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    November 04, 2012

    Passion Pain & Pleasure

    “OH MY GOD! HOW DID I GET THIS BLOOD ON ME?” I screamed. Trey held me.

    “Baby are you okay?”

    “I don’t know. What’s going on Trey? Am I bleeding? Have I been shot?”

    “No baby you’re gonna be fine. Now listen to me I want you to go to the house.” I see him laying there.

    “Is he dead Trey? Is he…” Trey tried to calm me.

    “Baby just listen and do what I said and go to the house.”

    “No Trey! I’m not leaving you alone to deal with this.”

    “Shanell I’m not asking you baby now go.”

    “Oh my God! He’s dead isn’t he?” I was hysterical, an emotional wreck. Trey was telling me to go, but I couldn’t move. I was at a standstill frozen as I stared at El’s bloody body. Seconds later Buggzi and Marcus appeared. They shockingly saw El’s body laying there. They looked at me and Trey and noticed the blood on our clothes. Then moments later my dad came out of nowhere or maybe he was there with them. I didn’t really know. Everything just seemed like it was moving so fast. Then his brother Frank came rushing in. They noticed Trey who was now kneeling down beside El’s body and the gun on the side of him. Buggzi turns to Trey.

    “Trey man you need to get out of here.” My dad and Trey looked at each other. My dad agreed.

    “He’s right. Take Shanell out of here too. We’ll handle this. You two go!” Marcus tried to escort Trey out.

    “Wait a minute. I just wanna make sure this mofucker dead.” Trey checked to see if he could feel a pulse. There was nothing. “May you rest in as much peace as you gave mofucker.” Marcus helped Trey up.

    “Come on man we gotta hurry up and get ya’ll two out of here.” My uncle Frank tells me and Trey to come with him to the house first, so we can clean ourselves up. We leave with him while my dad and the others stay behind. Then Elliot came in. He saw the dead body lying on the floor in the stables. He looked petrified. He quickly walked over to it. He recognizes the face.

    “That’s my son.” Then he looks around at my dad, Buggzi and Marcus. “Who killed my son!”

    *******

    weeks prior

    Funny how time flies when you’re having fun. Me and Trey have been so happy and even more fulfilled since the births of Treyonna and Tremaine Jr. ...Trejay we call him. They are seven months now, growing stronger by the day and trying to get into everything. Not only did we have our hands full with them, but also the building of our new home. What a process to have to go through along with adjusting to being new parents. I’m glad that part of it is finally over and we will be moving in. I can’t wait. The home is so beautiful. It’s even bigger than this one but I love it. I was a bit apprehensive about the size because I barely was handling being in this one. Then the more we would go over and check on it’s progression and how everything started coming together the more excited I got about it. The lot size itself is huge. It’s 38,402 sq. ft. Trey had them build a playground for the twins, basketball courts, we have an outdoor whirlpool built into our in ground pool, bar and a barbeque pavilion. The house itself is 22,000 sq. ft.

    Instead of having the guest house like before Trey had them build an attached guest/staff wing with separate entrances so the nanny and bodyguards could now have there own personal space. The house also was guard gated so no one could come on the premises without being let in. There were security cameras every where. Trey knew El was still on the loose and didn’t want to take any chances. We had a lot of land so he wanted to be prepared. The house is very spacious. Including the rooms for the bodyguards we had a total of eleven bedrooms and twelve baths. The house came with a home theater, game room, studio and a gym. A few new features added to it that we didn’t have in the old house were an elevator, wine cellar and a complete spa room. I mean Trey went all out when he had this house built. I couldn‘t believe it. What fun it’s going to be keeping up with the twins now.

    *******

    Trey and I have been in our new home for two weeks now. I remember on our first night here after I had put the twins down for bed. Trey had a candle lit night cap waiting for me in the bedroom over in our sitting area. The first thing I noticed were the candles. They
    illuminated the room and set such a romantic tone. Sitting on the small coffee table were two strawberry tarts with whipped cream accompanied with some sparkling cider. I wasn’t drinking any alcohol yet since I was nursing so that was my drink of choice while Trey had a stash of champagne on the side of his seat. I loved how romantic he could be at times and this I didn’t even see coming.

    He told me he wanted to do this to show how much he appreciates me and everything that I do while he’s on the road. During most of this process he was away promoting his latest album “Passion Pain and Pleasure” so a lot of the decision making was on me. Sometimes conference calls were necessary because there were some things that he needed to handle but other than that I called the shots. He said he knows the wedding has been taking a back seat to a lot of unfortunate things and now that we’re in our home he wants us to take this time right now to pick a date. I didn’t even notice the small calendar that was sitting there. I was so blown away by everything else that I didn’t even pay any attention to it. But that wasn’t all he had in store. Then he took out a small jewelry box and handed it to me.
    “Open it.” Trey sat down in the chair and watched me as I opened the pretty blue box. My mouth was on the floor. It was a beautiful sterling heart shaped locket and chain. I was speechless. It had the words I love you engraved on the outside of it. Then when I opened it, it had a picture of Treyonna and Trejay on each side. I instantly had tears in my eyes. I couldn’t believe he found the time to do this. He knew he was going to be rewarded for this act tonight. I walked around the table and sat on his lap. I leaned into him and kissed his soft lips gently, slowly savoring them.

    “You are so good to me you know that?”

    “Cause I love you.”

    “I love you too…baby thank you.”

    “You’re welcome. Here lemme put it on for you.” I turned a little so Trey could slip it on my neck. I couldn’t stop touching it. I really loved it.

    “Trey if you’re doing this because you think I may be feeling a certain way because we haven’t gotten married yet baby I don’t.”

    “No. I’m not doing it because of that at all. Listen to me, when I asked you to be my wife it’s because it’s what I want. I’m just ready to make us a complete family.”

    “I already feel like I’m your wife Mr. Neverson. In every aspect of the word and I can’t wait to make it official.” We kiss each other once more and then I pick up one of the tarts and feed it amongst the two of us as I sit on his lap. We made a toast to each other, ate a little more and then started looking over the calendar and discussing what all Trey had coming up. We currently were in the month of June so we decided on August 2nd of the following year which would give us plenty of time to plan. Plus that’s when Trey would have a window of time freed up to be around for rehearsals and travel for our honey moon.

    “Oh babe you know we have my mom and dads anniversary celebration to go to next weekend.”

    “Yeah I know. We staying from Friday to Monday right?”

    “Yeah…is that still ok with you?”

    “Oh nah it’s cool baby I was just making sure. So who gone be with Treyonna and Trejay while we‘re at the dinner?”

    “Trey you know my parents are going to want them there.”

    “I don’t know about that Shanell. I mean people are gonna be drinkin n’ shit. We can’t have them around that.”

    “I thought about that too along with the fact that we’re going to be out late.”

    “They’ll understand if we don’t bring ‘em.”

    “Wait Trey are you talking about not taking them at all?”

    “No, just not at the party baby.”

    “I guess I’ll have to ask Mrs. Vanessa to go with us then. I just hate to ask her to come when we really only need her for that one night plus I told her she could have off since we‘d be gone.”

    “She don’t mind being with them.”

    “I know…” Suddenly we hear Trejay crying through the baby monitor. Trey gets up.

    “I’ll go get him.”

    “Ok.” While Trey went to go check on him I went ahead and cleaned up the glasses and left over dessert that was sitting on the table. I blew out all the candles and took everything down to the kitchen. When I walked in there Mrs. Vanessa was there. She’s the twins nanny. I really needed some additional help with them so me and Trey looked into having someone assist with that. Mrs. Vanessa has been with us since the twins were six weeks old. She’s been great too. I remember when Trey and I first saw her. We were so thrown by her uncanny likeness to Monique from “The Monique Show” and “The Parkers.” She’s not as big as her but man her looks resemble her so much. Her personality is not as big either but she’s the sweetest lady with the biggest heart. She’s forty years of age, a widow and has never had any children but she’s been a nanny for years and considers all the families she’s assisted with like her own. She was unloading the dishwasher.

    “Hey Mrs. Vanessa.”

    “Hey there baby!” She notices the dishes in my hand. “Oh let me take that for you.”

    “I got it Mrs. Vanessa thank you. You go ahead and finish what you were doing.”

    “Is that a new piece of jewelry I see around your neck?” I touch it and smile.

    “It is.” I walk a little closer to Mrs. Vanessa and show it to her.

    “Aw look at my babies. That’s an exquisite piece of jewelry you got there Shanell. That man got a good eye for the finer things that’s for sure.”

    “I know. That’s why he spotted me.” That made Mrs. Vanessa laugh.

