aye, look...I'ma do what I can to get them to leave you alone, alright?" Trey said.
Those were the best words I'd heard all day. I saw the sincerity in his eyes and it made my heart melt. I love my man so much.
"Baby, I'm sorry for not calling you last night. You're right. I could have given you a heads up so that you would have been the first to know about me hanging out with Marco. You know I wouldn't do something as shady as cheat on you right in public." I hoped he could see the sincerity in my eyes too.
He told me that he was over it. He asked me if I'd be at JFK to pick him up. I told him that I would be. We blew each other kisses and I couldn't wait to get the real thing.
Eric and I got to the airport at around six fifteen. We parked in the cell phone lot and I was about to call Trey to ask where to meet him when these two girls rushed past us. One was pulling the other.
"Come on, Trey Songz is over there." She was saying.
I looked in the direction they were going and sure enough, my baby was right there, patiently signing autographs.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

these two worries me lmao

CutTiGurl609's picture

lol @ "I should break up wit yo ass for yellin at me."

that was a d-head comment

stlgirl4lyfe2010's picture

don't break up but take a break

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Entry 52 cont'd
Trey looked at me as if he wanted me to give the answer.
"You're mad at me for having a life. My whole world revolves around you. I love you, so I take the good with the bad, but come on. I take one night off to just be me, ME - Essence. Not 'Trey's Girl'. Not 'That Bitch', 'That Whore', 'That Wanna Be Celeb.' I go out as myself and even that's causing problems. So now what? You wanna break up? People already think we have anyway!" I almost threw my phone on the ground. I held it up so that I could look him right in his face when he delivered that final crushing blow.
Trey just smirked and told me that I was over reacting, as usual.
"I should break up wit yo ass for yellin at me." He said.
"Something has to give, Trey. I'm tired of this. I know you can't stop being Trey Songz, but you have to find a way to control all of this." I told him.
"Control what? The media?" He asked.
"Control everybody. Your fans, the media, all of them. I mean, just tell them to leave me alone. I already have enough to deal with. That shit with Jasmine still isn't over yet. I have to get through that, I have to work, Daddy's still on me to take over his business. I just can't put up with having no privacy in my life right now." I raked my hand through my hair in frustration.
Trey's voice softened when he asked me if I didn't think he understood. He told me that he goes through it just like I do. He said he gets judged worse than I do.
"The haters who want us to break up are always gon have something to say no matter who I'm with. I'm not concerned with all that right now. I'm concerned about my real fans and whether they like my music. The real fans and the Angels don't worry about who I'm in a relationship with." He said.
"Some of them do." I'd read some comments from die hard fans and Angels who still can't stand the thought of Trey being with anyone. They've even said that they get jealous when it comes to Trey's love life.
Will this craziness never stop?

CutTiGurl609's picture

Can ya'll get back to the loving?! All this fighting is makin me wanna go and slap a random guy and call him liar and a cheat while screaming and sobbing

stlgirl4lyfe2010's picture

Wow

aisha_11's picture

What's next? I'm itching for another post

Ty Ranae's picture

AHHH WITH THE CLIFFHANGERS & Slow Posts lol

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Entry 52 cont'd
Trey said he wasn't mad, but all of a sudden he became very interested in what one of his little cousins was doing. The little boy was walking around the room with a snorkeling device in his mouth. He told Trey that he was going to try to pick up the change at the bottom of the pool. I smiled along with Trey, and I asked how did the change get in the pool. I had to ask twice while Trey was helping his cousin adjust the strap on his mask.
Trey told me that some how one of the younger kids had tossed a pair of jeans into the pool and everything in the pockets had fallen out.
He began to laugh as his cousin lost his footing and tripped while trying to walk with flippers on.
"You sure you didn't drink too much and fall into the pool with all of your clothes on?" I asked in a joking way. Trey wasn't smiling.
"I don't drink and do stupid shit. That's what you do." He said.
I felt like I'd just gotten slapped. Hell, a slap would have felt better.
"Did you just call me stupid?" I asked in disbelief.
"Did I? Tell me what I said." Trey said. He did look mad at that point.
"Don't let me start name calling." I said. I was angry, too.
"If you was still mad about the pictures, you shoulda told me. You lied to me." Trey stated.
"When did I lie to you?" I asked.
Trey went in on how I had told him that I wasn't mad about the pics of him and Jess, but to get back at him, I went out with Marco, and even if it hadn't been a date, I knew what it would look like, and I didn't care.
So I went in on him and said that maybe it was his guilty conscience making him feel that way because no matter what I did last night, those pics of him and Jess looked ten times worse. And I told him not to call me a liar, because I hadn't been mad at him over those pics.
He glared at me on the screen. I met his look with one of my own, and for a minute we didn't speak. All kinds of thoughts ran through my head, as I know they were running through his head, too.
"So now, what?" I asked.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

wat u think??? lmaoo

chanelchante's picture

Next entry plz Ess...slow rolling I see lol

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

Someone in TROUBLE,lol..

