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    Does She Know 

     

    “Trey why you gotta act like that?”

    “Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

    “But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

    “You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

    “I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

    “They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

    “I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

    “Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

    “No! You can’t just end it like this!”

    “Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

    “GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

     

    One year later

     

    “Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

    “How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

    “I’m fine.” 

    “Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

    “Shanell.”

    “I never seen you here before you must be new.”

    “I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

    “It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

    “That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

    “Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

    “Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

    “Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

    “Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

    “Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

    “Well thanks again Trey.” 

    “You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

    Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

    “Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

    “Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

    “Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

    “I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

     

    Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

     

    “What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

    “What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

    “I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

    “Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

    “Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

    “Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

    “He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

    “You need a hug too baby?” 

    “I’m good.”

    “You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

    “I’ll take your word for it.”

    “Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

    “Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

    “Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

    “How you find dat out?”

    “Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

    “Perform…as in what?”

    “I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

     

    *******

     

    Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

     

    “So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

    “You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

    “Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

    “Yeah I know her.”

    “So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

    “How long we gone do this Nikki?”

    “Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

    “Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

    “You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

    to be continued

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Does She Know 

 

“Trey why you gotta act like that?”

“Look Nikki…I’m not gone do this with you no more…I’m done!”

“But I said I was sorry. I just don’t like how friendly you are.”

“You don’t like shit! If I say hello to someone who speaks to me it’s a problem…if I’m playin around it’s a problem…if I’m hangin wit my boys it’s a problem…what da fuck!”

“I can’t help it if I love you the way I do Trey. You always have girls on ya dick, tryna be in ya face in school, when they know we’re together.”

“They don’t mean shit to me…you never believe me doe…why you wanna stay if you don’t truss me?”

“I wanna trust you…it’s just hard. I feel like you’ve been pulling away from me lately. You leave me every summer and I know it’s for your music, but when you come back…it’s always a change.”

“Look baby…I’m sorry things had to go down like this, but I thinks it’s for the best if we just chill.” Nikki starts crying.

“No! You can’t just end it like this!”

“Nikki please don’t do dat…please baby…this is hard enough.”

“GET OUT TREY!” he stares at her face as the tears continue to run down it making her mascara run. “GET OUT!” pointing to the door…He leaves out of the front door as she wished.

 

One year later

 

“Yo shawty can I hollar at chu for a minute?” The young lady turns back around and walks over to Tremaine’s locker. She’s holding her books in her hand staring him in the face.

“How you doin?” Tremaine is scanning over her shapely body.

“I’m fine.” 

“Sweetheart what’s ya name?”

“Shanell.”

“I never seen you here before you must be new.”

“I am. I just transferred here for my senior year. Today is my first day.”

“It’s also your lucky day. Look I’ma do you a favor and carry these books….taking them out of her hands…for you to ya class.

“That won’t be necessary…looking to get a name…”

“Tremaine but you can call me Trey.” 

“Well Trey…taking the books back…thanks for the offer, but I can carry my books myself. I will however take you up on your offer to walk me to my class. I’m not sure where this room is…” showing him her schedule.

“Oh you got Mrs. Auburn…you goin my way.” walks her down the hall and up the steps to the classroom. 

“Thanks for showing me where to go. I guess you better hurry up and get to yours before the bell rings.” 

“Baby I’m gud…my class is right across the hall…” nodds head in that direction smiling. Shanell smiles back. 

“Well thanks again Trey.” 

“You’re welcome baby.” Suddenly Paige walks by Trey and Shanell since they were standing by the classroom doorway. 

Mumbles “He at it again…agitated…Move fool!” 

“Aye Paige…what I tell you bout dat…watch ya mouth…you can’t be da man all da time.” Shanell didn’t know what to think and just stood there listening to the two of them.

“Kiss my bootylicious black ass Trey!” Then she apologizes to Shanell.

“Sorry you had to hear that…he plucks my nerves.” Then she rolls her eyes at him and walks in the room. Shanell then stared back at Trey.

“I’ll see you later baby.” Then he hurriedly makes his way across the hall.

 

Once class was over Trey was looking for Shanell but didn’t catch up to her again until he spotted her when he had lunch. He noticed her sitting with Paige. Paige was on the cheerleading squad and also the captain. Trey decided to go over and break up their little conversation they had going on.

 

“What happened?” Shanell and Paige both looked at Trey wondering what he was talking about, but his focus was on Shanell.