    “Speak it miss lady. I heard that! My babies still sleeping?”

    “Well Trejay was just fussing so Trey’s with him right now. Hopefully he didn’t wake Treyonna.”

    “She seems to sleep pretty good when he’s up even if he is making a lot of noise.”

    “Yeah but she can have her moments though.”

    “I know it.”

    “Mrs. Vanessa would you mind accompanying me and Trey next weekend to Atlanta. We decided not to bring the babies to my parents anniversary party. It would really mean a lot to us if you could come. I know you were given time off which you still will get…”

    “Oh chile you know I don’t have a problem taking care of those two.”

    “I know. I just feel bad since I gave you the weekend off and I hate to inconvenience you by needing you now.”

    “It’s not an inconvenience and it‘s no problem at all.”

    “Ok great. Thank you Mrs. Vanessa.”

    “You’re welcome. Did you need anything done before I head on back to my room?”

    “Nope! You go ahead and enjoy the rest of your night.”

    “I will. I gotta date with my soaps. Tell Trey I said goodnight and I’ll see you two in the morning.”

    “Ok.” Mrs. Vanessa leaves out of the kitchen. I finish up the little bit of dishes that we had and then head back up to the bedroom. I noticed Trey was back in the room on the terrace walking around with Trejay putting him back to sleep. It was a beautiful night out. Trejay was so spoiled. He is such a character for seven months. He demands so much attention already. Everyone says he looks just like me with Treys energetic personality and Treyonna looks like Trey. I walked over to Trey and snuck a kiss on Trejay’s cheek as he laid his head on Trey’s shoulder.

    “Where mine at?”

    “Oh don’t worry daddy. I’ll take care of you once you come to bed.” I left Trey alone with his son and went and got in the shower. Meanwhile Trey went and put Trejay back in his crib. As soon as he left out the twins room his phone rang.

    “Yo man why you keep calling my phone?”

    “Trey you know I have no issues with you. I’m only doing as my sister asked and she really needs you to make a visit. This time she told me to tell you and these are her words not mine, that if you don’t want your sex life suddenly leaked to the public then you need to come see her.”

    “Fuck she mean!”

    “I don’t know.”

    “She making threats now?”

    “Look that’s what she told me to tell you. Believe it or not I’m tired of going back and forth trying to get you to see her my damn self. But it is my sister so I’m sure you can understand my plight.”

    “Nah I don’t, cause not too long ago you was blackmailing her ass.”

    “That was before I knew how deep seeded her issues were.”

    “Lemme get a pen and some paper and take down her information…hold on.” Trey went to find something to write on and with. “Alright where she at?” Summer gave him all the details and then they hung up. I was coming out of the bathroom in my towel and noticed Trey looking at a piece of paper.

    "Baby what's that?"

    “I just got a call from Summer again. She said Autumn wants me to come see her.”

    “Autumns been wanting you to come see her for a while now. What’s so new about that?”

    “Now it seems like she tryna make a threat.”

    “By saying what?”

    "It sound like she tryna start some bullshit with that DVD of the two of us."

    “I am so tired of this! Trey when is it gonna end?” Trey tries to calm me.

    “Look everything gone be alright ok? I think this time I‘ma go see her doe.” All I could do was shake my head instantly irritated. “Baby I know you don’t like the idea of me going but it’s the only way to possibly squash this.”

    “Well I’m going with you then.” Trey cut his eyes at me like I said something offensive.

    “No. I don’t want you going no where near her.”

    “I think if would be good for me to see her Trey. She tried to kill me! I have yet to express any of my feelings about that to her, Crystal and Nikki.”

    “I’m not letting you go see her. You hear me?” I couldn’t believe how adamant he was about it.

    “Trey you should understand why I wanna talk to Autumn. Baby she’s behind bars it’s not like she can do anything to me. Why are you so set against me going?”

    “After everything you’ve been through do you have to ask? Whatchu think I’m gonna be cool with the idea of you visiting her after all the shit she done did to you? Shanell her, Crystal and Nikki are the last people I want you around.”

    “But Trey…”

    “I don’t trust them baby. I don’t give a fuck about her being behind nobodies damn bars neither.”

    “Trey I’m not gonna run away anymore. This is something that I need to do for me. I get that you only want to protect me but baby I’ve been thinking about this and I really do want to confront them.”

    “Nah…you ain’t going.”

    “Here we go again with you telling me what I can and cannot do.”

    “You right. On this I am, so get what ever plans you had of making a visit out ya head because I‘m telling you no. Don’t think you gone pull some slick shit either…I mean it Shanell.” I stood by Trey with no words as I looked at him infuriated. His unwavering stance really was upsetting. I was so angry with him. I walked away and put my panties and tank top on to sleep in. He knew what time it was immediately.

    “Oh so now you being like that?” I took the decorative pillows off the bed and aggressively put them in the chest. Trey stood there watching me as I went back and forth. Then he walks over to me and stands in front of me.

    “So you just gone go to bed like dat and stay mad at me?” My eyes let him know that’s exactly what was about to happen. I walked away from him and turned out the light. He nodded his head.

    “A‘ight.” Then he walks out the room. I got under the covers and laid there. All these thoughts entered my mind. How dare he feel like it’s ok for him to go see Autumn but I can’t. I don’t care what the circumstances are surrounding the visit. Him out of all people should know how important this is to me. He should want me to go if I feel it’s necessary. Oh he makes me sick sometimes. I don’t know Tremaine. You may just have to be mad with me on this one.

    We never did come to an agreement that night. At least I never agreed. Damn this! I know what he said, but I’m going to make it a point to see Autumn, Crystal and Nikki. He’s not calling all the shots anymore. Shanell is back with a vengeance. I love you baby, but I’m doing things my way this time...

    *******

    sec-a

    Autumn could now make her phone call for the night so she decided to call Summer to check on the things she asked of her.

    “Oh good you are home. Well any luck?”

    “I called Trey like you asked and gave him the information on where to come see you and about the recorded encounter of the two of you being shown.”

    “Is he going to come?”

    “Autumn I don’t know! Gosh! He didn’t say.”

    “Ok well at least he knows. You still remember what I told you to do in case he doesn’t show up right?”

    “Yes! I know. Why do I have to be put in the middle of your dirty work all the time. I’m tired of it.”

    “Well had you not let him come in my room in the first place I wouldn’t be needing your help right now.”

    “You’ve been needing my help way before now Autumn. I have covered for you time and time again plus been your scapegoat. Daddy doesn’t trust me now because of you, starting with the accident that you were in with his car and used my name and gave my license number. It was your company that was over the house and stole their lap top and you blamed it on my friends. You are a total bitch when it comes to me. Well now it’s your turn to see how using people for your own benefit feels. I changed my mind, I will not black male Trey for you with this taping. Find somebody else to do your dirty work.”

    “Ugh! Summer! You can’t be serious! Don’t flake out on me now.”

    “You’re the flake! Trying to kill someone over a man. My sister is a stupid bitch!”

    “Bitch! You’re the one who’s been hiding the fact that she’s a lesbian from them afraid to admit it. I swear Summer if you don’t help me I will tell.”

    “I don’t care! That’s nothing compared to the damage you have caused this family. You cost daddy his practice. Anything you say to him will be nothing compared to what you have done so tell him. I don’t care!”

    Autumn started crying. She couldn’t believe her sister wasn’t going to help her out in this time of need.

    *******

    “So Nikki are you ever going to get out of here?”

    “I don’t know Charmaine. Why can’t Trey understand that everything I did was because I love him. How is love crazy?”

    “Nikki love isn’t what’s crazy. It’s your behavior.”

    “Charmaine you know I’m not crazy but if it’s going to keep me from going to jail then they can classify me as a nut case all day long.”

    “Nikki do you feel any regret for any of the things that you’ve done?”

    “Yeah. I regret that it didn’t work and I still don’t have Trey. I have to try harder.”

    “Nikki Trey is happy with Shanell. They have a family together now. You think you’re really able to come in between that?”

    “Whose side are you on?”

    “I’m on yours but…”

    “Those are my babies!” she snapped. “She took my family! My life! I want it back!”

    Charmaine felt sorry for her friend. She was thinking Nikki was in this state because of the loss of Angel. She had no idea how sick Nikki really was.

    “Well girlfriend I hope you get better. I really miss you and I‘ll always be here for you.” Nikki looked insulted.

    “Get better? I just told you Charmaine there ain’t nothing wrong with me. My lawyer seems to think I’m suffering from this Post Traumatic Stress thing along with these doctors, but I’m fine.”

    “You’re in a damn mental institution still delusional about Trey. That’s not fine! Nikki there is a real reason why you’re here. You really do need help.” Nikki smiles at Charmaine.