TriggaUnitWhit's picture

Lol wht you think girl ?

CutTiGurl609's picture

uh oh Trey mad I love it when they're mad like that Neyo song

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Entry 52 cont'd
Trey and I had our conversation via iphone. He looked so cute on that little screen. I couldn't help smiling at him.
"Heard any juicy gossip, lately?" I asked as a way to start things off.
"I heard a lotta things." He replied.
I knew that things were going to be awkward, and I just wanted to get it over with, so I took the direct approach.
"Listen, Trey, I didn't sleep with Marco last night. We only danced at the club, then he made sure I got home alright. I gave him a hug, not a kiss, in the lobby. Then he left, and I went upstairs. If you heard anything different, it's all just rumors." I told him in a long gush.
"Were you drinking last night?" Trey asked me.
"I barely finished my second drink, but why do you ask?"
The look on his face was serious, but he kept his tone light.
"I just wanted to know. Strange things happen to you when you go out and drink." He said.
"As if you need to remind me." I said. Of course the events that happened in the past weeks are still fresh in my mind.
"I wasn't wildin' out last night. I just hung out with my friends, we had a good time, and this time I made it back home safe and sound." I said.
Trey told me that all day people kept calling him, asking if he and I were through. He said that people were sending out tweets about his new found freedom and offering him their shoulders to lean on.
I hadn't been on my computer because I already had a feeling about what everyone would be saying, and I really hadn't wanted to know. But I hadn't stopped to think about what Trey might be feeling or dealing with, concerning the rumors. How could I have been so stupid?
"I know they were offering more than just their shoulders, but anyway, I'm sorry I didn't call you first thing this morning to give you the heads up." I told him.
"You shoulda called me last night. But you had fun though, right?" I sensed the slightest hint of annoyance in Trey's voice, and the look on his face wasn't exactly a happy one.
"Are you mad at me?"

Daniel_Shawn's picture

ooooo u in trooooouuuuble lmao

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

I hope trey not JEALOUS, he know how the media is.. Next post plzzz

VintageAngel's picture

He Gon Gitcho Ass Girl!!!

aisha_11's picture

cant wait for the next entry

SpiritualAngel's picture

I knw Trey is not trying to be jealous cute lol!

Ty Ranae's picture

Uh Oh Essence in Trouble

TriggaUnitWhit's picture

Lol I like when Trey is mad

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Entry 52 cont'd
I knew that I wasn't going to win that argument with them, so I assured them that the next time I go out, I'll call one of them. Standing there yelling about how much I want to be regarded as an adult made me feel as far from one as ever.
Eric made a good point when he said that the only person I should be worried about needing protection from is Trey.
I hadn't spoken to him yet, and in a way, I was actually dreading doing so. Even though a secret part of me wanted him to wonder if the rumors were true, the bigger part of me was a little nervous about what he was going to say. And do.
I told them that if I was going to cheat on Trey, I'd be smart enough to be as discreet as possible. Charles still thought that if one of them had been with me, it wouldn't have looked so much like I was on a date. He gave me a hug though and we dropped the subject.
We got back in the car and went to run my errands. Trey was going to be home in a few hours and I wanted to get a mani/pedi and my hair done.
While we drove, I sent Trey a text that said. "Hi, Honey." I waited for a full minute and a half before I received his text. "Darling."
I couldn't tell if he meant it, or if he was being sarcastic. I sent another text.
"Sugar Pie." He returned, "Honey Bunch."
That let me know that he was in a good mood, but I couldn't tell if he'd heard about the rumors yet, and if he hadn't I didn't want to be the first to tell him. I know that I hadn't done anything wrong, but I was starting realize that things might look a whole lot shadier from Trey's point of view.
When the next text came in, I knew that he knew.
"Had fun last night?"
"Oh boy." I murmured. My hands got moist as I returned the text.
"Can't complain. Did you?" Ok, so I was avoiding the issue. A conversation like that can't be had through texts. I needed to see his face.
He must have felt the same because his next text asked me if I could talk.
"In the car with the bg's."
"Call me wen ur alone."
I felt a bit uneasy.