“What do you mean what happened?” she curiously asked.

“I thought I was showing you to ya classes. You don’t need me already?” Paige folded her arms and looked at Trey like he was selling bullshit.

“Oh…I’m sorry. I only meant that one class.”

“Don’t pay him any mind Shanell. What do you want Trey?”

“Not yo ass.” Shanell looks at Trey with her mouth wide open from his response. Then Trey laughs it off and walks behind Paige to hug her. “Nah I’m just playing. How you doin today baby?” Shanell still looked puzzled. Paige sees her face and explains as Trey is still hugging her from behind.

“He’s plays around like this all the time. We have this love hate thing going on. I pays him no mind.” she stressed. Then he lets her go and puts his focus back on Shanell.

“You need a hug too baby?” 

“I’m good.”

“You sho? I’ve been told I give the best hugs…you should lemme show you and then you can tell me whatchu think.” Shanell smiles.

“I’ll take your word for it.”

“Yeah ight. I’ll see y’all later.”

“Trey wait!” he looks back to see what Paige wants.

“Is it true that your performing again in the school’s talent show?”

“How you find dat out?”

“Is it? Just tell me because if you are I want to be there.” Then Shanell looked at Trey.

“Perform…as in what?”

“I guess you’ll have to come to the show and find out baby.” Then he walked off. Shanell couldn’t wait to find out so she asked Paige and she told her that Trey sings. She was surprised. She thought to herself, he has good looks and can sing…I better watch him. 

 

*******

 

Nikki saw Trey talking to Paige and Shanell. She was sitting in the lunchroom with her girls and decided to go and see what was going on with Trey. She caught him as he was at the vending machine.

 

“So you’re not going to speak to me today? You got time to talk to everyone else.”

“You know it’s not even like dat. I haven’t seen you till now…everythang cool?”

“Everything’s great….sooo you know the new girl already?” Trey puts a handful of skittles in his mouth…chewing

“Yeah I know her.”

“So you tryna talk to her now?” Trey sighs.

“How long we gone do this Nikki?”

“Do what…I can’t wanna know who’s about to take my place.”

“Do yaself a favor baby…leggo…I still love you doe…I’ll talk to you later.” he walks away

“You can’t say that to me Trey and expect me to give up on us…she yells…I’m gonna get you back!”

to be continued

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Gilr i agree wiyh ur mom & trey u need to talk bout it, the more u talk the better u'll feel..Glad 2 c ur up & about, it's sweet how trey push back his work so he can stay with u,he's a keeper girl.. Kids will b kids so go enjoy ur cruise & ur man girl..

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that damn lil kid this reminds me when I fell down the steps and I had a scar on my face but everyone and school thought I got beat up by a damn boyfriend. So I know how Shanell feels about her scar.

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“Yeah the kids are excited.”
“I’m sure.”
“So when do you guys plan on tying the knot and having a family?”
“I don’t know…but I can definitely tell you it’s no time soon.”
“Why not…I think you’d make a great mom.”
“We’re not ready for that yet…Trey is barely home as it is…I’m just really starting my career…it’s just not a good time right now for either one of us.”
“Yeah I said the same thing and popped up pregnant.”
“Well trust me ain’t nothing popping up outta here unless it’s my man after his errection done fizzled.”
“Ok…your saying too much now…I think Shanell is getting her groove back.”
“I feel good. It’s been a while since I could just smile…you know.”

Child voice “Mommy what’s that thing on that ladies face.”
Passenger “Jaden it’s not polite to point and say things like that…here finish looking at your book.”

Just like that I was taken down a notch. I know little kids have no fear and they question what they don’t know, so I can‘t hold it against them. I didn’t get upset but it did get to me. I continued to smile and went back to looking out the window after I put my shades on. For some reason they gave me a hidden comfort.

We finally boarded the ship and it looks like I’ll be checked in before Trey. We had a deluxe suite. It was beautiful. I walked in the room to a snake on our bed made out of towels. I got all worked up like a little kid when I saw it. I continued looking around and noticed the sliding widows that led out to our balcony. It let in so much light. The scenery was breath taking…from the clear blue skies to the Aqua blue ocean. It was astounding. I put my bags over by the bed and stood out there for a minute. I was so thankful that Bill picked me to do this because this was exactly what I needed. I decided to go look around and also say hello to my mom to kill some time.

