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Entry 81 cont'd
Robin was still yelling through the phone, and she was just warming up in her rant.
"So stupid, fighting over a man! If the boy don't want you, he don't want you, plain and simple! You should have known that they were going to get back together eventually. How long did you think she was going to be able to hold out from his advances? A blind man can see that they belong together!" Robin was really on a roll, but what the hell was she talking about?
I blurted out that question to her, then I couldn't help but to laugh. I guess she got even more angry.
"What the hell am I talking about? What the hell am I talking about?!! You know damn well what I'm talking about! Everybody knows that Trey has been trying to get back together with Jasmine for years. He had her out there with him while he was on tour, and he's constantly writing songs about her. You need to just step back and let them be."
Now I know exactly where Jasmine gets her crazy, delusions from - her even crazier ass mother!
I had to set that woman straight on a few things, and I was by no means shy or polite about it. I began to yell just as loud as Robin had yelled, but I could barely get a word in edgewise, because the woman wouldn't shut up. She kept going on and on about Trey and Jasmine's "relationship". She made me so mad when she said that I was desperate and bitter, and that I needed to spend my time and money on better things, instead of chasing Trey all around, trying to get him to come back to me.
"You need to stop taking those drugs your daughter keeps pushing into every one's veins. You don't know what you're talking about, and as far as Trey is concerned - he is MY man! He's going to stay MY man and your bloodhound stalker daughter needs to be locked up in the psych ward in that hospital!"
I know, I know. I totally lost it. If Daddy had been there at that moment, I doubt if he'd have been proud of me. Several people actually stepped out of the other room to look at me.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Aug 10, 2012

Entry 81 cont'd
Oh my gosh! Was she serious? Jasmine must have lost a lot of blood to her brain. Did she really think that the police would believe her crazy version of events?
Before I could say anything else to Kelli, I heard her murmuring to someone else in the background. I heard her say my first and last names. A second later, I heard another voice on the line.
"Hello, is this Essence?" A female voice asked me. She had a southern accent.
"Yes this is she, who may I ask, wants to know?" I spoke politely.
"This is Jasmine's mother, Robin."
I got mixed emotions right on the spot.
First of all, I didn't like the coldness in the tone of her voice. It made me want to return the attitude immediately. But I caught myself. Of course Jasmine's mother would use that tone of voice with me. She'd probably be shooting me dirty looks if she could see me through the phone. Even though we'd never met before, she had every right to be downright angry with me. I decided to take the mature route for that conversation.
"Are you there?" I heard Robin's voice in my ear.
"Yes I'm here, uh, ma'am." I said.
"You don't have to be all polite over the phone. I heard all about what's been going on between you and my daughter. Let me tell you something, just because you have all that money and fancy lawyers, it don't mean you can't face the punishment of the law."
Was that chick trying to threaten me?
"Excuse me miss, but before you jump to judgement about me, it seems as if you should get a few of your facts straight. If you know anything about what's been going on between Jasmine and me, then you'll know that Jasmine is the cause of it all."
'Don't you dare speak about my daughter like that. Especially not since you tried to kill her. You crossed the line right there!" Robin's voice shot up in volume and I actually took the phone away from my ear and stared at it.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw Chrissy give me a curious look. I put the phone back up to my ear and rolled my eyes.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Aug 10, 2012

Entry 81 cont'd
I didn't like not knowing, so when the interview was over, I called the hospital to check on Jasmine's status. I was transferred to her room, where surprisingly, Kelli answered the phone.
She didn't seem surprised to hear that it was me on the phone. I told her that I had called to find out whether Jasmine was going to live or not.
"Yeah, she's going to live. She lost a lot of blood, but she got a transfusion. She's sleeping now, but the police were here to talk to her a little while ago." Kelli said.
I asked her if she'd been with Jasmine all night, and she told me that she had. She told me that Mel had been there too.
"Why isn't he in jail?" I asked her. I know the tone of my voice told her how I felt. Her tone changed as well and she answered back.
"He didn't do anything, Essence. He was actually trying to help Kenny, that's why he sent me over to that house with the food. This was all Jasmine's doing. She had to blackmail Mel in order to get him to help her."
"Blackmail him? How?" I wanted to know.
Kelli used her ill placed loyalty and told me that I didn't need to know everything. She even told me that I was lucky that Jasmine hadn't died because I would have been charged with murder. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. How could I be charged with anything? I had acted in self defense. I told Kelli that Jasmine was lucky that I wasn't pressing charges against her - yet.
"Well according to what Jasmine told the police, it was she who had acted in self defense. She even told them that you got onto the property illegally and attacked her for no reason." Kelli said.
I almost laughed. How could she get anyone to believe that story?
"Trey was right there. He's my witness." I told her.
"Jasmine told the police that Trey wasn't in the house when the two of you fought. She said that if you tell them anything other than what she says happened, it's because you're Trey's jealous, jilted ex, and you're hell bent on revenge against her." Kelli said.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Aug 10, 2012

