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Entry 83 cont'd
"Shh, Essence! Oh damn, I think he sees me!" Kelli whispered. I could hear the click of heels rapidly moving along pavement.
"There's a cab. Oh gosh!" I could hear Kelli's breathing turn into short huffs and seemingly, in the background, I could hear Mel's voice calling out to her.
I heard what sounded like heavy patting against something dull and hard.
"Open the door! Ooo, open the door, PLEASE!" The patting got louder and so did Mel's voice.
"Kelli, get over here!" He shouted.
I heard a click and then a slam, like a car door closing, then I could hear a soft but friendly sounding male voice saying something, but Kelli was yelling over him.
"DRIVE - Just drive - PLEASE!"
"Kelli what's going on?" I asked. She didn't answer, but we could hear the cab start up. I heard Mel's voice again and a quick thud like the sound of something hitting the side of the car.
Of course, my bodyguards and me were all stuck, like, what the hell was going on.
I heard Mel shout for Kelli to get her dumb ass out of the car. Kelli, in return, told the driver to just drive straight ahead. We heard the cabbie tell her in a soft and reasonable voice that he wasn't just going to drive forward and run over the guy. Instead, we heard the car horn honk and the driver yelled for Mel to move out of the way. We heard another thud, then we heard Mel curse at the cabbie.
"Oh, I don't have to stay here and take that. No no no." The driver must have moved his car because we heard tires screeching, and him beep his horn again.
"Move out of the way!" He shouted, angrily that time.
I couldn't take it anymore. I had to know what happened to Trey. I shouted that I needed another phone. Eric gave me his as I dropped mine. I headed for the other room while I dialed Trey's number. It rang until I got his voicemail.
"No! Not this again!" I yelled as panic surged through me. This couldn't be happening again. I called back and this time Trey's assistant answered. I was beside myself with worry.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Oct 09, 2012

Entry 83
Ok, I'm getting tired of this bullshit. Every time Trey leaves my side, something crazy happens to him. All he was supposed to do was go up to the hospital, speak to the Addams Family for a while, probably even speak to the police, clear his name and hopefully, some of the rumors, then come back to me. As fate would have it, that is so NOT what happened.
About an hour and a after my last entry, I got a call from none other than Kelli's ditsy ass. She was crying and talking at the same time. She also seemed to be out of breath so I couldn't understand a thing she was saying to me. I had to hang up on her twice. By the third call, I was really annoyed with her.
"Kelli, I'm telling you, if you squeal in my ear one more time -"
"Essence! I'm sor-ry. I'm so upset - I can't belieeeeeeve -"
"Kelli! Get a hold of yourself! Why do you keep calling me?" I shouted impatiently into my cell.
It only took a minute for my bodyguards to rush into the room. Eric and Charles burst in with their new guns held in position, looking as if they couldn't wait to pop off with the shiny chrome. Chrissy rushed over to me and asked me what was wrong.
I just pointed to my phone and explained that I thought that Kelli was crank calling me. Gently, Chrissy took the phone from me.
"Who is this?" She asked. She nodded as if in confirmation, then she hit the speaker button.
Through the interference on the other end we could hear Kelli's voice. She still sounded out of breath, but she was speaking in a softer, more coherent form of speech.
"Omigosh, omigosh... ok, I think I lost him." She was saying.
We all gave each other puzzled looks. What the hell was Kelli talking about?
"Lost who?" I spoke up.
"Melshawn. He was just chasing me. I got away, though. I need to catch a cab to your hotel. Omigosh, Essence...Trey..." she started up with her whining again.
"What about Trey? What the fuck happened to Trey?!" Oh I was losing it.
"What happened to Trey?" I screamed at her.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Oct 09, 2012

Entry 82 cont'd
Trey asked me if I wanted to go with them, but of course I told him no. Even though I was curious about Jasmine's condition, I was in no way about to go up to that hospital to actually see her. If what Kelli had said was true, I could have been walking right into a trap.The nerve of Jasmine, telling the police that I tried to kill her because I'm jealous of her "relationship" with Trey. For all I know, they could be up there right now, waiting to arrest me on sight.
I didn't want to undermine Trey's reasoning for going up there. I know that a lot of it has to do with clearing his name for the sake of his career and for his fans too. But I also know that deep down Trey is really concerned about Jasmine.
Pushing all of the craziness aside, even I have to step back a little and admit that Jasmine and Trey share a past that no one is allowed to step in the middle of. Trey had to go so that he and Jasmine could have the chance to set things right between them.
I'm not worried nor am I jealous. Trey doesn't want her. Although he didn't really need to tell me so, he did pull me aside and hold me as if he thought he'd never see me again. He promised me that he was coming right back here to me. He said that when he does come back, from that moment on it will be all about us, no outside interference.
I did warn him to be careful, though. With all that has happened, I told him to trust no one, including Jasmine's delusional mother, Robin. I wouldn't be surprised if she had a syringe or two up her sleeve.
After Trey and 'em left, I told my bodyguards that I just wanted to be left alone for a while. I told them to take the rest of the day off and enjoy the beach, or go shopping. Chrissy started to protest, but Eric told her that it would be a good idea to do what I said. Gently, Charles put his hands on her shoulders and steered her toward the door. He told me to holler if I need them and he smiled as they all left. They're probably posted outside my door.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Sep 26, 2012

Thank you for your prayers and comments. I missed you guys! :)

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Sep 26, 2012

I have been afraid of Leatherface my entire life! I still can't watch the original Chainsaw without cringing. I can't even imagine that maniac going after Trey. It's really like having a nightmare come true for me. All I can say is that I hope Trey doesn't die, but if he does, I hope that I can control myself from cursing out loudly at the screen, lol. I'll probably go late at night to see it too.

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On: Sep 15, 2012
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE Trey Songz. I am his self proclaimed Stalker, and I mean that in a good way. I am a huge fan/supporter and I am proud of it. I am also proud to be called one of his Angels. My nickname is #RebelliousAngel. I know that sounds bad, but believe me, it's all good. LOL.
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