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“Have you had anymore nightmares?”
“Maybe a few…”
“Baby…”
“Trey please…”
“Ok…I’ll leave dat alone…I gotta go anyway…call me later.”
“Ok…bye baby.”

*******

The day had finally come for us to leave for the cruise. Trey was on a flight with his team since it was business and I was on a flight with Lynn to Miami. Evan and Marcus got to have some time off since I would be with Trey. I didn’t get to fly with my boo, but I did get to be flown by my dad. I was happy to see him. I felt like I hadn’t seen him in ages. He never did like El. My daddy cried when he found out what El did to me. He’s a sensitive man but a strong loving man. I’m his only child and he has always spoiled me. He loves Trey. He really likes the fact that when Trey is in town and he’s home they come together and watch sports with one another. My dad gets to have another male around instead always being out numbered by females. We only got to chat for a brief moment before boarding the plane. He told me to tell my mom that he loves her when I saw her. That was another good thing about this trip. I was going to be cruising with my mom. I know she’ll be working but she’ll still be around for me to talk to her. Trey’s family is coming too. We‘re gonna have so much fun. This is one working vacation that me and Trey could use. I miss him so much. I haven’t seen him since he left me. He’s been so busy that our time together since the incident has been non-existent. I knew that was to be expected especially since he extended his stay with me. But I’ll get to have some down time now with my baby and I can’t wait. All I did was think about the many ways that I was going to violate him while I sat in my window seat. Lynn caught me smiling.

“Shanell…what got you all smiles over there?”
“Just thinking about my baby.”
“It figures…I don’t know why I asked. I wish Richard could’ve came.”
“Aw, I bet you do.”
“It’s fine tho…we’re taking a family cruise next year anyway.”
“Oh that’s nice.”

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…what better way to get more clients featured in our magazine if you were to go.”
“But why me…I mean I’m just getting back…don’t you need me here?”
“We could use you here but this is more pressing at the moment. We figured you and Lynn could go…work your magic…and bring us back some more big fish…and a small part of me wants you to go to give you a nice escape for a bit…maybe relieve some of that stress…you‘ve been through a lot kiddo.”
“Wow…I don’t know what to say.”
“I take that as a yes?”
“Of course…thank you for the opportunity…I won’t dissappoint.”
“Great…ok, sorry I interrupted your phone call…tell my main my Trey I said hello.”
“I will Bill…thanks again.” I called Trey back.
“Baby I guess I’ll be able to go on that cruise after all.”
“You was able to get more time off?”
“No…they actually have me working too.”
“Ahhh yeah…I get to spend some more time wit my baby.”
“It’s gonna be so fun…we get to relax while we work.”
“Yeah you know I like to work…we gone be puttin in a lotta hard work.”
“You so nasty.”
“As fuck!”
laughs “So give me a heads up…who’s else in on board…ooo you get it, on board…” Trey laughs at my cornyness.
“I on’t know baby…I just signed on…if I find out anymore I’ll let you know.”
“Good cause that will give me a heads up on how to critigue my pitch…I’m so excited babe.”
“I can tell…it’s been a minute since I heard you being this happy.”
“Trey I know these past weeks or month in a half…I’ve been really hard to deal with. I just wanna say thank you baby…for being here and never giving up on me when I tried so many times to push you away.”
“Baby I love you…I told you I ain’t goin nowhere.”
“I know you did…I’m just dealing with a lot and I have to admit that I’m more vulnerable and insecure when it comes to you. I’ve never been this way before and as much as I try not to let things get to me, it does…”
“Well you know I agree wit ya mom…I think you need to talk to somebody…”
“Trey you’re messing up my positive vibe I got going on.”

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Aww I like how u set dat up!!

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Having those two around me wasn’t as bad as I thought it was gonna be. They’re really nice men but if you cross the line they will hurt you. I’ve seen them go to work on a few people who’ve tried to get close to me…they’re no joke. I really do feel safe with them. Part of me regrets not having security when Trey first asked. Maybe none of this would’ve never happened. We may not have ever split up and maybe I would’ve been protected from El. I guess there’s no need in dwelling on that now…what’s done is done. I hope he rots in jail for what he’s done to me. I’ve never hated anyone in my life but I hate him. I would never let Trey know my true emotions about El because I really believe he would kill him. I see something in Trey that wasn’t there before. Like he has this score to settle and he’s determined to make good on it. He thinks I don’t be paying attention when he says certain things to people in code so to speak but I do. I mean I don’t know what it means, but I’m sure it means something. I hope whatever this is he gets it out of his system and realize that El isn’t worth the energy or going to jail for.

