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    July 21, 2011

    i ran me some bath water and hurried out of my clothes i turned on my radio to listen to my song by Loyal I needed to be sothed but no one was there. I hopped in the tub and relaxed no lights was on just whatever lighting was on outside my mind escaped to another world as his words vibrated through my body I instantly got aroused my nipples began to harden as I thought about Loyal touching me. I could'nt think of no other man touching me but him at that moment. My fingers began to glide between my legs as I rubbed my clitoris and pulling gently on my nipple for stimulation I just imagined his lips suckling on them. The thrust of my potion creeping up on me made me moan as he hit his high note. Shivering all over as I motioned my hips to my beat of passion my knees fell apart and my moans became screams of ecstasy as my juices flowed down my legs convulsions ran through my body as the electricity between his voice and my lust overflowed my body. 

    After my intensifying session I called Neko to apologize for my actions.

    "Hello Neko I'm sorry for what happened and me snapping on you I just didn't feel comfortable with

    Loyal and me dancing, oh it's cool sis I know you didn't mean to snap but you vent to me and that's what I'm here for,long pause,listen I love you and thanks your a sister I never had I don't know what I would do without you, same here oh yeah Loyal gave me his number to give to you, did you get it, hell yeah....we both fell out laughing."

    She gave me his number and I was hesitating to text or call him it was late but most of all he might of been busy with some yamp from the party it was many scoping on him. So I decided to text him .

    "Hey this is Rocky from the party sorry I ran off on you."

    Minutes went by I felt stupid I just put on some baby oil and laid in bed in my birthday suit like always it was too hot for clothes even though the A/C was on full blast. I felt hungry but was being to lasy to go down to the first floor and make me something to eat so i laid there with my eyes closed.

    Then I felt my phone vibrate.

    "Hey babygirl didn't think you was ever gone call but whatever I did tonight that made you feel uncomfortable my bad seriously...but I did enjoy dancing with you."

    "So did I and it's cool it wasn't you I just reacted in a dramatic way but trust I enjoyed it as well maybe more than you...so how do you like Miami so far."

    "I live here but I'm always on the road so it's always good to be home, what about you how long you been here.

    "About 2 years now my husband is usually gone but I'm in college to become a scientist I'm from St.Louis and it's better here." Lol

    "Wow your married I didn't guess that, I should've when you ran out on me though...so how would your husband feel you talking to another man."

    "Idk he's rarely ever home but your harmless right

    "Of course,listen I'm on my way to my hotel to get in the shower can we meet and have breakfast."

    "Sure call me and,let me know where."

    "Iight babygirl."

    I was smiling and confused at what just happened but it was a harmless meet and greet well whatever it was, it was on da hum bug so it wasn't a date. Ol well I didn't want to dwell on it I knew if I did I would find an excuse to feel guilty and back out. I scammed through my closet and pulled out a pair of Kouture Jeans and Kouture shoulder shirt with my open toe lime green pump and fixed my curls no need for make up my features was banging.

    Ring..Ring..whhhhhhhw

    "Hello

    Hey you ready

    Yeah where would you like me to meet you at

    How about Freds

    Ok meet you there in 10mins.

    I hurried to the car as I was pulling out my phone vibrated so I knew it was a text I thought it was Zim but it was that hoe Monnie that bitch be buggin I swear but I wasn't about to entertain her bullshit tonight shid Zim couldn't keep his muthafuckin hoes in they place.I ignored her stupid ass, as much as she got under my skin she wasn't worth it stressing about this shit kept me from fucking him. So many times I cried over this shit but now it was getting old but I was deeply in love with him it hurted to the core of my soul to watch our marriage fail. Just the thought made me cringe and my heart sanked my mind just pushed it back far from my thoughts which I knew my ass wasn't in reality with it. I pulled up to Freds when I saw Loyal eyeing every car that hit the entrance so I parked nearest the door and walked to where he was.

