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    December 27, 2010

    More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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on Dec 27, 2010 - 03:07AM

More of Trey and Essence, hope you like it!

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Entry 55 cont'd
There's no doubt in my mind that the shooter really thought that he was shooting at me. The police don't want to entertain conspiracy theories, they have to go by the evidence that gets presented to them. They're not overlooking the possibility of me being the shooter's target, but I'm not the only one who rides in that car. They have to consider all angles.
Frank told Ma that my bodyguards were questioned about their personal lives and whether or not they may have enemies out there. He even asked Ma if they'd been receiving any unusual attention lately.
I bet it won't take long before the cops are questioning Trey also. Bringing that up when I was trying to calm him down would have only made Trey start to blame himself. He had been all for me getting the bodyguards in the first place, due to the haters and stalkers. He hated that there were people out there who hated me just because we're together.
The paparazzi and stalker fans have been keeping their distance as of late, but now this has happened, and the last thing I want is for Trey to be on a guilt trip. I know I put him through a lot when I accused him of cheating, but since we've let that go, I really thought that things were going to be great for us.
Anyway...
I finally got Trey to calm down. When Kenny and and the guys showed up, I made Trey promise me that he wouldn't do anything reckless. He promised that he wouldn't and offered to take me to the movies.
I felt bad about turning him down, but I wouldn't go out in an armored truck right now. I'm just not ready. I made up a quick excuse, but I told him to go out and chill with his boys. I promised that if he comes back, I'd show him where Coco and I used to hide with the boys we would sneak into the house.
After Trey went out, I checked my email. Marco sent me a get well soon ecard. It's really cute. He said that he had tried to visit me at the hospital, but the nurses told him that no one was allowed in but family.
Aww, I feel bad. :(

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lol @ CutTiGurl609
Thanks everybody for the positive feed back. I'll keep the posts coming as often as I can. Thanks for your patience.

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Entry 55 cont'd
I had to beg him not to go and do something so dangerous and crazy. I didn't want him to get shot at or arrested.
Trey wouldn't calm down, and I had to literally stand in front of my bedroom door to keep him from leaving. I've never seen Trey act like that before and I was really worried. I told him that if he went out there and hurt someone, I'd feel totally responsible for it.
I could see that my words were getting through to him, but he still wanted to do something. He told me that he was angry because he couldn't get to the guy who shot at my car. He told me that he can't stand the thought of losing me like that.
He really broke down and told me that he had been afraid of me leaving him over the bull with him and Jess, but now the feelings he's having are ten times worse because he never thinks about me dying.
I held him and we sat on the bed. I told him that since the shooting happened, I've been more worried about him, too. I told him that I hope that no one wants to hurt him, just to get to me.
"In a way, I was hoping that Jasmine had something to do with this because I know that she'd never hurt you. It makes sense, in a crazy sort of way, that she'd try and kill me, if she thinks that's the only way she can have you." I said.
Trey said that he's beyond trying to figure out Jasmine's motives. He said that when he finds her, he's going to let her know for the last time that he'll never want her again.
I wanted to voice something that had been in the back of my mind, but I didn't want to make things worse. I can't stop wondering if maybe that guy wanted me dead for another reason. What if it was some crazy guy who just wanted me dead for his own wacky reasons?
Maybe this has nothing to do with Jasmine at all.
Daddy has a lot of dealings with business people all over the place and he didn't get rich by being Mr. Nice Guy. Since I'm in the media a lot more now, a lot of people are watching me. One of Daddy's enemies could be behind this.

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Entry 55 cont'd
The bloggers are weighing in on the story and for the first time, I actually got some real sympathy from them. One blogger wrote that she's praying that the lunatic is brought to justice and that me and my family are out of danger now.
Another wrote that if Jasmine has anything to do with this, then she should be shot because trying to kill me to get to Trey is taking it too far.
"He's fine, but nobody deserves to die over him." She wrote.
Even Nosey Ms. Rosey wrote that she didn't have any knowledge of the shooting until the story hit the news. She said that she didn't even want to put up the pictures of the bullet holes in my car.
"It's a little too eerie and real for my liking. I hope no one got hurt and I wish you well, Essence."
I took her statement to be a sincere gesture, although it does help to know that the comment was coming from a young girl, rather than some heart hardened, jealous woman.
I read a few of the news reports and I noticed that the reporters left out the fact that I wasn't in the car. They also left out the mention of the phony telephone message I'd received. They did, however say that I had been admitted to the hospital. They didn't say that I had been released, and they didn't give any details about my condition.
Trey said that it was probably a strategy tactic on the police's behalf. We both exclaimed out loud when we saw the size of the bullet holes in my back seat and door.
Trey was instantly angry. He called Kenny and a few more of his friends. I couldn't believe my ears when I heard what Trey wanted to do to whom ever was in the guy's home.
I knew that he could carry out his threat because although he wasn't supposed to, Frank had faxed over a copy of the guy's rap sheet. It had his full name on it, as well as his last known address and a list of his current and prior arrests and charges. I hadn't been able to look at the mugshot photo. Those cold eyes seemed to be really staring back at me.
Trey was beyond reasoning.