CutTiGurl609's picture

@iluvmesumTREY thats exactly wut i was thinkin for a sec. like do he wish it was him and not Marco

i think they forgetting that there is a life outside of celebrity and its called umm HER OWN LIFE!!! Thats right Essence have your fun. the only person that should have anything to say is Trey, and if its negative, u gotta put yo hand in his face and say...... "if you like it then u shoulda put a ring on it!!!" lol ok ok maybe that doesn't make any sense but u get me

Daniel_Shawn's picture

E u need to chill dude is jus concerned bout u for u need to be worried bout trey and this marco situation

Shambrika_1030@yahoo.com's picture

Soooo maybe Charles is feeling E

chanelchante's picture

Yes Essence , I caught the last few entries just in time! I wonder what Trey is going to say about this. Yall know he is gonna think she's on some revenge stuff! LOL..he deserves it a little bit. SORRY. But Ess was jus having fun and thats all. Keep 'em coming girl!

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Entry 52 cont'd
I know I must have looked like a damn fool, being all up in Charles' face, or should I say, Charles's chest, since he towers over me.
Charles didn't say a word. He just stood there with his arms crossed and he looked at me with a "What can you do to me?" look on his face.
"First of all, I don't give a fuck if they think I'm a slut. I know who I am, and you know who I am, and if you have a problem with me, let me know right now, so we can handle this." I wasn't afraid, and I don't think that Charles wanted me to be. He just shook his head at me.
"You're like a sister to me. When they talk about you, it affects me the same way it would as if they were talking about my sister. I know I'm only here to do a job, but it makes me mad when you make yourself a target." Charles leaned against the trunk of the car.
"How am I making myself a target? Can't I go out for one damn night without you guys? I'm an adult, last time I checked. And even if I do decide to sleep with someone, that's between me and that man. It's nobody else's business!." I told him.
"What about Trey?" Charles asked.
"You know how I feel about Trey! He's my man. There isn't anyone else, and I resent that you think there could be." I said.
Charles shrugged. "With all that's been happening lately between you two, I don't know. I mean, who you do is your business, but I just hope you wouldn't put it out there like that, on some revenge shit, that's all I'm saying."
I had to remind Charles that it was he who had told me that Trey should know that I could get other guys if I wanted to.
"I get what you're saying, Charles, but I'm not trying to pay Trey back. We've already gotten past that. I just went out and had a little fun. It felt good, and I'm going to do it again." I said defiantly.
Chrissy stepped in. "You can do what or who you want, like Charles said, but remember, Mami, we're here to protect you. Let us be there for you, not cuz we're hired to be, but cuz we want to be." She said.

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Entry 52 cont'd
Charles has worked for my father the longest of the three, and he knows him the best, so sometimes he tends to think the way Daddy does when it comes to me. Sometimes it can be annoying, sometimes it can be endearing. Today, it was the latter.
"Charles, I know you're being concerned, but trust me, I was alright last night. I had a lot of fun, and there was no sign of danger anywhere. I felt safe all night." I said.
"Yeah. And I know the homie made sure you got in alright, didn't he?" Charles asked as he pulled away from the curb.
"As a matter of fact, he did, and like the perfect gentleman that he is, Marco walked me into the building, then he left." I said.
"Really? Cuz on GozzipHoundz.com they said that a source saw you two leave the club together, and another source said that he definitely went home with you." Chrissy said.
I rolled my eyes. Of course that's what everybody will be saying. I don't care anymore. Like Marco said, I'm just going to keep on living my life and staying positive. I'm going to have fun when I want to, and if they see me, they see me. Fuck the media, for real.
"Well, it still wasn't smart for you to go out without some protection. And now look, they gonna put it out there that you spent the night with that dude." Charles looked at me through the rear view mirror.
"Who gives a fuck? They don't know me." I shrugged.
"What they're saying makes you look like a slut." Charles said under his breath, but I heard him.
"Pull over, right now!" I told him. The car barely reached the curb before I jumped out. Eric had jumped out on his side and fast as lightning, he made his way to me and pulled me out of the way of oncoming traffic. The loud blast of a horn blared as a car sped by.
"Yo!" Eric said as I tried to fight him off of me while I screamed for Charles to get out of my damn car. He got out and Chrissy got out on my side. She was pointing her finger in Charles' face.
"That's not cool, what you said, Charles." She was saying.

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