    "Hey babygirl, the name is Rocky ,whats up with me calling you babygirl. first off I'm not a baby nor am I a girl and second you might call yo other yamps babygirl, damn Rocky yamps I haven't heard that in hellas, oh wow my bad....we both laughed."

    We sat down at a booth and these thirsty chickas was scheming on him which I found to be funny so I laughed.

    "Whats so funny, nothing but yo fans are thirsty give them what they want, naw babygirl they good I'm with you and thats disrespectful, seriously I know who you are and what you do they yo fans so why would it be disrespectful its just breakfast they deserve it if they invest in you, oh really well spoken but if they want one they'll ask right, I guess."

    We continued talking until it was about 8am he told me how he was doing these shows and he was going to be leaving in a few days. I don't know why but I felt at ease his eyes told a story of something different he lost his soul somewhere in his fame because he was crying out without even knowing it I was interested in hearing more. "Would you like to go to my house to talk I wanna know why you seem so distant and sad, sad really..I chuckled wondering if I really had a sad look in my face or if he read my eyes as I read inbetween the lines of his words, whats wrong why you get silent, no reason, so would you like to, sure I don't have anything else to do."

    I followed him to his lavish building I knew he had a loft he was a bachelor typical I thought to myself. "You have a nice place I thought you were staying at a hotel here, naw I didn't know how breakfast would go so I waited,oh smart move tried to see if I was crazy...naw babygirl, hey, my bad, uhmmm yeah ok,make yourself at home I'm gonna go change,ok." I looked at the photos he had around his place when I stumbled across one with Zim and Loyal I instantly wanted to faint I felt sweat beads on my forehead. "Hey, oh shit, did I scare you, yeah I didn't know you were behind me". He was so close I could smell his mint fresh breath. "What picture were you looking at..oh umm all of them listen I'd better go its getting late and I know your busy, wait why would you leave you just got here and besides you haven't answered any of my questions, wha what questions didnow you had any. "Come lay down on the chase and I'm gonna sit here and we can talk." I oblidged kicked my heels off and relaxed on the chase as he sat slitely behind me in his chair I closed my eyes and anticipated on what was about go down and boy was I in trouble.

    "So heres how it goes I will ask you questions and you would answer them truthfully, wait what is this Questions, no because this is only about you I wanna know more about you."

    "Why do you look so sad when you talk about your marriage?

    Because he does things that hurts me money,fame,nor his lovemaking could ease the pain he caused but he can't take the full blame I allow him to do the things he does because of my addiction he is the only man who can satisfy my addiction. I know it may sound crazy but hes the only man I've ever loved and to see my marriage fail saddens me deeply the cheating the lies the disrespect and the ultimate betrayal of trust should send me packing but I feel trapped.

    "What do you want from a man?

    "I want his love his affection his trust but most of all his heart I know how to love and I'm afraid that he will send me to shield my heart from any other man who wants to truely give me that and more. I want him to be my knight but be the armor that protects him from pain and sorrow to be there to listen instead of speak to understand his aspect in life to embrace with love and ambition. Thats what I want but that's not what I have with my husband. At one point he was in love with me."

     I quickly sat up feeling the tears beginning to burn my eyes. Wheres your restroom, eupstairs to the right. I douched my face with cold water and stared into the mirror trying to shake this off before I faced him again.

    "Ummm can we not talk about my marriage I said as I laid back down on the chase, sure we can stop. I closed my eyes to see what would come next.