    “Not in the least. Don’t you see? Trey could’ve shot me in that cabin but he didn’t. Why? Because part of him still loves me. I’m not delusional about that at all. I’ll take my pills and be a good girl until the day comes when we meet up again. It‘s only a matter of time before I get my family back. Believe me Charmaine I will get my family back.”

    *******

    Paige had a visit to go see Crystal. She couldn’t believe the mess that her and Nikki caused Shanell and Trey. She wasn’t sure how she was going to act when she saw Crystal but she knew it was imperative that she saw her. When she arrived at the women’s correctional facility she checked in and had a seat. Once it was time they were taken back. She saw Crystal sitting at a table that was over by a small window so she went over to her. She gave her a hug and then had a seat.

    “I didn’t think you were going to come.”

    “I wasn’t sure if I was going to come this time either but I knew I was going to be seeing you. You know Crystal Shanell and Trey are my friends. You were my best friend. How could you do this to them?”

    “So is this what this visit is going to be about? You criticizing me for the choices that I made? Believe me Paige if I had to do this over again I would. I never would have listened to El. I can’t even tell you why I did.”

    “But you knew he was bad news. You knew that. I never knew you would do such cruel things and for what money? Money that you don’t even have. Do you honestly think that man was going to give you anything for helping him?”

    “Like I said if I could do things over I would, but I can’t. I don’t need you holding me accountable when the judge has already saw to it that I will pay for what I've done.”

    “Do you know that I feel responsible for this? I feel like if I would have never introduced Shanell to you that her life would be different. I can’t even face her or Trey because of it.”

    “What about my life? I’m your best friend not her.”

    “You were my best friend but no one who calls themselves my friend would ever torcher another human being who’s pregnant. Put her through hell because of the man that she is involved with and teams up with her ex just for money. I don’t want any friends like that.”

    “Then why are you here?”

    “To let you know that I don’t feel sorry for you not one bit. You deserve to be here and what ever sentence that was given to you. You need to also be thanking God that she didn’t lose those babies or her life.”

    “I don’t need you to be judging me.”

    “I know. You need me to pray for you and I will. You take care of yourself while you’re in here. It wouldn’t hurt too if you did a little praying yourself.” Then Paige winks at her and sat at an empty table till it was time to leave.

    *******

    Tomorrow we’ll be flying to Atlanta to be there for my parents anniversary party so today we’ve been packing getting ready to make this trip. I’m really excited about going home. My auntie Sharon is going to be there with Ricky and Raven. It’s gonna feel good to see everyone and have everyone see the twins. Myself and Mrs. Vanessa was in the twins room packing their things while Trey was in their toy room keeping them occupied. We heard the buzzer sound off letting us know someone was at the gate. Evan notified me of who it was before he let them enter. It was Lynn. She lives in the neighborhood too and had been telling me that she was going to come by once we were settled. I guess she decided to make it over today. I was surprised she wasn’t at work. I told Mrs. Vanessa I would be back and went downstairs to meet Lynn at the door. She was so excited.

    “Hey girlfriend!”

    “Hey!”

    “Shanell this is beautiful. I can’t wait to see the rest of it.”

    “Thank you. How come you’re not at work today?”

    “Oh I was there. I took a half day today. You know our vacation starts tomorrow so I had some things I wanted to do before Richard, me and the kids left.”

    “Oh yeah that’s right you guys are going on a cruise.”

    “Yes girl. This vacation couldn’t get here fast enough.”

    “Well let me show you around.”

    “Where’s the twins?”

    “They’re up in their toy room with Trey. We’ll see them when we go up there.” I showed Lynn the house downstairs and around outside first. Then we went upstairs and lastly I showed her the toy room where Trey was. When we went in there Trey was on the floor playing with the two of them while they were in their Exersaucers (stationary activity walkers). As soon as Trejay saw me he started acting like he wanted to cry and get out. Trey started talking to him.

    “Aw boy cut that out…come on man…you was just cool…here play with this.” Trey pulled down a hanging bumble bee that was in front of him on the walker. Trejay got quiet for a minute as he looked at it. Then he looked back at me whining. I went and picked him up. He was happy after that.” Lynn starts laughing at Trey.

    “Trey you looked like you were having more fun than they were. Reminiscing are we?”

    “Ha ha very funny Lynn.” She starts laughing. “How you doin baby?”

    “I’m wonderful. I love the house.”

    “Thank you. I appreciate dat. How‘s my man Richard?”

    “He’s good. He should be home right now actually.”

    “You should tell him to come through. I gotta poker table in the basement waiting for him to get whipped up on. He needa come see me.”

    “I don’t know about all that, my man is good, but I’ll let him know. Ok let me see miss onna…you mind Trey?”

    “Nah go head.” Trey gets up off the floor first then Lynn picks up Treyonna. Trey walks over to me and talks to Trejay. “You gone stop all that whining boy. Daddy gotta toughen you up.” Trejay looks at Trey smiling. Trey plays with him in my arms making him laugh. Then he gives him a kiss on the mouth. “I gotta few more things to finalize for the tour so I’m bout to get dressed and I’ll be back a little later.”

    “Ok babe.” Trey then gives me a kiss and leaves out the room. Suddenly he comes back.

    “Hold up.” He takes Treyonna out of Lynn’s arms and plays with her in the air real quick Then he gives her a kiss and back to Lynn. “Alright I’ll be back…can‘t leave out my baby girl.” Lynn was looking at him steady smiling.

    “He’s really good with them isn’t he?”

    “The best.” We put the babies down and got on the floor to play with them as we talked. She brings up Nikki.

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Passion Pain & Pleasure

“OH MY GOD! HOW DID I GET THIS BLOOD ON ME?” I screamed. Trey held me.

“Baby are you okay?”

“I don’t know. What’s going on Trey? Am I bleeding? Have I been shot?”

“No baby you’re gonna be fine. Now listen to me I want you to go to the house.” I see him laying there.

“Is he dead Trey? Is he…” Trey tried to calm me.

“Baby just listen and do what I said and go to the house.”

“No Trey! I’m not leaving you alone to deal with this.”

“Shanell I’m not asking you baby now go.”

“Oh my God! He’s dead isn’t he?” I was hysterical, an emotional wreck. Trey was telling me to go, but I couldn’t move. I was at a standstill frozen as I stared at El’s bloody body. Seconds later Buggzi and Marcus appeared. They shockingly saw El’s body laying there. They looked at me and Trey and noticed the blood on our clothes. Then moments later my dad came out of nowhere or maybe he was there with them. I didn’t really know. Everything just seemed like it was moving so fast. Then his brother Frank came rushing in. They noticed Trey who was now kneeling down beside El’s body and the gun on the side of him. Buggzi turns to Trey.

“Trey man you need to get out of here.” My dad and Trey looked at each other. My dad agreed.

“He’s right. Take Shanell out of here too. We’ll handle this. You two go!” Marcus tried to escort Trey out.

“Wait a minute. I just wanna make sure this mofucker dead.” Trey checked to see if he could feel a pulse. There was nothing. “May you rest in as much peace as you gave mofucker.” Marcus helped Trey up.

“Come on man we gotta hurry up and get ya’ll two out of here.” My uncle Frank tells me and Trey to come with him to the house first, so we can clean ourselves up. We leave with him while my dad and the others stay behind. Then Elliot came in. He saw the dead body lying on the floor in the stables. He looked petrified. He quickly walked over to it. He recognizes the face.

“That’s my son.” Then he looks around at my dad, Buggzi and Marcus. “Who killed my son!”

*******

weeks prior

Funny how time flies when you’re having fun. Me and Trey have been so happy and even more fulfilled since the births of Treyonna and Tremaine Jr. ...Trejay we call him. They are seven months now, growing stronger by the day and trying to get into everything. Not only did we have our hands full with them, but also the building of our new home. What a process to have to go through along with adjusting to being new parents. I’m glad that part of it is finally over and we will be moving in. I can’t wait. The home is so beautiful. It’s even bigger than this one but I love it. I was a bit apprehensive about the size because I barely was handling being in this one. Then the more we would go over and check on it’s progression and how everything started coming together the more excited I got about it. The lot size itself is huge. It’s 38,402 sq. ft. Trey had them build a playground for the twins, basketball courts, we have an outdoor whirlpool built into our in ground pool, bar and a barbeque pavilion. The house itself is 22,000 sq. ft.