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Entry 55
Ma is still adamant about leaving the states. She says we're going to Canada to visit with her college roommate. CoCo wants to go to Jamaica. I don't care where we go. As a matter of fact, I feel safe enough right here in the home I grew up in. I told Ma this, but she still wants to leave.
She spoke to her ex, Frank, this morning and he told her that they're not going to file attempted murder charges against the gunman on my behalf. He said that even though the guy shot at my car, he denies trying to kill me. Because I wasn't in the car at the time, Frank said there's a chance that that statement could hold up in court. He said that Eric and Charles could press attempted murder charges, because they were in the car.
They pulled the bullets out of my car, and they matched the rest of the bullets in the gun that the shooter was too stupid to ditch. The guy has priors with gun charges, and he was on parole. He's looking at life in prison, but he still won't say why he chose to shoot at my car. Frank said that they suspect that he's protecting someone.
Ma isn't satisfied with the way things are going with the case. She pressed the police in Chicago to come up with more evidence in the case regarding Jasmine and me. She even threatened to use her political strings and go straight to Washington with all of this.
Daddy has been trying to calm her down all day.
Trey has been here all day, too. He said that he made some calls in Virginia and he's trying to track down Jasmine's whereabouts. No one here in New York has seen her since her appearance on the Wendy William's Show.
One of Trey's cousins called him back and said that he'd seen Jasmine a few days ago. She said that she's on the verge of getting everything she ever wanted.
"She means you." I told Trey. He told me that she'll never have him.
I decided to check the Internet and see what people were saying.
Twitter was filled with well wishers and fans who wanted to know if Trey was in the car with me.

SheLovesTrey_X3's picture

I LOOOVVVEEEE THIS story!!! & jasmine is dead bait .

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

That's right Essence let the hood in you out boo...becareful though Trey needs you as well even though he always fucking up...LOVE THIS STORY...ON TO DA NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aisha_11's picture

That bitch is dead!!!! Can't wait for the next entry.

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mmoooorrreeeeee

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Entry 54
Last night Trey did come back and it felt so good to have him back by my side. Ma and Daddy had a late supper with us, and they told Trey that he's welcome here at any time. They told us to feel free to use the house as our own. Ma said that if we wanted more privacy, we could have the apartment on the fifth floor. At one time Ma's brother, my uncle Bobby, used to live with us, and that was his place. He's long gone now, married with kids, in Connecticut.
We slept in my old room, but we didn't make love. Trey held me all night and we talked about the shooting. I told him about the phony message that prompted me to go down to the corner. I told him that it had been stupid of me to go down there in the first place. I didn't even know where the call had come from, and I still went down there. In hind sight I think that the only reason I went down there was because I thought Jasmine had something to do with the call. I wanted to confront her on her craziness once and for all.
"Now I feel bad, because Eric or Charles could have gotten hurt. Or, what if he would've seen me standing across the street? He probably would have shot at me point blank." I ran my fingers over the tattoo on Trey's chest while I spoke. Held me tighter and he told me that he's glad the guy didn't see me.
"As for Eric and Charles, you don't have to worry about them. That's what they get paid for. Danger comes with the job." Trey said.
"I never want anything bad to happen to them, especially because of me." I said. Trey told me that even though he doesn't want to see anything bad happen to them either, he was glad that they were doing their job protecting me.
I told Trey that he should be extra careful from now on because he could be a target just from being with me.
Trey didn't think so. He told me that he thinks that Jasmine could have something to do with the shooting. I told him that I do too. So I'm not paranoid after all. Oh, it's on if Jasmine put out a hit on me. That bitch is dead!