    Before I could say a word his tongue was down my throat I wanted him to stop but I let my mind control my speech and said nothing just took in his kiss deeply breathing through my nose allowed me to savor his tongue. He began to let his hand move towards my breast as I continued to enjoy this steam of heat I felt my nipples harden and my clit flood with my siweet glaze filling my panties. He slowly broke our kiss to suck on my erect nipples which trigured my moaning and gasps for more for him to explore me in which no words was needed he fed himself  breast then moved his way down to my belly planting soft smoochies before moving down to his desired mission laping up what glaze that spilled out making my moans turn to screams as the slurping got more intense and my clit couldn't take it anymore so I pulled back and beckoned him to bring his lushes dick to my awaiting mouth. I made my way down the shaft taking him in deep as I relaxed my jaw and throat muscles until I hit the base feeling his dick swell and the tension build in his body I slowly released him gliding up and down until he came all down my throat tasting his necter was something I craved from Zim. "Damn babygirl you about to make a nig fall in love, your crazy, shid keep doing that I will be...we both chuckled at his comment." I laid back as he climbed on top of me pressing his way inside me I gave a moan of pleasure he moved his hips smoothly and swiftly trying to find a steady beat so I threw a lil hip action to him feeling his dick fill my rainy walls sent me into something I couldn't explain my eyes just fell back into my head as my body danced with his. I rotated him where I ended up on top riding him as if I was trying to get somewhere I felt my sweat roll down my chest as he squeezed them...OH MY GOD I'M ABOUT TO CUM I screamed as my hips found a mind of their own as he tried to hold on to me...my sex drive wouldn't let me slow down until I felt him burst inside of me.

    I collasped on top of him and gently rolled off and got up to run to the bathroom. I stared at my naked body and for the first time in months felt a release from depression. I got dressed and kissed a sleeping Loyal on the forehead as grabbed my things and exited out of the door. I raced home as it was hitting 11 my ass,needed some sleep I was dead tired but satisfied.

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on Jul 21, 2011 - 06:45AM

i ran me some bath water and hurried out of my clothes i turned on my radio to listen to my song by Loyal I needed to be sothed but no one was there. I hopped in the tub and relaxed no lights was on just whatever lighting was on outside my mind escaped to another world as his words vibrated through my body I instantly got aroused my nipples began to harden as I thought about Loyal touching me. I could'nt think of no other man touching me but him at that moment. My fingers began to glide between my legs as I rubbed my clitoris and pulling gently on my nipple for stimulation I just imagined his lips suckling on them. The thrust of my potion creeping up on me made me moan as he hit his high note. Shivering all over as I motioned my hips to my beat of passion my knees fell apart and my moans became screams of ecstasy as my juices flowed down my legs convulsions ran through my body as the electricity between his voice and my lust overflowed my body. 

After my intensifying session I called Neko to apologize for my actions.

"Hello Neko I'm sorry for what happened and me snapping on you I just didn't feel comfortable with

Loyal and me dancing, oh it's cool sis I know you didn't mean to snap but you vent to me and that's what I'm here for,long pause,listen I love you and thanks your a sister I never had I don't know what I would do without you, same here oh yeah Loyal gave me his number to give to you, did you get it, hell yeah....we both fell out laughing."

She gave me his number and I was hesitating to text or call him it was late but most of all he might of been busy with some yamp from the party it was many scoping on him. So I decided to text him .

"Hey this is Rocky from the party sorry I ran off on you."

Minutes went by I felt stupid I just put on some baby oil and laid in bed in my birthday suit like always it was too hot for clothes even though the A/C was on full blast. I felt hungry but was being to lasy to go down to the first floor and make me something to eat so i laid there with my eyes closed.

Then I felt my phone vibrate.

"Hey babygirl didn't think you was ever gone call but whatever I did tonight that made you feel uncomfortable my bad seriously...but I did enjoy dancing with you."

"So did I and it's cool it wasn't you I just reacted in a dramatic way but trust I enjoyed it as well maybe more than you...so how do you like Miami so far."

"I live here but I'm always on the road so it's always good to be home, what about you how long you been here.

"About 2 years now my husband is usually gone but I'm in college to become a scientist I'm from St.Louis and it's better here." Lol

"Wow your married I didn't guess that, I should've when you ran out on me though...so how would your husband feel you talking to another man."

"Idk he's rarely ever home but your harmless right

"Of course,listen I'm on my way to my hotel to get in the shower can we meet and have breakfast."

"Sure call me and,let me know where."

