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    October 28, 2010

    This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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Essence711's picture
on Oct 28, 2010 - 03:24AM

This is a work of fiction. I just wanted to see what you all think about my fantasies about being a Trey Songz stalker. Enjoy!

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Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

Re-watching ONE LOVE video

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

*rubbing my bum* I almost fell off the couch reading this

Bring on da rest Essence...U know we nosey *cheesing ear 2 ear*

Daniel_Shawn's picture

essence u got me crying over here i'm so glad yall got back together

Da Shy Scorpio's picture

awwww. i'm glad she got her man back :)

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Entry 41
I stopped writing last night because my fingers started losing circulation. I tried to write everything down as I remembered it. One day, I'm going to read this diary, maybe ten years from now, after Trey and I have a couple of kids, and I STRESS the word COUPLE, because Trey already told me that he wants a lot of kids. A LOT, meaning like four, five or six. I told him two was the limit for me. He told me that he would have fun changing my mind.
I'll read this diary and remember what it was like for us. I'll probably even read a few entrys to him.
I also stopped writing last night because my curiosity was killing me. Trey had told me that he'd left something on my bed. When I got back, I saw the red long stemmed rose laying on top of my laptop. When I lifted the screen, there was a note inside. There was a website he wanted me to go to. When I went to the website, a video came on. There was a shot of a black book with the words One Love written on it. The book opened up and there were like snapshot pics and video clips of Trey while he sang this beautiful song about how knows he's found 'the one' love of his life. I had to call him this morning and tell him how much I love it. I told him how creative it was and that I love the realness of it. He told me that he was singing directly to me. I can't wait until he comes back. I have a feeling baby number one is going to be on board real soon.
On the way to the airport Trey and I talked quietly in the back seat. Kenny was singing a Temptations song, Skrillz was texting his girlfriend, so they paid us no mind. I asked him if they knew what had happened between us. He told me that he didn't go into details, but they knew something was up when they didn't see me around. I told him that I felt stripped without him, that it even felt like my skin was gone. I'd felt raw and vulnerable and cold. I asked him why hadn't he called or come to see me if he felt we were still together. He told me he knew I needed my space.

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

Don't u just LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVEEEE a Happy Ending so to speak, Especially where Trey & Essence are concerned *ALL SMILES*

Mariama Neverson's picture

WE ARE ALL A HAPPY COUPLE NOW...

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Entry 40 cont'd
"You thought I was letting go after one argument?" He asked.
"Because of what started the argument. I don't know why I get the way I do when it comes to you. I get overly possesive when it comes to other females wanting you. I know that's crazy because you're YOU, and I know that they'll be crawling the walls to get to you. I don't know. You can't have someone like me backing you. I could blow everything for you." I looked down at the floor. Trey tilted my head back up. He was smiling.
"You so damn dramatic. You can't blow nothing for me. Well you can - but we not talkin 'bout that right now." He laughed as I lightly dug my finger into his waist.
"Nah, I understand that you don't want nobody coming at me like that. You just gon hafta believe me when I tell you it's only you. No matter what I do it's gon be you. You got my heart. You the only one that can ease my mind. I know you love me, baby. You don't gotta go through all that to prove it. Just know ya man, and know you don't have nothin to worry about."
I pulled out a tissue to wipe my face. I apologized again, and I told him that I would never do anything like what I'd done to Kelli ever again.
"You better not leave me again either." I almost told him that it was til death do us part now and as soon as I got upstairs, I was going to start planning our wedding, but it seemed a little too soon for that. I'll tell him when he comes back from his tour.
We walked out to the lobby together. When we passed the waiting area, I heard Skrill Dilly say,
"See? Look, she caught up to him." I was surprised to see him and Kenny there.
They started laughing and Trey asked them what they were talking about. Kenny told him that they saw me run through the lobby a few minutes ago.
"I didn't see you guys." I said and laughed with them.
Skrillz made fun of me in his Katt Williams' voice. I didn't mind. The occasion called for laughter and happiness.
I rode with them to the airport. The radio was on and Kenny sang.

@missjoye's picture

AW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! trey is so sweet:)

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

I'm so LOVING Trey...Who said we broke? C u wasn't listening when i said i love *heart just burst wide open*

I LOVE a man who mean what he say & know's what & who he wants

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

My girl got her man back...which she never lost *doing my happy dance*.....*exhaling as well*

GO ESSENCE GO ESSENCE GO ESSENCE....

Canada needs 2 go by in a flash so Trey can tap that...Proud of you Essence

ECJ's picture

Why are my eyes blurry, Oh tears... @Mariama yes she did!:)