I’m sitting at my desk when Trey calls me.
“Baby how would feel about going on a cruise.”
“Trey I don’t know baby. I just got back to work…I can’t leave…how are you able to go on cruise right now anyway?”
“Well I’ll be working…it’s a Celebrity Fun Fest that Royal Caribbean is having…a lot of the celebrities will be there doing a benefit for HIV/AIDS…I’ve been asked to perform and I wanna support the cause…”
Knock! Knock! Knock!
“Hold on baby…come in!”
“Shanell sorry to interrupt but we have an assignment for you that we thought you’d enjoy.”
“Really…hold on Bill…Baby let me call you back Bill needs to talk to me.”
“Ight…love you baby.”
“I love you too…puts down cell phone…Ok what‘s up?”
“Royal Carribbean is sponsoring a Celebrity Fun Fest…I couldn’t believe what I was hearing…

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They make me feel like I’m damaged goods or something. Like I’m not worthy to be with Trey. It’s really hurtful. My hair for the most part can hide it some, but certain ways I might turn my head or when the wind blows it’s noticeable. Trey tells me all the time not listen to that negative feedback…well I’m putting it nicely he says bullshit, but it’s hard not too. I mean for the most part his fans have been supportive, which really surprised me and that makes me feel good.

Some of them have really reached out and let me know that they were glad I was going to be ok. My mom feels like I should talk to a councelor because that experience was so traumatic, but I don’t wanna talk about it at all…at least not yet. I’m making strides though, before I wouldn’t even come out of my condo. At least now I’ll go to the store and run my little errands instead of asking Trey to handle it for me or my mom. I missed out on my Nelly interview since I had been out of work. Lynn did it for me. I wanted to meet him so bad. I’ve always liked Nelly. I think it was for the best, because now that I have this scar on my face it’s made me very self-conscious. I probably would’ve been thinking he was looking at the scar and not just giving me eye contact. I’ll be going back to work soon and in a way I can’t wait. I miss it…but part of me can wait, because I’m not ready for the stares.

Me and my mom decided to go out to breakfast. I usually wouldn’t sit out in public so this is a huge step for me. She’ll be going back to work soon so she wanted us to hang out before she leaves. We decided to go to “IHOP.” My two bodyguards Evan and Marcus ate with us as well. It was peaceful for the most part…Treys fans wanted to give me things to give to him. Some of them even had something for me. I was touched. I had to tell Evan and Marcus it was ok for them to give it too me. They checked it thoroughly before they handed it to me.

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We Should Be

Shanell

It’s been six weeks since the incident. I’ve been shown so much love and support from my co-workers, family and friends. Trey’s mom has visited me. She’s called to check on me telling me to be encouraged and letting me know if there is anything that she could do or anytime I wanted to talk she was here for me. I just loved his mom. No matter what was going on with me and Trey she never treated me any differently. Always showed me love. She was happy when she found out that we were seeing each other again. She said whatever made her baby happy made her happy.

My mom has been here with me for a while taking care of my wound, making sure it’s healing properly. I hated the fact that she had to come home to hear some bad news about me. I put my house up for rent and have been staying in a condo. I couldn’t go back there and stay. It was too painfull. I really loved my house too, but I loved my sanity more which I was slowly losing. My mom has been a huge help to me since she’s been here. She came the day Trey left. He had to go shoot videos for a few collaborations that he’s on. He’s been wonderful these past couple of weeks. He had some things rescheduled just so he could be here with me a little longer. He’s been my own personal bodyguard. I try to tell him to relax but since the incident…that’s not happening. He’s been so protective of me. Now that he’s back working he has security with me and I’ve accepted it. I’m definitely well known now and the paparazzi has been relentless.
It’s really been hard these past few weeks trying to recover from what happened. I have nightmares every so often about it. I look at this slash on my face everyday and still cry. It bothers me the way people stare at me now. Oh and the haters are so cruel. The women that hate the fact that Trey has a girl, call me names all the time. I’m known as scar, zipper face, misses slash, I mean they’ve made up all kinds of names for me.