"Iight babygirl."

I was smiling and confused at what just happened but it was a harmless meet and greet well whatever it was, it was on da hum bug so it wasn't a date. Ol well I didn't want to dwell on it I knew if I did I would find an excuse to feel guilty and back out. I scammed through my closet and pulled out a pair of Kouture Jeans and Kouture shoulder shirt with my open toe lime green pump and fixed my curls no need for make up my features was banging.

Ring..Ring..whhhhhhhw

"Hello

Hey you ready

Yeah where would you like me to meet you at

How about Freds

Ok meet you there in 10mins.

I hurried to the car as I was pulling out my phone vibrated so I knew it was a text I thought it was Zim but it was that hoe Monnie that bitch be buggin I swear but I wasn't about to entertain her bullshit tonight shid Zim couldn't keep his muthafuckin hoes in they place.I ignored her stupid ass, as much as she got under my skin she wasn't worth it stressing about this shit kept me from fucking him. So many times I cried over this shit but now it was getting old but I was deeply in love with him it hurted to the core of my soul to watch our marriage fail. Just the thought made me cringe and my heart sanked my mind just pushed it back far from my thoughts which I knew my ass wasn't in reality with it. I pulled up to Freds when I saw Loyal eyeing every car that hit the entrance so I parked nearest the door and walked to where he was.

"Hey babygirl, the name is Rocky ,whats up with me calling you babygirl. first off I'm not a baby nor am I a girl and second you might call yo other yamps babygirl, damn Rocky yamps I haven't heard that in hellas, oh wow my bad....we both laughed."

We sat down at a booth and these thirsty chickas was scheming on him which I found to be funny so I laughed.

"Whats so funny, nothing but yo fans are thirsty give them what they want, naw babygirl they good I'm with you and thats disrespectful, seriously I know who you are and what you do they yo fans so why would it be disrespectful its just breakfast they deserve it if they invest in you, oh really well spoken but if they want one they'll ask right, I guess."

We continued talking until it was about 8am he told me how he was doing these shows and he was going to be leaving in a few days. I don't know why but I felt at ease his eyes told a story of something different he lost his soul somewhere in his fame because he was crying out without even knowing it I was interested in hearing more. "Would you like to go to my house to talk I wanna know why you seem so distant and sad, sad really..I chuckled wondering if I really had a sad look in my face or if he read my eyes as I read inbetween the lines of his words, whats wrong why you get silent, no reason, so would you like to, sure I don't have anything else to do."

I followed him to his lavish building I knew he had a loft he was a bachelor typical I thought to myself. "You have a nice place I thought you were staying at a hotel here, naw I didn't know how breakfast would go so I waited,oh smart move tried to see if I was crazy...naw babygirl, hey, my bad, uhmmm yeah ok,make yourself at home I'm gonna go change,ok." I looked at the photos he had around his place when I stumbled across one with Zim and Loyal I instantly wanted to faint I felt sweat beads on my forehead. "Hey, oh shit, did I scare you, yeah I didn't know you were behind me". He was so close I could smell his mint fresh breath. "What picture were you looking at..oh umm all of them listen I'd better go its getting late and I know your busy, wait why would you leave you just got here and besides you haven't answered any of my questions, wha what questions didnow you had any. "Come lay down on the chase and I'm gonna sit here and we can talk." I oblidged kicked my heels off and relaxed on the chase as he sat slitely behind me in his chair I closed my eyes and anticipated on what was about go down and boy was I in trouble.

"So heres how it goes I will ask you questions and you would answer them truthfully, wait what is this Questions, no because this is only about you I wanna know more about you."

"Why do you look so sad when you talk about your marriage?

Because he does things that hurts me money,fame,nor his lovemaking could ease the pain he caused but he can't take the full blame I allow him to do the things he does because of my addiction he is the only man who can satisfy my addiction. I know it may sound crazy but hes the only man I've ever loved and to see my marriage fail saddens me deeply the cheating the lies the disrespect and the ultimate betrayal of trust should send me packing but I feel trapped.

