Hi, Im new here. and I dont really know where I should begin...
Hi trey songz and fans. 4 years ago I decided I would do music. something I realized alot of people wanted to do... but I felt it called to me somehow. once I got into music it seemed as though many people around the area wanted to record with me. However I was timid and afraid to sing, play the piano, or even dance in front of people. I doubtd myself, and continued to until I fell in love with this girl only to get my heart broken, lost my friends, and lost my grand parent and learned what real pain was. I carried that with me for years. Its funny... I bet your wondering why I decided to post here or even join. or even what this has to do with anything. The reason i am here is because.. well... because of a dream I had. I never really payed that much attention to trey even though I did like his songz. but for some reason I had a dream of the both us sitting accross from one another having a serious discussion. I remember his face vividly. He laughed for a bit and said something encouraging to me. yet i couldnt make out what he said nor can rememebr why he said it. all i know is that afterwards i changed. My anger, my worries, my perspective on life, and even my musical insight expanded. I couldnt see it. I simply felt it. and ever since then Ive been curious, because my dreams seem to be qwite literal. I figured maybe I should find a way to meet him. I remember everything from what he wore from the jeans up, to the color of the room. and the smile he responded with that made it seem like " Im curious how far you will go".
call me crazy i guess...I do not know why I dreamed of him in general. I just know that in some way god is telling me to meet this man. cuz he will help me find the answer in life that i have searched for. not just musically but as a man and a human being.
now for why im posting here.
Im only posting here because I gotta start somewhere. Its not like I deserve an extra special reason for seeing him. I am not ill, nor am i a super huge fan, nor am i well versed in his music. nor do I have money. its just... my gut, my heart and my head cant turn away from this. TRUST ME, IVE TRIED. something keeps calling me back. and honestly. Im not interested in anything beyond that one on one with him.
Because if he can help me find that answer. I'm willing to look at him.