Da Shy Scorpio's picture

i'm glad she's out the hospital but i have a feelin things not gunna b chill 4 long. hmmmm. can't wait 2 c what happens next

Daniel_Shawn's picture

Omg I need more!!!!!!!

lisha1899's picture

Your stories are really great! I enjoy them!! Keep up the great work!!!

SexySagLuvSongz's picture

oh how I've missed my favorite story!!!!! so glad to be all caught up now....even was late goin to meet up with my girlfriends earlier tryin to read....lolololol!!!! once again keep up the great work essence!!!!!

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glad 2 ur talking & home with the fam.. I juss hope the catch who's up 2 this so u & trey can go back to y'all life.. Juss make sure u lock the door when tiff is around,lol..

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Entry 53 cont'd
They all tried to convince me that I would be safe if I left the hospital room. The psychiatrist was brought back in and he said that since I had begun talking again that it would be totally up to me if I wanted to stay or not.
It was a hard decision to make because I didn't know who could be out there lurking, ready to shoot at me again. Then again, there was no real reason for me to stay in the hospital. Physically, I was fine. Even mentally, I was still ok. I hadn't lost my senses, just the will to speak for a little while.
I told the doctor that I would be going home. He nodded, then asked to speak with my parents in private. When they came back in, we all left. We got into my parents' car, and Daddy told his driver to take us to their home on the Upper East Side.
I've been here, in my old bedroom for about three hours. Ma was emphatic when she said that until we left the country, I would be staying with them. Any other time, I would protest, but now I just feel grateful that I have a hideout, in case whoever wants me dead tries to finish the job.
When we first got here, it was kind of fun being in this room with Trey. He's been here before, but this time around, I felt like being bad. We fooled around on my bed for a while, until Trey had to leave. He has to be at an event to benefit babies who are born with HIV.
I was supposed to be going with him, but not now. I would have liked for Trey to stay here with me, but when he makes a commitment for a cause, he honors it. Of course I told him that he could come back here tonight if he wants to. I hope that he does come back here, that way I'll know that he'll be safe too.
After close inspection of my room, I noticed that Tiffany spends a lot of time in here. Her lip glosses and hair things are all neatly arranged on my dresser. I don't mind, but I'm going to need my privacy if I'm going to be staying here for a while. Tiffany's spying little eyes will never catch even a glimpse of Trey's stuff.

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

Awww bring Trey part back...It's not so wanted dead or alive...he lightens da mood for E

One of Trey's best qualities by far *story or real life.im sure*

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Entry 53 cont'd
I chuckled a bit at first, but then the thought became funnier and I laughed harder. Before I knew it, I was laughing uncontrollably and loud. My parents did come into the room. Trey stood up, still holding me in his arms. I wrapped my legs around him and laughed even harder. I could hear Trey trying to explain what was going on to my parents. He omitted the part about me wanting him to make love to me there on the hospital bed. Instead he told them that he'd said something funny to cheer me up and it worked.
I laughed even harder when I saw that my parents believed him. I put my head on his shoulder and resisted when he tried to put me down. I didn't want him to let me go, ever.
Ma wanted to know if I'd tried to talk about what had happened. It was like a switch went off inside of me. I stop laughing. When I did, I could here the sound of the gun going off and the glass breaking. I covered my ears, trying to block out the sound.
I saw the man casually walking down the street. He'd been in the street, not on the sidewalk, and when he ran, he ran straight in the middle of the street with no regard for the oncoming traffic. I thought to myself that he must have wanted me dead so badly that he didn't even care about his own safety. But why? Why did he want to kill me?
"Why did he want to kill me?" I asked out loud to no one in particular.
"The police are going to find that out, sweetie. In the meantime, try not to think about it. Don't worry, no one is going to hurt you. I promise." Ma was standing near me, touching my back.
It was really strange because I could see that everyone was concerned about me, and I understood why they were all concerned, but I knew that no one really understood how I was feeling. No one knew what it felt like to be wanted dead.
Daddy was at my side. He wanted me to stand on my feet. He told me that he was going to see if the doctor would let me go home.
The thought of leaving that room terrified me. I didn't want to leave.

