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Hi everyone!!
@ Da Shy Scorpio - Yeah, it has been a looooong time since I've been on here. I missed you guys and this site. I was so sick for the longest time, and to top it off, I had a really bad case of writer's block. It was as if I'd forgotten who my characters were. Nothing that I tried to write in this story made any sense. I was so frustrated, so I just put the story on hold because I really didn't want to write just whatever came to mind and mess up the whole thing, you know?
Well anyway, I'm back, and I'm going to give the story another try. I hope don't mess it up. You're welcome to tell me if I do mess up, tho.
Well here it goes...

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Feb 15, 2013

This video is great! Great pick for the scenery, great pick with the love interest, and great idea for the storyline in all. To think, all of those heartfelt feelings and thoughts and visuals came from a 'what if' moment. Although the song itself is bittersweet, the video brings it all together, and it actually made me like the song a lot more.

On: Nov 26, 2012

Entry 83 cont'd
"What happened?" I demanded as I ran to the balcony. Trey didn't follow me. Instead he went toward the door. He told Chrissy in a calm manner to let him out of the room. Chrissy refused.
"I got my orders, Trey. You and Essence have to go out on the balcony and stay there."
Trey asked her what was going on. Chrissy shook her head.
"That idiot Mel came up here with some goons. Charles told me to keep you and Essence out on the balcony."
Trey tried to open the door, but Chrissy protested. She told us that they all had guns and that Mel had grabbed Kelli and threatened to shoot if any one tried to stop him from leaving with her. Of course, our guys had stepped in to stop them, and a fight broke out.
"It all happened so fast, and Charles gave me my orders. Kenny told me to look out for you two. " She nodded toward the balcony where Trey's assistant was frantically speaking on the phone.
The next thing we knew we heard shots being fired. We didn't know where they were coming from.
"Duck down!" Chrissy shouted. She stooped down, pulling Trey with her, then she ran over to me. She pushed me to the far side of the balcony and told me to stay down. Before she knew what was happening, Trey ran out of the room.
Me and Trey's assistant both called after him.
"Oh, shit! Trey!" Chrissy yelled after him. She turned to me, her eyes blazing.
"Don't you even think about leaving this balcony, I'm not playing, Essence." She said.
I was shocked to see this side of Chrissy. She'd never spoken to me like that before and she was really being tough. She closed the sliding door and ran out of the room, slamming the door behind her.
"The police are on their way." Trey's assistant told me.
From where we were, there wasn't much to see and we couldn't hear anything. We were just out on that balcony like two sitting ducks.
Finally, Charles came into the room and let us back into the room. He told me to pack mine and Trey's things because we were leaving the hotel right away.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Oct 24, 2012

Entry 83 cont'd
I heard Kelli suck her teeth and move away from us. I didn't care. I just wanted to stand there with Trey and make out. I didn't care who was watching. All around us I could hear the others all hugging each other and talking about what happened. I didn't want to hear the recap. I had my baby back and all I wanted to do was make sure that he was okay. I took his hand and led him into the bedroom. I tried hard not to smirk as we walked past Kelli. Envy was written all over her face.
Trey closed the door behind us and I pushed him up against it. We continued our kiss. Trey is the best kisser! I didn't want his lips to leave mine. When they did, I wasn't disappointed because they went straight to my neck. The sensations I felt took me to another place and time.
We were back at my place, in New York, making love.
I pretended that the voices we heard in the other room were coming from the TV. All I wanted to do was pretend that this trip had never happened.
Trey must have felt the same way because he didn't stop me from loosening his pants. In one swoop he had me up in his arms and I playfully bit his neck as he carried me to the bed. We didn't undress all the way, but enough clothing was moved to the side. I wanted him so bad.
Just as it was about be really good, we heard the loudest explosion come from the next room.
Trey and I just froze, looking at each other. I heard Kelli screaming. There was the sound of loud, angry male voices and furniture being moved around.
The door to the bedroom flew open. In rushed Trey's assistant and Chrissy. I threw myself on top of Trey in an attempt to hide his nakedness.
Chrissy was all business. She was carrying her gun. She quickly ushered Trey's assistant to the balcony.
"Sorry to interrupt, but Essence, I need you to go out on that balcony. You too, Trey. Get up!" She threw two robes at us and closed the door. She stood guard while we hurriedly fixed our clothes.
We could hear the noise in the next room.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Oct 24, 2012

Entry 83 cont'd
I remember thinking that Kelli should just grow a spine and leave - I know I would have. Then again, I remember how happy Kelli and her ex seemed to be on quite a few occasions. From the way she dressed I could tell that he spared no expense on her. Hate to admit it, but Kelli is very pretty, and no doubt her ex liked to show her off. He just had this crazy jealous streak that reared its ugly head a lot. Now that I know Kelli a little better, I think that she was probably very good at provoking him.
I'll never forget that note she slipped underneath Trey's door. It made so mad that I wanted to beat her senseless, instead, I got her ex to do it. Boy, did I pay for that one! It almost cost me my relationship with Trey.
Thinking about all of that and standing there looking at Kelli sent a wave of shame and guilt over me. I could have gotten that poor girl killed.
Yeah, Kelli is a dingbat, but she's still a human being. I guess what makes me so upset with her is the fact that she's so damn weak.
I watched Eric hold her close and slowly begin to rock her back and forth. Charles wanted to know if she knew if Mel had followed her to the hotel. Even Chrissy looked overly concerned.
Kelli sure knows how to make everybody feel sorry for her. Anger surged through me and I wanted to scream out,
"It's not about you, you weak bitch!" And just as I was going to, the hotel door flew open and Trey and his team all walked in. I was so happy to see him, but it took me a few seconds to come down from my anger and get my feet to move in his direction.
That was all the time it took for Kelli to shake Eric off of her like he was coat that had fleas all on it. She practically pounced on Trey, who looked surprised to see her there.
"Omigosh, you're alright. I was so worried about you!" She cried out.
"Down, Lassie! Go sit!" I ordered as if she were a poodle. I ignored her look of disdain as I slid in between her and Trey. I gave him the longest kiss that I could give.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Oct 24, 2012
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE Trey Songz. I am his self proclaimed Stalker, and I mean that in a good way. I am a huge fan/supporter and I am proud of it. I am also proud to be called one of his Angels. My nickname is #RebelliousAngel. I know that sounds bad, but believe me, it's all good. LOL.
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