Mariama Neverson's picture

Yay you got him back... now i can start breathing again

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Entry 40 cont'd
The elevator came and I got on with my fingers crossed. I pressed his floor and just as the doors were closing, I caught a glimpse of him exiting the other elevator.
"Trey!" I yelled. I pressed the door open button. When I stepped out, Trey was pressing the elevator button as well. I could hardly believe my eyes. It was like looking at him for the first time again. I had missed looking at him. He was looking sexy as usual. It took everything I had in me not to hug and kiss him. He reached for my hand and asked me how I'd been doing. I was honest when I told him that I hadn't been well. He told there was a lot of that going around. I caressed his hand with my fingertips as we made small talk. Then I mentioned the inevitable.
"So, you're leaving for Canada tonight." I hoped he'd tell me he wasn't going.
"Yeah. I just came from your place to say goodbye."
I felt my heart begin to melt. I gave his hand a little squeeze. When I looked into his eyes, the warmth was back.
"I going to miss you." I told him.
"I been missing you for days." My heart skipped a beat when he said that. I exhaled a sigh of relief. He pulled me into his embrace. I put my head on his chest and inhaled his cologne. He kissed my forehead.
"I'm sorry." We both said the words at the same time. I looked up at him. He told me that he should have listened to me that night. I told him I knew why he was so angry with me and I knew that what I did was wrong.
"I'm going to try and fix things with Kelli." I said.
"Let's fix things between us first." He told me. I told him that I wanted to do that more than anything because I hated being broken up.
"Who said we broke up?" Trey asked me.
"After the way things went that night, I thought you were through with me. And I was really angry with you." I said.
"See, you wasn't listening to me when I said I love you. Or you didn't believe me." Trey said. My eyes stung and I felt the tears drip down to my chin.
"I believed you, but you, but I thought-"

ECJ's picture

My hearts beating fast..I can't wait!

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

Ready 4 da moment Essence get her man back...*nervous & pacing*

Linz84's picture

awww man I wonder whats going to happen next! oh wow! lol

lala072 AspecialAngel's picture

More....More... next entry...

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Entry 40 cont'd
"You gon really be stuck when you realize they don't have the subway there." Juicy burst out laughing again. She left the kitchen. I went over to her stove and began checking her pots. Juicy is an even better cook than I am.
"Nuh-uh, girl you gotta go. Here, take a cab." Juicy was shoving my coat and things at me, along with two twenty dollar bills.
I declined the money. I told her she didn't have to do that, as I put on my coat. She called a cab for me. I told her that she was being a great friend. She told me that she knew that and she went to her cabinet. She took out a tupperware bowl and began loading food into it. She told me the cab would be there in five minutes.
"Call his assistant while you in the cab and tell her to stall him til you get there." She bagged the food and ushered me to the door.
"Ok, love you." She pushed me out of her apartment.
I was standing in her hallway, dumbfounded.
"Now what's the matter?" She asked.
"You have a booty call coming over?" I asked.
"Not for two more hours, why?"
"You're getting rid of me kinda fast, I mean-"
"Girl, you gon miss your man, then I'ma be hearing it for about a week. Go, now!" She blew me kisses and closed her door. I heard her telling me that my cab was downstairs through the closed door.
The trip back to the city took about thirty minutes. Even though I tried to keep myself calm, I was a nervous wreck. Juicy had the right idea by telling me to catch him before he left, but what was I going to say to him? He hadn't called me to say he was leaving. What if he was trying to make a clean break from me without having a complicated goodbye?
I paid the driver and at the same time, I decided that I didn't want to let him go. Even if he wasn't willing to give us another try, I still needed him to know that every minute we were together meant everything to me. I wanted him to know that he hadn't wasted his time with me.
I raced to the elevators. I hoped he was still upstairs. I prayed that he was.

Daniel_Shawn's picture

essence go get ur man and we goin ignore ur sarah palin moment with tht canada on a different continent lmao

Linz84's picture

essence go get him!!!

JamRoC_4eVa's picture

Girl u better go get ur boo, nxt entry PPLLLZZZZZZZZZ :)

@missjoye's picture

awwwww!

SexySagLuvSongz's picture

GO GET HIS FINE ASS GIRL!!!!! YOU BETTA MAKE IT GOOD TOO!!

Anmariee_1ofTrey'sFinest's picture

I'm diggin this...My girl bout 2 get her man back LEGGGGGO

ECJ's picture

Go Get Our Man Essence! Ooops your man!! lol

Mariama Neverson's picture

more plz... you can do it.. lol

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Entry 40 cont'd
Juicy pointed out that we we're both adults, and if I wanted to be with him, I'd have to act like one. I had to admit that sitting around and being too afraid to call him added a certain juvenile element to it all. Before I could talk myself out of it, I pulled out my phone and called him. When I got his voice mail, I hung up. What if he was screening his calls and he knew it was me and he didn't want to talk?
"Or, what if his battery died?" Juicy wasn't letting me off the hook.
"I can call his assistant to see if she's with Trey. If his battery is dead, she'll let him use her phone."
I called. She answered and she told me that Trey was on his way down in the elevator, they were getting every thing ready to go to the airport.
"Why are you going to the airport?" I asked. She told me that it had been a last minute change and they were leaving for Canada tonight. I couldn't believe it. She told me she'd tell Trey to call me.
When I told Juicy the news she asked me what was I going to do? I told her there was nothing I could do. He was leaving. He'd be back in another two weeks. She told me I had better go get my man back.
"I know I'm crazy, but I'm not about to go flying all the way off to another continent to chase him down. I'm going to have to wait for him to get back." I told her.
"Another continent?" Juicy asked.
"Yeah, Canada." I said.
"Canada isn't on another continent, boo." She laughed. "You never were good with geography. It's a wonder how you travel borough to borough."
"Well, I found my way to Atlanta to be with Trey." Was my weak comeback.
"And I bet you thought you were going upstate, didn't you?" Juicy laughed even harder when I gave her my middle finger.
"You know I'm only playing. But for real, it would be stupid of you to just let him go like that. Y'all really do make a cute couple. Besides, I know you. If you don't do it now, day after tomorrow your stalker ass will be calling me, talking about you in Canada tryna find Trey."

Tamara McCants's picture

This cant be the end of the story. I just sat hear and read it from beginning to end. I love it. Essence your imagination is like mine. Keep it cuming. I want more!!!!!!

cara2012's picture

wheres the story?

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