Joie_Neverson's picture

Loving it!!! :D

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

I love when u paint Trey like this...He's so loving & caring *tears* ready 4 more plz I love this story YUUUP YUUUP

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Entry 53 cont'd
Trey let me do it, so I figured he'd let me do something else. I reached down to unzip his pants. He caught my hand and moved it away from his zipper. He wanted to know if I was feeling alright.
Of course I wasn't, and I needed to feel better fast. I wanted to feel him giving me pleasure and heat. I needed to disconnect my mind from the images that were invading me.
I moved myself up and down on his lap. He knew what I wanted, but he didn't want to give it to me.
"E, you should be taking it easy right now." Trey told me.
I know that he was right, but at the moment I didn't care. I wanted to feel safe and warm and Trey is the only one who can make that happen for me.
I buried my face in his neck and hugged him. When he hugged me back, it felt as if icicles were melting inside of me. I urged him to squeeze me tighter by squeezing him tighter. He did, and I felt warmth creeping through me inch by inch.
"Make love to me." I barely felt the words come out of my own mouth. It was more like an urgent thought that flowed out of my mind and formed sound.
"I want to Essence, but let me take you home first." Trey said.
I shook my head. "Now." I ran my fingers down his chest.
"Essence, you're still in shock. Lemme take you home and so you can relax. I'll be right there, and later, if you feel better, we can make love." He told me.
It sounded promising, but I wanted him right then and there. I didn't want to wait until we got home. I didn't want to leave that room. I just wanted to feel the fire I feel when Trey touches me. I wanted to feel something real and non threatening.
I tried to unbutton my blouse, but Trey wouldn't let me. He was gentle, but firm when he told me to stop.
"Don't you want me, Trey?" I asked.
"Yeah, but not in here. Besides, your parents could walk in on us."
I heard the words and my mind formed the picture in my brain. I imagined the shocked looks my parents would have if they were to walk in on us. The thought made me laugh out loud.

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Now u got my imagination running wild...as if i needed any help lolz ON TO DA NEXT PLZZZZZ

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Entry 53 cont'd
Trey looked as if he could use some sleep too. His eyes were red and I thought I saw him brush away a tear.
I wanted to say something comforting to him, but it felt as if talking would take too much energy out of me. I was glad to see him though. He sat next to me on the bed and put his arms around me. He murmured soothing words to me, and he kissed me on the cheek.
I wanted to tell him what had happened. The scene was so fresh in my mind. I kept seeing the man pull out the gun and in a hurried fashion, fire it twice, then take off like he was in a relay race. I had been staring at the shattered window, imagining seeing my own lifeless body sprawled across the back seat, when the police arrived.
"Baby, you shaking." Trey held me even closer.
I hadn't noticed that I was shaking, but I did feel cold inside. I wanted to get warm. I needed to feel heat inside of me, down in the deepest part of me.
Trey was rubbing my back. His hands felt warm. His arms felt warm. I pressed my body against his and I felt a little bit better. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my face to his lips. He whispered to me and his breath felt warm and inviting.
Trey's lips always taste so good and at that moment, his sweet kiss was my biggest desire. I kissed him, pushing my tongue into his mouth. He kissed me back, but I sensed hesitation from him. I kissed him more, and climbed onto his lap. I pushed his lips down to my neck. I wanted to feel him kiss my sensitive spot. I love it when he does that.
He didn't kiss my neck, instead he pushed back and looked at me. I didn't want him to look at me. I wanted him to kiss me. I wanted him to rub me. I wanted him to make the coldness go away.
I pulled his head close to me and I kissed him again. I began to kiss his neck. I moved my tongue around on his skin. He tasted clean and I could smell the after shave on his chin. I sucked gently on his neck. He let out a low moan and gripped my hips with his hands. I sucked harder.

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omg!!! what??! i can't believe sumbody tried 2 kill essence. i bet jasmine sneaky ass had sumthin 2 do wit it. smh. i'm so glad she wasn't in the car. and i'm glad she has her fam and her man by her side. awwww

jaritah40's picture

ok i need a new post like now got me checkin this every day lol i luv a good story

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

OMG!!! I can't believe sum1 try to kill u.. Girl that chick jasmine really need to move on,u need to post soon..

aisha_11's picture

Wow..........next entry please!

chanelchante's picture

OMG...THE ANTICIPATION OF ALL...I CANT TAKE THE SUSPENSE

Raven RambunctiousAngel's picture

This Is Too Good... O M G I Can't Wait To See Who Is Behind This !!..

Please Keep It Coming !!!!!!!

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&& no more cliff hangers lol

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