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I just cried :(

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@JamRoC_4eVa - Aw I love it.I didn't mean to make you cry but i did...lol...I wanted this scene to be emotional so I'm glad it did come across that way. I know you always so show your support with my stories I can't thank you enough!

@stlgirl4lyfe2010 - Wow...that was compliment that I'll take! :) I agree with you...I'd love to find someone like that one day too.

I'll have another post coming soon. Thanks again to everyone for the comments and for the readers that don't like to leave comments I hope you're enjoying it too!

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DAMN!!! I luv how he make her c that his luv is more than skin deep, wipe eyes.. Girl u got my ass crying..

@pritTbrowniiz no problem girl ur stories r off the hook u alway got me hook.. Great job girl..

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Wow this scene was something out of a movie hope I find someone like this one day

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“SHANELL YOU THINK THIS IS EASY FOR ME…LIKE I CAN JUST WALK AWAY FROM YOU LIKE DAT!!! WHEN DAT NIGGA CUT YOU, HE CUT A PIECE OF ME TOO! I’M SO FUCKIN MAD WIT MYSELF BECAUSE I COULDN’T DO SHIT BUT SIT THERE AND WATCH!!! HE HAD A FUCKIN GUN TO YA HEAD BABY!!! I THANK GOD HE DIDN’T SHOOT…DO YOU KNOW HOW DAT MADE ME FEEL…patting his chest…I COULDN’T DO SHIT!!!”

His words got my attention real quick and when I looked at him a stream of tears was on his face as he stood there. I never even thought about what affect it had on Trey. I got up off the bed and went to comfort him. I may have been the only one to feel the pain physically but we both suffered from this emotionally.

“I’m sorry baby…I’m so sorry…I wasn’t thinking about the affect that it had on you…I look at his face and I see the hurt and anger he was feeling. I put both of my hands on the sides of it and wipe the tears away as they dropped from his eyes. He started to calm down.

“I could never just leave you like dat baby. When I tell you I love you dat shit is real. This right here…lightly touching my cheek…doesn’t change that. It only makes me realize how much more I can’t live without you.”

He kisses me and tells me that he loves me so much and promises me that he will never be made to feel helpless again and that no one will be able to hurt me again. El may have gotten away with it that day but he promises me he hasn't gotten away with it at all. I just wanted Trey to let it go. I just hope he listens.

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“Baby I don’t know, but we gone get through this…you hear me…” tries to dry my tears but I move my face away

“WHHHYYY TREY…WHY DO YOU WANNA BE HEERE…OH GAAHHD…LOOK AT MEEE…DON’T YOU SEE THIS…pointing to the scar…THIS REMINDER THAT MY EX LEFT TO MAKE SURE WE WOULD NEVER FORGET HIM. YOU WANNA BE REMINDED OF THAT!!!” attempting to put his arms around me again as we sat on the floor

“Baby dat’s not what I’ll think of when I look at you.”

“YOU WILL NEVER LOOK AT ME THE SAME TREY WILL YOU….”

“Baby I love you…Dat shit ain‘t gone change dat.”

still hysterically crying “WHHHYYY…WHEN I DON’T LOOK BEAUTIFUL ANYMORRREE…HE TOOK THAT AWAY FROM MEEE…THIS ISN’T THE FACE THAT YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH…YOU’RE GONNA GET TIRED OF LOOKING AT IT AND LEAVE MEEE!”

“Shanell I know this is you just talking right now because you’re upset…it’s ok baby…let it out, but I promise you girl I‘m not goin nowhere.”

“NO TREY…YOU SAY THAT NOW…YOU’LL BE SURROUNDED BY MILLIONS OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ALL THE TIME…YOU WON’T EVEN WANNA LOOK AT ME ANYMORE, BECAUSE WHEN YOU DO…YOU’LL SEE THE SCAR FIRST…I WON’T BE ABLE TO DEAL WITH THAT…I WON‘T…NOT FROM YOU TREY!” holds me a little tighter trying to get me to feel how strong his love is

“Baby listen to me…I could be in a room with millions of beautiful women but it would be you I would choose…I love you for more than your beauty. I love your spirit baby…that’s the face I see…your heart is what I cherish…and your love…is all I need to feel. That’s what’s real to me Shanell…dat’s somethin the eyes can‘t see. You don’t know by now that my love for you goes way beyond the physical?”