Instead of having the guest house like before Trey had them build an attached guest/staff wing with separate entrances so the nanny and bodyguards could now have there own personal space. The house also was guard gated so no one could come on the premises without being let in. There were security cameras every where. Trey knew El was still on the loose and didn’t want to take any chances. We had a lot of land so he wanted to be prepared. The house is very spacious. Including the rooms for the bodyguards we had a total of eleven bedrooms and twelve baths. The house came with a home theater, game room, studio and a gym. A few new features added to it that we didn’t have in the old house were an elevator, wine cellar and a complete spa room. I mean Trey went all out when he had this house built. I couldn‘t believe it. What fun it’s going to be keeping up with the twins now.

*******

Trey and I have been in our new home for two weeks now. I remember on our first night here after I had put the twins down for bed. Trey had a candle lit night cap waiting for me in the bedroom over in our sitting area. The first thing I noticed were the candles. They
illuminated the room and set such a romantic tone. Sitting on the small coffee table were two strawberry tarts with whipped cream accompanied with some sparkling cider. I wasn’t drinking any alcohol yet since I was nursing so that was my drink of choice while Trey had a stash of champagne on the side of his seat. I loved how romantic he could be at times and this I didn’t even see coming.

He told me he wanted to do this to show how much he appreciates me and everything that I do while he’s on the road. During most of this process he was away promoting his latest album “Passion Pain and Pleasure” so a lot of the decision making was on me. Sometimes conference calls were necessary because there were some things that he needed to handle but other than that I called the shots. He said he knows the wedding has been taking a back seat to a lot of unfortunate things and now that we’re in our home he wants us to take this time right now to pick a date. I didn’t even notice the small calendar that was sitting there. I was so blown away by everything else that I didn’t even pay any attention to it. But that wasn’t all he had in store. Then he took out a small jewelry box and handed it to me.
“Open it.” Trey sat down in the chair and watched me as I opened the pretty blue box. My mouth was on the floor. It was a beautiful sterling heart shaped locket and chain. I was speechless. It had the words I love you engraved on the outside of it. Then when I opened it, it had a picture of Treyonna and Trejay on each side. I instantly had tears in my eyes. I couldn’t believe he found the time to do this. He knew he was going to be rewarded for this act tonight. I walked around the table and sat on his lap. I leaned into him and kissed his soft lips gently, slowly savoring them.

“You are so good to me you know that?”

“Cause I love you.”

“I love you too…baby thank you.”

“You’re welcome. Here lemme put it on for you.” I turned a little so Trey could slip it on my neck. I couldn’t stop touching it. I really loved it.

“Trey if you’re doing this because you think I may be feeling a certain way because we haven’t gotten married yet baby I don’t.”

“No. I’m not doing it because of that at all. Listen to me, when I asked you to be my wife it’s because it’s what I want. I’m just ready to make us a complete family.”

“I already feel like I’m your wife Mr. Neverson. In every aspect of the word and I can’t wait to make it official.” We kiss each other once more and then I pick up one of the tarts and feed it amongst the two of us as I sit on his lap. We made a toast to each other, ate a little more and then started looking over the calendar and discussing what all Trey had coming up. We currently were in the month of June so we decided on August 2nd of the following year which would give us plenty of time to plan. Plus that’s when Trey would have a window of time freed up to be around for rehearsals and travel for our honey moon.

“Oh babe you know we have my mom and dads anniversary celebration to go to next weekend.”

“Yeah I know. We staying from Friday to Monday right?”

“Yeah…is that still ok with you?”

“Oh nah it’s cool baby I was just making sure. So who gone be with Treyonna and Trejay while we‘re at the dinner?”

“Trey you know my parents are going to want them there.”

“I don’t know about that Shanell. I mean people are gonna be drinkin n’ shit. We can’t have them around that.”

“I thought about that too along with the fact that we’re going to be out late.”

“They’ll understand if we don’t bring ‘em.”

“Wait Trey are you talking about not taking them at all?”

“No, just not at the party baby.”

“I guess I’ll have to ask Mrs. Vanessa to go with us then. I just hate to ask her to come when we really only need her for that one night plus I told her she could have off since we‘d be gone.”

“She don’t mind being with them.”

“I know…” Suddenly we hear Trejay crying through the baby monitor. Trey gets up.

“I’ll go get him.”

“Ok.” While Trey went to go check on him I went ahead and cleaned up the glasses and left over dessert that was sitting on the table. I blew out all the candles and took everything down to the kitchen. When I walked in there Mrs. Vanessa was there. She’s the twins nanny. I really needed some additional help with them so me and Trey looked into having someone assist with that. Mrs. Vanessa has been with us since the twins were six weeks old. She’s been great too. I remember when Trey and I first saw her. We were so thrown by her uncanny likeness to Monique from “The Monique Show” and “The Parkers.” She’s not as big as her but man her looks resemble her so much. Her personality is not as big either but she’s the sweetest lady with the biggest heart. She’s forty years of age, a widow and has never had any children but she’s been a nanny for years and considers all the families she’s assisted with like her own. She was unloading the dishwasher.

“Hey Mrs. Vanessa.”

“Hey there baby!” She notices the dishes in my hand. “Oh let me take that for you.”

“I got it Mrs. Vanessa thank you. You go ahead and finish what you were doing.”

“Is that a new piece of jewelry I see around your neck?” I touch it and smile.

“It is.” I walk a little closer to Mrs. Vanessa and show it to her.

“Aw look at my babies. That’s an exquisite piece of jewelry you got there Shanell. That man got a good eye for the finer things that’s for sure.”

“I know. That’s why he spotted me.” That made Mrs. Vanessa laugh.

“Speak it miss lady. I heard that! My babies still sleeping?”

“Well Trejay was just fussing so Trey’s with him right now. Hopefully he didn’t wake Treyonna.”

“She seems to sleep pretty good when he’s up even if he is making a lot of noise.”

“Yeah but she can have her moments though.”

“I know it.”

“Mrs. Vanessa would you mind accompanying me and Trey next weekend to Atlanta. We decided not to bring the babies to my parents anniversary party. It would really mean a lot to us if you could come. I know you were given time off which you still will get…”

“Oh chile you know I don’t have a problem taking care of those two.”

“I know. I just feel bad since I gave you the weekend off and I hate to inconvenience you by needing you now.”

“It’s not an inconvenience and it‘s no problem at all.”

“Ok great. Thank you Mrs. Vanessa.”

“You’re welcome. Did you need anything done before I head on back to my room?”

“Nope! You go ahead and enjoy the rest of your night.”

“I will. I gotta date with my soaps. Tell Trey I said goodnight and I’ll see you two in the morning.”

“Ok.” Mrs. Vanessa leaves out of the kitchen. I finish up the little bit of dishes that we had and then head back up to the bedroom. I noticed Trey was back in the room on the terrace walking around with Trejay putting him back to sleep. It was a beautiful night out. Trejay was so spoiled. He is such a character for seven months. He demands so much attention already. Everyone says he looks just like me with Treys energetic personality and Treyonna looks like Trey. I walked over to Trey and snuck a kiss on Trejay’s cheek as he laid his head on Trey’s shoulder.

“Where mine at?”

“Oh don’t worry daddy. I’ll take care of you once you come to bed.” I left Trey alone with his son and went and got in the shower. Meanwhile Trey went and put Trejay back in his crib. As soon as he left out the twins room his phone rang.

“Yo man why you keep calling my phone?”

“Trey you know I have no issues with you. I’m only doing as my sister asked and she really needs you to make a visit. This time she told me to tell you and these are her words not mine, that if you don’t want your sex life suddenly leaked to the public then you need to come see her.”

“Fuck she mean!”

“I don’t know.”

“She making threats now?”

“Look that’s what she told me to tell you. Believe it or not I’m tired of going back and forth trying to get you to see her my damn self. But it is my sister so I’m sure you can understand my plight.”

“Nah I don’t, cause not too long ago you was blackmailing her ass.”

“That was before I knew how deep seeded her issues were.”

“Lemme get a pen and some paper and take down her information…hold on.” Trey went to find something to write on and with. “Alright where she at?” Summer gave him all the details and then they hung up. I was coming out of the bathroom in my towel and noticed Trey looking at a piece of paper.

"Baby what's that?"

“I just got a call from Summer again. She said Autumn wants me to come see her.”

“Autumns been wanting you to come see her for a while now. What’s so new about that?”

“Now it seems like she tryna make a threat.”

“By saying what?”

"It sound like she tryna start some bullshit with that DVD of the two of us."

“I am so tired of this! Trey when is it gonna end?” Trey tries to calm me.

“Look everything gone be alright ok? I think this time I‘ma go see her doe.” All I could do was shake my head instantly irritated. “Baby I know you don’t like the idea of me going but it’s the only way to possibly squash this.”

