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Well I'm not one to say that I don't need anyone to pray for me so please if any of you feel it in your hearts, please pray for me and ask God to give me discernment, protection, wisdom and knowledge about the things that I do not see nor understand. Thank you to all who decided to send one up for me. I'll do the same for you.
As for the way others choose to live their lives and their choices to display the things that they do, I have nothing to do with that. I can't change them, and it's none of my business. What they do is between themselves and God.
I don't understand the things that go on in cults or devil worship, so I stay clear from those things. Certain things that I find to be entertaining are just that to me. I don't read too much into things that don't really mean anything to me. I don't know those people, what they do does not affect me directly. If they're into all of that demonic stuff, that's their life. It doesn't make any sense to me so I choose to move on.
As for me standing for something, I stand on my right to choose to believe in God. I won't fall for foolishness like devil worship because I know that God is real, and Jesus is my savior. God gave us all free will and at the end of our lives, He'll be our only judge.

Replied To: Tell me I'm not CRAZY......!! (Forum topic)
On: Apr 13, 2012

Entry 79 cont'd
He said that he didn't know how he'd gotten there, and that he was unable to leave the room because the door didn't have a doorknob on it. He said that he'd tried to force the door open by slamming himself into it. When that didn't work, he said that he'd gone over to the window. All he could see from there was the front lawn, the entrance gate, and the marbled walkway to the entrance. The window wouldn't open.
He said he'd tried to yell for someone to let him out, but his throat was scratchy and dry.
The room had a bathroom in it and he went in there and drank from the sink. Afterwards, he said that he'd looked for his phone and wallet. They were gone, and so was his jewelry.
"That made me mad as hell." He said. He told us that he didn't know how long it took for someone to finally come into the room, but when the door opened, it was Jasmine, Mel, and two huge Hispanic guys who entered with them.
He said that he'd told them to let him out of the room. He said that when he'd tried to walk to the door, he got into a tussle with the two big guys. He said that Mel pulled out a gun and told him to go sit on the bed.
He said that Jasmine put a tray of food and a jug of iced tea on a table, and told him that she'd bring Trey to the house to see him later.
He said that after they left, the door slid closed and it didn't open up again until Jasmine came in while he was sleeping. He said that he'd felt the prick of the needle on his neck. He jumped up and tried to grab her. She ran out of the room before he could catch her and the door slid close behind her. He said that he'd gotten mad and kicked the door, then he heard noise coming from outside. When he saw all of us down on the lawn, he yelled out to us, but we didn't hear him, so he decided to break the window.
He said that he'd seen the way Kelli had gotten hit, too. Trey said that he'd felt bad about that.
"She's alright, now." I said.
Trey hugged me and asked me how I felt.
"I'm good." I said.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 (Forum topic)
On: Apr 12, 2012

Entry 79
This day is turning out to be a long one. I found a quiet corner to sit in, so I'm writing to pass the time away. Just looking at how the events of the day unfolded, I'm thinking that this would make a pretty good story in a tell all book. But I wouldn't do that to Trey. These pages are only going to be looked at years from now by our grandchildren.
I'm sitting in a waiting room that was sectioned off for our use in a private wing of the hospital. I guess it's the wing that's reserved for celebrities when they come to the hospital. When we got here, things were kind of crazy.
I rode in with Daddy, Trey, Lia, and Kenny in one car. My bodyguards rode with Missy and her mom in Missy's truck. Trey's cousin and best friend rode in the rental we'd come in, along with Kenny's brother. Kelli rode in a squad car with the officer who'd been helping her.
There were fans gathered outside of the hospital's emergency room entrance, so we didn't enter the hospital that way. A young orderly ushered us through another entrance. The police presence there was pretty heavy, as were the reporters and other news media. Daddy tried to shield me from the cameras and reporters as we walked, so they fired their questions at him, instead. They also yelled out to Trey. Funny how Kenny was still doing his job as Trey's protector. It took for Eric and Charles to surround them and block the cameras before Kenny walked ahead with the rest of us. Chrissy made sure that Missy and her mom didn't get lost in the shuffle.
We were brought to a separate part of the hospital, where it was much quieter. Immediately a nurse told us that if we wanted to be seen by the doctor, we were to wait in one room. The others would have to wait in the waiting area.
Daddy insisted that I be seen by the doctor. I did as I was told. Trey and I huddled together while Kenny told us about the moments before we showed up to rescue him. He told us that two days ago he woke up in the room, achy and thirsty as hell.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 (Forum topic)
On: Apr 12, 2012

Oh yeah, I didn't mention the part in Nicki's performance where she was in the confessional booth, flirting with the Priest, or the part where they tried to perform the exorcism. To me it was all just entertainment. I guess not too many people were entertained.

Replied To: Tell me I'm not CRAZY......!! (Forum topic)
On: Apr 12, 2012

I never heard that 6 thing mentioned in the song either. I heard of a lot of stuff concerning Jay Z and satanism. I don't know what to believe about that. All I can do is pray for him if it's true. As for Nicki and Roman, I didn't know that she was supposed to be possessed by Roman, I thought that he was supposed to be her male "alter ego", all for entertainment purposes.
My take on her performance at the Grammys was that when the priest went to the home, he was supposed to be there to check on a child who was demon possessed. When he saw the child, he thought that he was going to see a little boy, spouting satanic gibberish. Instead, he was confronted by a pretty little girl. The child stated that his name was Roman. Of course, the whole thing had demonic connotation within it because they were spoofing "The Exorcist".
I thought it was funny, but I didn't take it to mean that she was really being possessed by Roman. I thought it looked more like Roman was a boy who really wished he was a girl. Or, that Roman is a boy trapped inside a girl.
I do believe that they were playing around with religion though. I'm not Catholic, but I do follow the Christian faith and I do know that certain things I see in the entertainment industry are blasphemous. I choose not to get too deep in what other people choose to believe in. That's between them and God.
As for Drake, he's Jewish. He was probably brought up to practice that faith. I don't know too much about it, so I can only say that I do know that most Jews don't recognize Jesus as the Messiah. As for the video he just did, I think it was supposed to be done in fun. Not making fun of his religion as a whole, but saying that he embraces both, his commitment to God and his commitment to his work in the entertainment business. Remember, Drake is also an actor. I don't want to get all preachy and say that you can't serve two masters, but again, that's between him and God.
I'll continue to pray for Trey and the company he keeps.

Replied To: Tell me I'm not CRAZY......!! (Forum topic)
On: Apr 12, 2012
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