“TREY I WANNA BELIEVE THAT SOOO BAD BUT IT’S HARD TO DO RIGHT NOW.” I broke from his grip and got up off the floor and walked back over by the bed. I was filled with disgust. I couldn’t even look at myself so how could he. I sat on the bed looking down at the floor. Trey walks in the room.

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Thank you ladies for the comments and the support that you guys show. It means so much!

@JamRoC_4eVa Aw thank you so much for love on Celebluvgams.com I really appreciate the S/O and I'm so happy that you like those stories too.

The ones she's referring to are "One Night Stand" and Tell Him The Truth. They do coincide with one another. Please do check them out.

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WOW this sum crazy ish, i feel it 4 u girl. Trey don't do nothing u can't take back but i would kill him 2 if it ws me..Great job girl...PS y'all need to check out her Keri Hilson story on Celebluvgasms.com it's fire..

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I love this story. But his ass is crazy for cutting her. I wouldn't been like you can cut anywhere else but my face. I hope Trey doesn't do anything stupid.

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hope Trey don't do nothing stupid and I feel so bad for shanell

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“Yeah he gone pay alright?”
“Yeah the proper way Trey with a judged and a hearing. Baby I know you truly love Shanell and would do anything for her but you can’t protect her if you’re not around her to do it…you feel what I’m saying?”
“I’ma be around.”
“Look boy, you’re not in high school anymore where you handled your problems in the street. You have too much at stake right now. That guy is not worth everything that you’ve worked so hard for. I’m not gonna let you lose focus of what’s important here. Don’t make me go old school on ya hard headed ass.” Trey started laughing.
“Mumma.”
“What boy.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too…it’s gone be alright…trust me. Where’s Shanell now?”
“In the other room laying down.”
“Well I’ll call her later to talk to her…tell her I asked about her and that I love her.”
“I will.”

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I ended up dozing off for a bit. When I awoke I had to think for a second where I was. Then I heard Trey on the phone. I knew it was business because he sounded all professional. I shook my head and smiled and that’s when the pain hit me. I suddenly remembered what happened to me. I immediately put my hand up to the right side of my face. It wasn’t a real bad dream. I felt the big bandage that covered it. I got out of the bed and walked in the bathroom. I looked in the mirror angered at how this bandage covered half of my face. I slowly peeled the tape off my skin to look at what was being concealed. When I saw what looked like a seam on my face, I lost it…I screamed and yelled in disbelief, because I couldn’t believe this was me. Trey abruptly ended his call with “The Steve Harvey Morning Show” to see what was wrong. He ran in the bathroom and saw me on the floor bawling my eyes out. He knelt down beside me and wrapped me up in his arms but I pushed him away.
“Baby please talk to me…let me be here for you.”
I continue to sob “WHHHYYY…WHY DID HE DO THIS TO MEEE!!!” Trey’s not sure of what to do.

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I was at a lost. Another thing that tugged at me was how did he know how to find me. Very few had my new address. I don’t know, there were a lot of unanswered questions. I must’ve fell asleep while doing all that pondering because when I awoke Trey was now sitting in a chair beside the bed sleep. When the doctor came in the room to give me my discharge papers Trey woke up. I was being discharged real early to avoid the paparazzi. Trey’s stand in bodyguard had finally arrived so he was with the driver as they took me home. As soon as I walked in my door I realized I couldn’t stay there. Trey told me to grab some things and to come with him back to the hotel.

Once I got to his room I went straight to the bed and just laid there. Trey came in beside me and was stroking my hair.
“You want anything baby…”
“No thank you.”
“Let me know if you need anything ight?” I shook my head up and down. Trey kissed my forehead and went in the other room. Everyone was concerned about how I was doing so he sent out a text to give Tasha and the others an update. Then his mom called.
“Trey what in the world is going on…what happened to Shanell?” Trey explained the story first hand.
“I caught the tail end of the story on the news…baby are you ok?”
“I’m fine…nothings wrong wit me…no bumps or bruises, no physical scars…nothing.”
“Trey I know where you’re going with that, but how could you have known he was going
to hurt her?”
“But I couldn’t stop him mumma…I had to just sit there and watch him as he hurt my babygirl and cut her face like dat…I had to sit there and hear her scream a pitch that was so chilling…I can’t get it outta my head. I felt like he cut my heart when he did that right in front of me and all I could do was watch.”
“Baby I am so sorry you and her had to go through such an ordeal. I can’t imagine how you must’ve felt to watch that happen to her and you not be able to do anything. But Trey that boy is gonna pay for what he did. You hear me?”