“Well I’m going with you then.” Trey cut his eyes at me like I said something offensive.

“No. I don’t want you going no where near her.”

“I think if would be good for me to see her Trey. She tried to kill me! I have yet to express any of my feelings about that to her, Crystal and Nikki.”

“I’m not letting you go see her. You hear me?” I couldn’t believe how adamant he was about it.

“Trey you should understand why I wanna talk to Autumn. Baby she’s behind bars it’s not like she can do anything to me. Why are you so set against me going?”

“After everything you’ve been through do you have to ask? Whatchu think I’m gonna be cool with the idea of you visiting her after all the shit she done did to you? Shanell her, Crystal and Nikki are the last people I want you around.”

“But Trey…”

“I don’t trust them baby. I don’t give a fuck about her being behind nobodies damn bars neither.”

“Trey I’m not gonna run away anymore. This is something that I need to do for me. I get that you only want to protect me but baby I’ve been thinking about this and I really do want to confront them.”

“Nah…you ain’t going.”

“Here we go again with you telling me what I can and cannot do.”

“You right. On this I am, so get what ever plans you had of making a visit out ya head because I‘m telling you no. Don’t think you gone pull some slick shit either…I mean it Shanell.” I stood by Trey with no words as I looked at him infuriated. His unwavering stance really was upsetting. I was so angry with him. I walked away and put my panties and tank top on to sleep in. He knew what time it was immediately.

“Oh so now you being like that?” I took the decorative pillows off the bed and aggressively put them in the chest. Trey stood there watching me as I went back and forth. Then he walks over to me and stands in front of me.

“So you just gone go to bed like dat and stay mad at me?” My eyes let him know that’s exactly what was about to happen. I walked away from him and turned out the light. He nodded his head.

“A‘ight.” Then he walks out the room. I got under the covers and laid there. All these thoughts entered my mind. How dare he feel like it’s ok for him to go see Autumn but I can’t. I don’t care what the circumstances are surrounding the visit. Him out of all people should know how important this is to me. He should want me to go if I feel it’s necessary. Oh he makes me sick sometimes. I don’t know Tremaine. You may just have to be mad with me on this one.

We never did come to an agreement that night. At least I never agreed. Damn this! I know what he said, but I’m going to make it a point to see Autumn, Crystal and Nikki. He’s not calling all the shots anymore. Shanell is back with a vengeance. I love you baby, but I’m doing things my way this time...

*******

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Autumn could now make her phone call for the night so she decided to call Summer to check on the things she asked of her.

“Oh good you are home. Well any luck?”

“I called Trey like you asked and gave him the information on where to come see you and about the recorded encounter of the two of you being shown.”

“Is he going to come?”

“Autumn I don’t know! Gosh! He didn’t say.”

“Ok well at least he knows. You still remember what I told you to do in case he doesn’t show up right?”

“Yes! I know. Why do I have to be put in the middle of your dirty work all the time. I’m tired of it.”

“Well had you not let him come in my room in the first place I wouldn’t be needing your help right now.”

“You’ve been needing my help way before now Autumn. I have covered for you time and time again plus been your scapegoat. Daddy doesn’t trust me now because of you, starting with the accident that you were in with his car and used my name and gave my license number. It was your company that was over the house and stole their lap top and you blamed it on my friends. You are a total bitch when it comes to me. Well now it’s your turn to see how using people for your own benefit feels. I changed my mind, I will not black male Trey for you with this taping. Find somebody else to do your dirty work.”

“Ugh! Summer! You can’t be serious! Don’t flake out on me now.”

“You’re the flake! Trying to kill someone over a man. My sister is a stupid bitch!”

“Bitch! You’re the one who’s been hiding the fact that she’s a lesbian from them afraid to admit it. I swear Summer if you don’t help me I will tell.”

“I don’t care! That’s nothing compared to the damage you have caused this family. You cost daddy his practice. Anything you say to him will be nothing compared to what you have done so tell him. I don’t care!”

Autumn started crying. She couldn’t believe her sister wasn’t going to help her out in this time of need.

*******

“So Nikki are you ever going to get out of here?”

“I don’t know Charmaine. Why can’t Trey understand that everything I did was because I love him. How is love crazy?”

“Nikki love isn’t what’s crazy. It’s your behavior.”

“Charmaine you know I’m not crazy but if it’s going to keep me from going to jail then they can classify me as a nut case all day long.”

“Nikki do you feel any regret for any of the things that you’ve done?”

“Yeah. I regret that it didn’t work and I still don’t have Trey. I have to try harder.”

“Nikki Trey is happy with Shanell. They have a family together now. You think you’re really able to come in between that?”

“Whose side are you on?”

“I’m on yours but…”

“Those are my babies!” she snapped. “She took my family! My life! I want it back!”

Charmaine felt sorry for her friend. She was thinking Nikki was in this state because of the loss of Angel. She had no idea how sick Nikki really was.

“Well girlfriend I hope you get better. I really miss you and I‘ll always be here for you.” Nikki looked insulted.

“Get better? I just told you Charmaine there ain’t nothing wrong with me. My lawyer seems to think I’m suffering from this Post Traumatic Stress thing along with these doctors, but I’m fine.”

“You’re in a damn mental institution still delusional about Trey. That’s not fine! Nikki there is a real reason why you’re here. You really do need help.” Nikki smiles at Charmaine.

“Not in the least. Don’t you see? Trey could’ve shot me in that cabin but he didn’t. Why? Because part of him still loves me. I’m not delusional about that at all. I’ll take my pills and be a good girl until the day comes when we meet up again. It‘s only a matter of time before I get my family back. Believe me Charmaine I will get my family back.”

*******

Paige had a visit to go see Crystal. She couldn’t believe the mess that her and Nikki caused Shanell and Trey. She wasn’t sure how she was going to act when she saw Crystal but she knew it was imperative that she saw her. When she arrived at the women’s correctional facility she checked in and had a seat. Once it was time they were taken back. She saw Crystal sitting at a table that was over by a small window so she went over to her. She gave her a hug and then had a seat.

“I didn’t think you were going to come.”

“I wasn’t sure if I was going to come this time either but I knew I was going to be seeing you. You know Crystal Shanell and Trey are my friends. You were my best friend. How could you do this to them?”

“So is this what this visit is going to be about? You criticizing me for the choices that I made? Believe me Paige if I had to do this over again I would. I never would have listened to El. I can’t even tell you why I did.”

“But you knew he was bad news. You knew that. I never knew you would do such cruel things and for what money? Money that you don’t even have. Do you honestly think that man was going to give you anything for helping him?”

“Like I said if I could do things over I would, but I can’t. I don’t need you holding me accountable when the judge has already saw to it that I will pay for what I've done.”

“Do you know that I feel responsible for this? I feel like if I would have never introduced Shanell to you that her life would be different. I can’t even face her or Trey because of it.”

“What about my life? I’m your best friend not her.”

“You were my best friend but no one who calls themselves my friend would ever torcher another human being who’s pregnant. Put her through hell because of the man that she is involved with and teams up with her ex just for money. I don’t want any friends like that.”

“Then why are you here?”

“To let you know that I don’t feel sorry for you not one bit. You deserve to be here and what ever sentence that was given to you. You need to also be thanking God that she didn’t lose those babies or her life.”

“I don’t need you to be judging me.”

“I know. You need me to pray for you and I will. You take care of yourself while you’re in here. It wouldn’t hurt too if you did a little praying yourself.” Then Paige winks at her and sat at an empty table till it was time to leave.

*******

Tomorrow we’ll be flying to Atlanta to be there for my parents anniversary party so today we’ve been packing getting ready to make this trip. I’m really excited about going home. My auntie Sharon is going to be there with Ricky and Raven. It’s gonna feel good to see everyone and have everyone see the twins. Myself and Mrs. Vanessa was in the twins room packing their things while Trey was in their toy room keeping them occupied. We heard the buzzer sound off letting us know someone was at the gate. Evan notified me of who it was before he let them enter. It was Lynn. She lives in the neighborhood too and had been telling me that she was going to come by once we were settled. I guess she decided to make it over today. I was surprised she wasn’t at work. I told Mrs. Vanessa I would be back and went downstairs to meet Lynn at the door. She was so excited.

“Hey girlfriend!”

“Hey!”

“Shanell this is beautiful. I can’t wait to see the rest of it.”

“Thank you. How come you’re not at work today?”

“Oh I was there. I took a half day today. You know our vacation starts tomorrow so I had some things I wanted to do before Richard, me and the kids left.”

“Oh yeah that’s right you guys are going on a cruise.”