"What do you want from a man?

"I want his love his affection his trust but most of all his heart I know how to love and I'm afraid that he will send me to shield my heart from any other man who wants to truely give me that and more. I want him to be my knight but be the armor that protects him from pain and sorrow to be there to listen instead of speak to understand his aspect in life to embrace with love and ambition. Thats what I want but that's not what I have with my husband. At one point he was in love with me."

 I quickly sat up feeling the tears beginning to burn my eyes. Wheres your restroom, eupstairs to the right. I douched my face with cold water and stared into the mirror trying to shake this off before I faced him again.

"Ummm can we not talk about my marriage I said as I laid back down on the chase, sure we can stop. I closed my eyes to see what would come next.

Before I could say a word his tongue was down my throat I wanted him to stop but I let my mind control my speech and said nothing just took in his kiss deeply breathing through my nose allowed me to savor his tongue. He began to let his hand move towards my breast as I continued to enjoy this steam of heat I felt my nipples harden and my clit flood with my siweet glaze filling my panties. He slowly broke our kiss to suck on my erect nipples which trigured my moaning and gasps for more for him to explore me in which no words was needed he fed himself  breast then moved his way down to my belly planting soft smoochies before moving down to his desired mission laping up what glaze that spilled out making my moans turn to screams as the slurping got more intense and my clit couldn't take it anymore so I pulled back and beckoned him to bring his lushes dick to my awaiting mouth. I made my way down the shaft taking him in deep as I relaxed my jaw and throat muscles until I hit the base feeling his dick swell and the tension build in his body I slowly released him gliding up and down until he came all down my throat tasting his necter was something I craved from Zim. "Damn babygirl you about to make a nig fall in love, your crazy, shid keep doing that I will be...we both chuckled at his comment." I laid back as he climbed on top of me pressing his way inside me I gave a moan of pleasure he moved his hips smoothly and swiftly trying to find a steady beat so I threw a lil hip action to him feeling his dick fill my rainy walls sent me into something I couldn't explain my eyes just fell back into my head as my body danced with his. I rotated him where I ended up on top riding him as if I was trying to get somewhere I felt my sweat roll down my chest as he squeezed them...OH MY GOD I'M ABOUT TO CUM I screamed as my hips found a mind of their own as he tried to hold on to me...my sex drive wouldn't let me slow down until I felt him burst inside of me.

I collasped on top of him and gently rolled off and got up to run to the bathroom. I stared at my naked body and for the first time in months felt a release from depression. I got dressed and kissed a sleeping Loyal on the forehead as grabbed my things and exited out of the door. I raced home as it was hitting 11 my ass,needed some sleep I was dead tired but satisfied.

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My ass must've really been tired I woke up the sun was going down and my room was dark from the black drapes. I had realized I slept with another man other than my husband it dawned on me that I was no different from no matter how good he made my body feel nor my inner beauty shine through I still had infidelity. I grabbed my phone to see that I had 8 missed calls in which 6 were from Loyal and the others from Neko but none from my husband feeling the sadness all of again made my angry but I still felt as I betrayed Zim never blaming.him for treating me like shit I hated it to the upmost. I called Neko back to see what was up the thang never left a message. "Damn took you long enough, well shit I just woke up everybody don't get up early, early gurl stop its 6:15 in the evening , anyway what's up, I wanna know what happened if you called Loyal lastnight, oh yeah we talked, and,and what we had breakfast talked went to his loft OMG I.....I said with an uncomfortable sadness in my voice, what's wrong you humped him...silence fell on my end, hello Rocket what wrong, nothing can you come by please, sure what's wrong, I'll tell you when you get here, Iight on my way sis." Once again depression was filling my body I was in turmoil with my vows and being I'm this failed.marriage but all that was about to change either for the good or.bad I didn't know what was in store for me but whatever it was I was prepared for it. I ran and took a shower before Neko showed up.

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