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I had this big old bandage on the right side of my face and I just couldn’t stop sobbing. I was laying in the bed with my eyes looking distant, staring into nowhere. Trey rushed over to me and huged me as the tears rolled down his face.
“Baby…sniffs… I am so sorry…this happened to you.” He knelt down on the side of the bed and cried in my lap. I rubbed the top of his head as the tears fell from my face.
“I let you down…it’s all my fault…I’m suppose to protect you…and I couldn’t…If I hadn‘t of…” he couldn’t say anything for a minute. I lifted his head because I needed him to look at me. As a man I’m sure that hurt his pride that he couldn’t help me, but I didn’t want him to ever feel like it was his fault or that I didn’t think he did enough or what he could. I mustard up enough strength to not cry and speak comforting words to him.
“Trey…listen to be baby…I don’t blame you…wiping his tears…I know you would’ve done more if you could’ve… I know that…so please don‘t be so hard on yourself…please Trey…please don‘t think you let me down because you didn‘t…baby I’m glad you were there…who knows what he would‘ve done to me if you weren‘t.”
“How could he do that…getting up…how could he hurt you and claim to have loved you…runs hand down his face to wipe it…dat niggas a coward…now walking back and forth venting…it ain’t over…I’ma kill that mofucka…fuck dat!!!”
“Trey don’t say that..”
tone increasing…I ain’t goin out like dat Shanell…walks to me and takes my hand…baby I swear I will never let another man hurt you…I promise you dat.” I just hugged him and then he ended up climbing in the bed with me. I really didn’t have a whole lot to say. I was trying to digest everything that happened and couldn’t figure out myself why El would do this to me.
Did he have drugs in his system or was he just that crazy. I couldn’t understand. I knew he was hurt, because I didn’t want him anymore and rejected all of his attempts, since he‘s been out, but to do this because of that.

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“NOOOO!!! YOU MUTHA FUCKAHH!!!!” Was the last thing I heard Trey yelling when he slashed the side of my face. I screamed in pure agony. El couldn’t take my shrieking screams as he held on to me…I felt the blood come running down my cheek which made me panic even more. I heard Trey crying out my name…El was moving around with me like a rag doll. He couldn’t take the noise. He picked up the gun and knocked me out with it. Then as he held my limp body he starts to feel regret and apologetic. He kneels to the floor with me and strokes my hair crying telling me he’s sorry, and he‘s gonna always want me and love me. Trey felt reduced to nothing like his heart had been shattered in tiny little pieces. He was numb on the inside as he sat there and watched him cause me pain and then stroke my hair like he had the right. The cops broke through my door and nabbed El as he sat on the floor with me. As soon as they cut the tape off of Trey that numbness disappeared. He ran to get the gun El had to shoot him, but the cops was two steps ahead of him and snatched it up before he could get to it. They held him back and tried to contain his rage. He was completely broken and very emotional making threats to El not even thinking his words could be held against him since he’s saying this in front of the police. Trey didn’t care. He was determined to make good on them. Val came in and saw me on the stretcher and blood on the floor. She was horrified. The cops pulled her out of there. They put El in the police car. The paparazzi was everywhere. I was immediately transported to the hospital. Trey road in the ambulance with me. He held my hand tearful as I lay there sedated. I was taken to the ER for a mild concussion and to get stitches. I ended up getting 23 on the right side of my face.
Once I was stitched up I was put in a room for observation for the concussion. I didn’t want to see anybody. Not even Trey, but he came in anyway.

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omg!!! i have a feeling crystal bum ass gave up shanell's info. i sooooo don't like her. and where the hell r the cops??? they takin 2 damn long. el crazy ass tryna cut ass literally (lol) and i'm not feelin him @ all. i'ma need val 2 sneak in and untie trey. and i'ma need u 2 hurry up and post more. like asap ms!!! :)

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gud stuff girl, naw gr8 stuff, i just began reading!! love it must catch up!

NELLZ's picture

Wow

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SHIETTTTT!!!!!

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LOL you guys are funny with the single words...I am cracking up!

Cneislove's picture

Damn...

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omg!!!!!!

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