“Yes girl. This vacation couldn’t get here fast enough.”

“Well let me show you around.”

“Where’s the twins?”

“They’re up in their toy room with Trey. We’ll see them when we go up there.” I showed Lynn the house downstairs and around outside first. Then we went upstairs and lastly I showed her the toy room where Trey was. When we went in there Trey was on the floor playing with the two of them while they were in their Exersaucers (stationary activity walkers). As soon as Trejay saw me he started acting like he wanted to cry and get out. Trey started talking to him.

“Aw boy cut that out…come on man…you was just cool…here play with this.” Trey pulled down a hanging bumble bee that was in front of him on the walker. Trejay got quiet for a minute as he looked at it. Then he looked back at me whining. I went and picked him up. He was happy after that.” Lynn starts laughing at Trey.

“Trey you looked like you were having more fun than they were. Reminiscing are we?”

“Ha ha very funny Lynn.” She starts laughing. “How you doin baby?”

“I’m wonderful. I love the house.”

“Thank you. I appreciate dat. How‘s my man Richard?”

“He’s good. He should be home right now actually.”

“You should tell him to come through. I gotta poker table in the basement waiting for him to get whipped up on. He needa come see me.”

“I don’t know about all that, my man is good, but I’ll let him know. Ok let me see miss onna…you mind Trey?”

“Nah go head.” Trey gets up off the floor first then Lynn picks up Treyonna. Trey walks over to me and talks to Trejay. “You gone stop all that whining boy. Daddy gotta toughen you up.” Trejay looks at Trey smiling. Trey plays with him in my arms making him laugh. Then he gives him a kiss on the mouth. “I gotta few more things to finalize for the tour so I’m bout to get dressed and I’ll be back a little later.”

“Ok babe.” Trey then gives me a kiss and leaves out the room. Suddenly he comes back.

“Hold up.” He takes Treyonna out of Lynn’s arms and plays with her in the air real quick Then he gives her a kiss and back to Lynn. “Alright I’ll be back…can‘t leave out my baby girl.” Lynn was looking at him steady smiling.

“He’s really good with them isn’t he?”

“The best.” We put the babies down and got on the floor to play with them as we talked. She brings up Nikki.

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I’ve learned when Trey sets his mind on something you can believe it’s already done. The rest of the afternoon was spent playing games, socializing and just having fun with the babies and my little cousins. I finally had Treyonna back in my arms and my mom was holding Trejay. Trey walked over to the grill to get some more food and I notice Aleen walking over to him.
“Could you fit anymore on that plate?”
“Naw so just gimme yours.”
“Yeah right.”
“So you talking to me now?”
“Don’t push it. You’re still on my hit list.” Trey laughs. “So how’s my cousin been doing from what you see? I haven‘t had a chance to talk to her a whole lot.”
“I see a woman who’s been through a lot but is still standing. She has her moments but if I can help it they’ll be far and in between until they’re nothing but a distant memory.”
“That’s good to hear considering you also have something to do with some of those bad memories.”
“You been waiting to tear into me for a long time haven’t you?”
“Look Trey, I know you’re far from perfect…very far, BUT I do know that my cousin really loves you and trust you with her life. That doesn’t mean I have to, but for her sake I‘m willing to try.”
“Damn!” Then she smiles.
“You know me Trey I don’t hold back when it comes to you and Shanell. I am starting to like you again, so with that being said can you come with me for a minute?”
“She gone basically shoot down a nigga, but want ‘em to roll wit her. Come with you where?” She puts her plate down and takes Trey’s plate from him to put it down and grabs his hand. “Where we going?”
“I need you to settle something with me and Marcus.”
“So why I gotta leave my food?”
“Just come on!” Marcus was still sitting in the lounge chair by the pool. Aleen made it seem like she was walking in his direction. Trey walked around the edge of the pool following Aleen. Suddenly she stopped and pushed him in. Everybody was laughing so hard, even Trey. He cleared the water off his face.
“Whatchu do that for?”

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All I could think about was how much more spoiled the two of them were gonna be from being held all weekend. I didn’t expect anything less though. I had a seat by my auntie Sharon and was talking to her. Once all the guys were showered and dressed they came out in the yard. I noticed Marcus walked over to Aleen and sat on the other side of her. The two of them started chit chatting. Buggzi and Evan was talking to my mom as she was on the grill. Trey hadn’t came down yet. Then a few minutes later I saw him with Trejay in his arms. I couldn’t believe he was up already unless Trey woke him. I did notice he was still laying his head on Treys shoulder. I told my auntie to excuse me and walked over to Trey.
“He’s up already?”
“Yeah he started squirming around whining a little bit.”
“He still looks sleepy Trey.”
“That’s what I’m doing putting him back to sleep.”
“Not by bringing him out here. It’s too much noise.”
“He gone be alright, watch he’ll fall back to sleep. Treyonna didn‘t wake up.”
“Yeah well her sleeping habits aren’t exactly like his, you know that.”
“He’ll go back to sleep. It’s me you talking to. I got that touch wit ‘em.”
“It’s ok baby. I know you miss playing with them since the families been taking over. Just know when he’s cranky and not in a playful mood it’s because he didn‘t get all his sleep in.” Trey hugs Trejay a little tighter and rubs his back while he sways from side to side with him.
“Then they gone be with Mrs. Vanessa tonight while we out.” he continued to say. Then he looks at Treyonna asleep on Aleen. “Look at my baby girl over there. Man I just love ‘em so much. I hate when I’m away from y’all. I love moments like this. My family man…that‘s what it‘s all about.” I put my arm around Trey’s waist as he held Trejay.
“Baby I know and this is what I want you to hold on to. El‘s not worth taking anything more away from us so please hear me when I say that.” I don’t know if he heard me or if it went in one ear and out the other.

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El will pay for what he’s done to me I really believe that, but you have to think sensibly about this Trey. If you kill him you will go to jail for it. You may be Trey Songz but you are not above the law. NO! That’s not an option! Promise me you’ll do the right thing Trey no matter what.” Trey got up off the bed and walked over by the closet. He turned and looked back at me.
“I don’t make promises I can’t keep baby.” There was that look again. The same one he had after I was released from the hospital when El cut me. I knew Trey regretted not shooting him that day in my house. He feels like if he did something then, instead of letting him live he wouldn’t have had the chance to cause his family pain. I know he lives with that guilt and pain for that decision everyday and I wish I could take it all away. Assure him that his actions at the time were the right thing to do. That none of us had no way of foreseeing any of the things that transpired later on down the line happening. But even I couldn’t get Trey to see that. Now I didn’t know what to say. There wasn’t anything that I really could say. Trey could be hot headed at times and when it came to his family and his money those were two things you don’t want to mess around with. I left him to get dressed and went down to join the others. Everyone was out in the yard. I noticed my dad and uncle were gone. I asked my mom where they went and she told me he went to help my uncle Frank set up for tonight. I noticed Mrs. Ramirez had gone too. She said she left shortly after Dre did. Since everyone was over, my mom decided to put some hot dogs and hamburgers on the grill to go with the left over potato salad we had from dinner. Ricky and Raven were still in the pool and she knew they were going to have an appetite once they got out. My auntie and Aleen was sitting in the lounge chairs. Aleen was holding Treyonna. She was asleep. I asked her if she wanted me to put her in her bed but she said no.

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I didn’t answer him right away. “Baby talk to me.” I take a deep breath first.
“Trey at first I thought it wouldn’t even affect me but I have to admit that I do feel uncomfortable when you’re not around.”
“Why you just didn’t say that to me?”
“I was gonna deal with it and I didn’t want you worrying about me.”
“I’m gonna always worry about your well being and safety baby. Don’t you know that I’ll protect you and this family at any cost?”
“Trey I know and that scares me.”
“What? That I’ll kill that nigga if I ever see him again?”
“Babe please don‘t talk like that. I know you hate El with a passion, so do I, but baby he‘s not worth tearing our family apart. Trey we need you here with us please remember that. You of all people know you can‘t risk going to jail, so just stop talking like this.”
“Who said anything about me going to jail?”
“Trey why are we even discussing this? Do you know something that I don’t?”
“Baby I’m telling you this because I’m being up front witchu.”
“But I know how you feel about him already. Trey if anything happened to you or you end up going to jail for him, baby I won’t be able to handle it.”
“I’m not tryna to go to jail, but if it means my family will be safe cause that mofucker is dead than so be it.”
“Why do I feel like you’re hiding something from me again?”
“I’m not Shanell. No more secrets remember? I just felt like I needed to say that to you. Let you know baby I haven’t forgot. All the hurt and pain he’s caused you stays with me. I know we’ve been tryna move past it and go on with our lives; as we should, but like I said this ain’t over. I’ll never forget what he’s done to you, to this family and I won’t rest until he pays for it.”
“You listen to me Tremaine. I will not let you risk this life we’re building together, risk not being around for our children, your career and everything positive that you have built to be the brand that you are and the man that I plan on spending the rest of my life with. I’m not gonna let you do it.

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“But I didn’t take any doe.” I pushed him but his shoulder only moved. He grabs my hand and pulls me into him and we both fall back on the bed. I end up falling on top of him on my back. Trey wraps his arms around me.
“See all I have to put up with from you?” I yelled.
“You see what I gotta put up with from you? Tryna beat a nigga up n’shit. You know you can trust me.”
“Maybe now!”
“Shhh…stop being so loud you gone wake Trejay up.”
“Nice try.”
“Look we not even gonna go there but fo’real he seem like a cool dude, but I’m still gonna keep my eyes on him while we here I‘ll tell you that much.” He still has my body in his grasp so I can’t get up.
“Trey he has a woman.”
“What dat mean?”
“Uh it means something to you don’t it?” He squeezes me tight.
“Yeah but he ain’t got my baby.” I blush like a school girl.
“He sounds like he’s very happily involved babe.”
“Well good for him because he damn sure ain‘t getting what I have.”
“Who said he had a chance to get me in the first place? My heart is spoken for forever.”
“It better be or we gone have some problems.” My blushing turns into a full fledge smile.
“I love how you can still get jealous over me.” He lifts his head so his cheek is to mine and speaks with our faces touching.
“Cause you my baby.” Then he quickly kissed my cheek. “I’ll kill a nigga for you.”
“Trey don’t talk like that.”
“Why? It‘s true.”
“Ok Trey lets talk about something else like how you need to get your sweaty behind in the shower.” I suddenly break from his grasp. Trey laughs.
“A’ight.” I started heading for the door.
“Shanell!” I stop in the doorway.
“What’s up babe?” Trey waived his finger for me to come to him. I came back and sat down beside him. He had a straight face looking away from me like something was heavily on his mind all of a sudden. Then he turned and faced me.
“You know this thing with El ain’t over right?”
“Trey look let’s not talk about that ok…”
“Talk to me Shanell. How you really feel about being here since we’re here now?"

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Get Him STLGIIRL4LYFE2010 because you do own him a beat down I got your back. He better not start no mess bust his head to the WHITE MEAT LOL!

lol really trey?! how u gunna be mad bc she was talking 2 an old friend and chicks try 2 get @ u every? sum nerve! dre is sexy though so hey. talk on shanell lol

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Trey is a Jelly Belly smh (singing) Just Me For You lol ready for the next post

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u really did save me from that dumb fuck boy and yes that stupid hoe needs to be cursed out well to us and the twins

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Man!!!!! Mario Lopez? Hell Yeah. Trey know what it is. Nucca better spend some time at home---FOR REAL.

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See I still owe Trey his ass beating don't start nothing boy.

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I know Trey is not trying to be jealous with all the ish Shanell done went though because of him.

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“I was about to take Trejay upstairs Trey and put him in his bed.”
“I’ma go ahead and leave out Shanell. It was good seeing you. Trey again nice meeting you and keep doing what you doing as far as the music man. I‘ma fan.”
“Thanks! I will.”
“Trey I’m gonna walk Dre to the door in that case.” I left out with Dre, we said our goodbyes and then I went to put Trejay in his bed. As I was laying him down Trey comes in the room and shuts the door. I knew something was up.
“Did you have a nice work out?” I asked.
“Yeah, I did.”
“You were gone long enough. You guys were at the gym the whole time?”
“Yeah mostly. Then we went to get something to eat. Why?”
“Just a question.”
“You seemed to be cool while I was gone.”
“Just what are you trying to insinuate Trey?”
“You had Andre here keeping you company right? Oh let me rephrase dat, Dre.”
“And what’s that suppose to mean?”
“Smiling n’ shit when I walked in.”
“I’m not allowed to smile?”
“Before that you were giggling. I heard dat shit. That’s what prompted me to come in there.”
“Don’t tell me you have a problem with Dre?”
“Should I?”
“No! You know Trey, you have A LOT of nerve to have a problem with anything as much as I have to put up with women throwing themselves at you. Panties on the stage, phone numbers and naked pictures being sent. You see me having a conversation with an old friend from the neighborhood and all of a sudden there‘s reason for alarm. How many people tried to give you their number today at the gym?” Trey smiles. His smile winded me up. “I knew it!”

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“When you moved I was crushed. I was hoping you would call me or something since I had no way to get in touch with you but you never called. Then when I heard about you and Trey Songz I knew it was a wrap for me and any chance I thought I had.”
“Really? I had no idea. You use to always deny it to your brothers so I never really knew what to think.” Dre was two years older than me and Hispanic. He has always been good looking. If I had to say someone that he reminded me of it would be Mario Lopez but Dre had a bit of an edge on him. He had jet black hair that was cut low, freakish green eyes, 5’11 in height and muscles for days. I looked at him seeing what an attractive man he grew into, but was happy nothing never happened between us.
“Shanell are you ok?”
“I’m sorry. I just remember how skinny you were and how curly your hair use to be. To see you all buff now and just looking like this it’s gonna take some getting use to.” Dre started clowning himself about how thin he use to be and telling me all the names his brothers use to call him. I was laughing so hard. He said his brothers can’t say shit now. They still walking around looking how he use to look. I figured I better put Trejay down before I woke him.
“Dre I’ll be right back I’m going to put him upstairs in his bed before you end up making me wake him up from laughing too much.” I started scooting to get up off the couch since I had the baby in my arms. Dre stood up and helped me. Trey suddenly walks in and sees us. I guess I was still all smiles when he saw us. I could tell he was wondering what was going on. His face said it all.
“Hey babe.” I go over and kiss him. “Trey this is Andre a school mate of mine who use to live around the corner. Andre, Trey.” Dre extended his uninjured hand and Trey shook it.
“How you doing man nice to meet you.” Trey glances at his arm real quick.
“Nice to meet you too. See you kinda banged up there.”
“Yeah but this ain’t nothing.”

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“I can’t even remember now. Really I was so surprised to see her in person and just realizing that she was the one involved with your kidnapping and El, I was throwed. It’s something how the evil in you can make such a beautiful person so ugly.”
“I hope she rots in there.”
“I’m sure you do but I don’t wanna talk about something that I’m sure was traumatic for you. How bout I talk about how strong you must be and how Trey is a lucky man.”
“Yes he is isn’t he.” We both laugh.
“But you look good Shanell to have been through what you have and not let it affect you and make you crazy like Nikki. Not everybody could handle that.”
“Well I owe it all to Trey. He has been my rock. I couldn’t have kept going and fighting if it wasn’t for him because there were times when I did want to give up, but he wouldn‘t let me. He’s always been by my side and for that I will always be by his. I genuinely love him and can’t see my life without him in it now.”
“You guys have something real. That’s what true love will do for you. I feel the same way about Justine. I be counting the days when it’s time for her to come visit and wanting time to stand still when I’m with her.”
“Aw that’s so sweet.” I smile. “Listen to you all in love too. You haven‘t changed.” I could tell he didn’t know how to take that last part.
“You you saying you still see that same boy from high school?”
“No. Don‘t get me wrong now. I definitely don’t see you as the boy from school. You‘ve changed for sure, but you still have that same good spirit in you. After all these years you’re still someone I enjoy talking too.”
“I use to think you would one day see me as more than a friend and we’d magically end up together.”
“I figured you liked me, but you never approached me so I wasn‘t completely convinced.”

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“I see little man fell asleep.”
“It’s funny you called him that because he is my little man.” I kissed Trejay on the forehead. “Yeah he was tired. I know me and Trey’s relationship is not exactly a long distance one but I can empathize with you about spending time apart. I hate it when Trey’s on the road.”
“Ya’ll been together for a minute. I remember when he first came out and I seen pictures of the two of you. People didn’t believe me when I would say I knew you.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know. I ain’t even care. I would say that you lived right around the corner from me at that time of course and jokers just thought I was bullshitting.”
“So how do you like being a police officer?”
“It‘s great. I mean like everything else it has it’s moments. I’ve really been in some dangerous situations, but I took an oath to protect and serve and that’s what I’m gonna do.”
“I couldn’t handle that life. I would never sleep from worrying all the time with all the crazies and criminals that are out.”
“Yeah speaking of crazies that chick Nikki is off the hook.”
“Have you seen her or you just mean from what she‘s done to me?”
“Both. I saw her when I was in Los Angeles for a bit from being transferred. Me and my partner had got a call about a disturbance which eventually led us to take this particular individual to a mental institution. It just happen to be the same one she was in. The occupants was allowed to sit in this tv room. When we walked by to leave out I heard yelling in there so I peeked in real quick. She was the only one in there. She turned around and saw me and that’s when I realized it was her. I told her I just was making sure everything was ok. She smiled at me and kept on yelling to herself. I left her alone and got out of there.”
“What was she yelling about?”

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Now I remember who Aleen is. @STLGIRL4LYFE2010, she's the girl that kick azz right? Well they sure gon need Aleen. I sure hope Dre is a true friend because they gon need him too. Trey better not start acting up when he finds out about Dre. Marcus better stop watching Aleen's azz and pay attention.

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Wow Marcus and Aleen oh snaps ready to see how that turns out (STLGIRL4LYFE2010) lol she needs to be in LA to keep a close eye on Shanell but I still wanna know what is really up with this Dre dude it has to be something more between him and Shanell and my last ?? where the hell is Trey lol

dre probably looking @ trejay wishing that was his baby. lol nah. let me stop. but ok. so we'll c more of aleen in this story. ok. that's good. where the f did trey disappear 2 though??? he not slick!

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What me and Marcus is talking and I'm moving to L.A.

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Dre wanted to go say hello to my dad first and then he said he’d be back so we could get caught up. Trejay was getting antsy in Aleen’s arms so she gave him to me. I told her he was probably getting sleepy and needed a bottle. She said she would feed him and put him to sleep for me if I wanted her too. I just kept him. While Dre was still saying hello to everyone else I grabbed a bottle out of the kitchen for Trejay ran some warm water over it to warm it and sat on the couch feeding it to him. Then Andre walked in.
“So what’s up girl? It’s been a long time…how you been? I see you engaged now and got a family…two beautiful babies by the way.”
“Aw thanks Dre I’m great. Yes I am engaged. Trey and I will be getting married some time next year. It’s been a rough road getting here but things have been great. I won’t complain.”
“Yeah I heard about everything that went down with you and El. That dude always had some stuff with him. I never did like that cat.”
“You know they still haven’t caught him yet either.”
“Yeah I know. I couldn’t believe all the things I heard he did to you. I would’ve been killed his ass fuck around with me and I got the means to do it legally.”
“What happened to you anyway?”
“Oh this happened playing ball. I fell and came down on my arm wrong and broke it. Made it through combat in one piece get on the court and got hurt.” Andre shakes his head. “I was so mad at myself.”
“So what‘s been going on with you? Are you home because you live here…is it just a visit…do you have any kids…talk to me.” Andre laughs at my slew of questions.
“Yeah this is home. I don’t have any children yet but I’d love to have a family. As far as a relationship I’m seeing a nice young lady named Justine. I met her when I was in the Army a few years back. She‘s still in the Army stationed right now in Germany.”
“Aw ok I‘d love to meet her one day.”
“I‘d love that too. Yeah man she been hanging in there with me. This long distance thing has been rough.” Then Dre looks at Trejay.

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“I bet. You saw some nice views didn’t you? Or was it just the sight of one?”
“You ain’t pregnant now. We can fight.” I started laughing at her.
“Seriously when are you going to stop playing with Marcus. You know he’s really feeling you and I know you like him too.”
“Could you seriously see me with Marcus?”
“Yes! You guys hit it off real good when you‘re not arguing and being difficult with one another.”
“I just don’t know yet if I can trust him. I know he has another woman that he’s seeing. He says it’s not anything serious but he continues to see her and try to get at me. I don’t know if I should feel some type of way about that.”
“Well have you given him any indication at all that he has a real shot with you? Why would he give up what he has for something that’s only a possibility?”
“All I know is until he can show me that he’s really interested in me only, we’ll continue as we are.”
“Ya’ll both are crazy.” The doorbell sounding interrupted our conversation. I walked to go answer it since my parents were all in the sunroom. It was Mrs. Ramirez and Dre. It was so good to see them. It had been so long. They hugged me as best they could since I had Treyonna in my arms. Mrs. Ramirez was talking about how adorable she was. She told me I looked really good too. Andre agreed. Aleen walked in there and they had a chance to see Trejay. They couldn’t get over how much he resembled me. Andre started smiling and talking to both of them saying hello. They just stared at him not recognizing the face. My mom walked in and greeted the two of them. She told them they were welcome to come in the sunroom with everyone else since that’s where they were conversing. She nicely took Treyonna out of my arms. I knew my holding her wasn’t going to last very long. Mrs. Ramirez followed her since the two of them started talking. Aleen spoke to Dre since she knew him too. We stayed in the living room.

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I was looking at them all like they were insane. My mom gave up the baby and went to sit down with my dad and my uncle Frank. He had came by to pick up some things from my dad for the party. It was going to be held on he and my auntie Sandra’s ranch under big white tents. They all were sitting in the sunroom. My auntie Sharon was talking to me asking me questions about the twins and comparing my answers to what she experienced with Ricky and Raven. They asked my mom if they could go swimming since they had an in ground pool. My mom said she didn’t mind if her sister didn’t. Auntie Sharon told them they could. I noticed it was a little after 12:00 and Trey hadn’t been back yet. I was about to call him when I got distracted by Treyonna‘s outburst. Ricky or Raven made a lot of noise running to go get in the pool. It scared her and she went off. My auntie was trying to calm her, but well she tried for about two seconds. She quickly gave her up to me.
“I haven’t had to deal with that for some time now. She wants her momma she can have her.” My auntie is so crazy. She’s the feisty one out of her and my mom. She went in the sunroom and joined the others. I finally got my baby to stop crying but she was in her feelings. She was still pouting a little bit. I heard my auntie Sharon hollering at Ricky and Raven telling them to watch the noise since it’s babies around. Go figure. Aleen and I decided to go sit in the family room. We were talking getting caught up. Aleen had been thinking about moving to Los Angeles. I’ve been trying to talk her into it for the longest.
“Ok Shanell I’ve made a decision.”
“Which is?”
“I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna move.”
“Yes! I knew you would come around. You missed me didn’t you?”
“All that damn drama that surrounds you two? Hell no! I did enjoy myself out there other than that.”
“With Marcus around I’m sure you did.” Aleen rolls her eyes at me.
“I‘m thinking a change of scenery might not be so bad."

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I had a nightmare and suddenly awoke. I took both hands and covered my face in frustration. I looked at the clock to see what time it was. It was still early. It was around 10:00 am. I was surprised my parents didn’t need me for the twins. I noticed it was real quiet in the house. I went downstairs and saw the house was empty. I also noticed the stroller was gone. I didn’t even hear her come back in the room to get their clothes. I quickly grabbed the phone and was about to call my parents. Then I stopped myself. I took a deep breath because I felt myself about to panic and I didn’t want to do that. I walked to the front door and opened it to see if maybe they were close by. It was beautiful out. To see the blue skies and feel the warmth of the temperature on my skin put me at ease. Not too hot but comfortable. There was a nice warm breeze blowing. I pulled the door closed and went to get dressed and after that make myself some breakfast. As I was eating my mom and dad walked in the house along with my auntie Sharon, Ricky, Raven, Aleen and my dads brother Frank. I didn‘t think the line of people was going to ever end. Raven ran to me and hugged me. Ricky walked over all cool and then gave me a hug. I couldn’t believe how tall he was. Then I got hugs from everyone else. My auntie Sharon was holding Treyonna and my mom had Trejay.
“Where’d you guys go?”
“We took them for a walk. Everyone else just so happen to be pulling up as we were coming in.” Aleen wanted to hold one of the babies.
“Ok. How long am I going to wait before one of you big twins give me one of them?” My auntie Sharon responds to her.
“I just got here and just got her. Sheila know she can give him up.” My mom kisses Trejay on the cheeks and starts talking to him in a babyish tone.
“I can’t get enough of my snookum wookums.”
“You guys are the worst.” said Aleen. My mom finally gives in.
“Ok Aleen I guess I can give him up.”

ikr @ spiritualangel. ppl always bring drama when it comes 2 those 2. smh. oh well. it's 1 hell of a story though lol. next part please

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Shanell and Trey done been though so much everybody jus need to let them be

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I hope this Andre is not a crazy person.

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Looks like this Andre character is going to be a problem for somebody. I hope it's not Trey.

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Ummm wonder who this Dre character is.......

idk who dre is but i'm sure trey gunna be feeling sum type of way when he comes by. mmmm. i wish shanell would get over going 2 c them crazy chicks. she doesn't need 2

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