Entry 81
By the time I got back from Chrissy's room, Trey's phone interviews were going in full swing. I sat in while Trey spoke to radio station after radio station. Kenny was interviewed as well. They told as much of their story as was advised for them to tell. Trey and Kenny got a lot of sympathy and love from the DJ's and fans. After one of the interviews, Trey's assistant showed him his Angels website. There were videos of Trey's best supporters and they were all showing their love for Trey and Kenny. One video even showed a group of Angels, huddled outside of the hospital Trey had stayed in. They had signs, candles, and gifts, and they said prayers for Trey, and played his songs as a sign of love and support. One girl even cried and begged a doctor who happened to be leaving the hospital for information on Trey's condition. The embarassed MD told them that he wasn't assigned to Trey.
Towards the end of the video, the girls were all cheering and smiling. They hugged each other and a male nurse who told them that Trey was doing well and that he was expected to make a full recovery.
I could see the emotion all over Trey's face as he watched each video. He was really touched by their feelings toward him.
He mentioned the website in his next interview and he thanked his fans for their love and support. He told them that he loved them back and that he appreciated them all to the fullest. He also urged them to go to their local hospitals and show that same love and support to some of the less fortunate patients.
I was surprised at one point when one of the DJs asked me for my imput. Trey held my hand and I expressed how I'd felt during the time we couldn't find Trey and Kenny. I had been advised by Trey's attorney not to give much detail about Jasmine's part in the whole ordeal. I wasn't supposed to say anything that Jasmine could use against us as slander. I did as I was told. I was asked if I knew how Jasmine was doing.
"I don't know." I answered.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: Aug 10, 2012

Entry 80
Will Trey and I ever get to go away and have a good time like normal people do? Will we ever get to go someplace and just be able to enjoy ourselves without all of the extra drama? I'm starting to think that the odds are against that happening.
After we left the hospital last night, everyone just decided to call it a night. We all went to our rooms and for the most part, Trey and I just sulked around in ours.
We were happy to have everybody back healthy and safe, but the mood in the air just wasn't quite right. After showering, we just closed the door to the balcony, closed the curtains and spent the night in almost total silence.
I took an extra long shower on purpose, savoring the chance to scrub off the grime of the day. When I got out of the bathroom, Trey was laying on the bed in his underwear. I decided to just wear my robe. He let me give him a rub down, but after a while, it was obvious that things weren't going to progress from there, not that my heart would have been in it anyway.
My thoughts kept going back to Jasmine and that video. This is the one time that I can say that Jasmine had some truth to her craziness.
While we were at the hospital, I told Trey about the video. He took a glimpse at it, but he didn't want to watch the whole thing. After that, his mood went slowly but surely downhill. I don't blame him. Who wouldn't be depressed after finding out that they'd slept with Jasmine?
Trey told me that he didn't want to talk about what could have gone on with Jasmine in that room. I wanted to try and comfort him, but what could I say that would make him feel better? I remember how bad I'd felt after what happened in Chicago. When I thought that I'd been running around, having unprotected sex with different men, Trey had been my rock. He was the one who had given me assurance and I probably would have gone crazy from guilt if it hadn't been for him. For some reason, I'm not as good with soothing him with my words. It was killing me because I didn't know what to say to make him feel better.
I was left to wonder about what thoughts could have been running through his mind. I know that they couldn't have been pleasant thoughts. Every once in a while I'd catch him staring off into space, with this look on his face. He looked liked he wanted to murder someone.
Even though Trey is a man, in my opinion, he had been taken advantage of sexually. Most men probably don't want to call it rape, but what else could you call it? If he were a woman, he could report the incident and Jasmine's sick ass would be in jail.
I wondered if he would report the incident, but I was afraid to ask him at that moment. The silence between us began to stifle me, so I fixed both of us a drink. When we finished those, I fixed another. By the third drink, I just brought the bottles to the bed. After awhile, Trey felt relaxed enough to talk. He spoke about getting back to work and he wondered what the video that he and Nicki had just done would look like.
I listened to him talk and I didn't mention one thing about Jasmine or our crazy day. I don't remember falling asleep, but Trey was up before me this morning. Breakfast was already here and Trey was showering. I noticed that his assistant had written a schedule on his tablet. It looks as if he's going to be talking to several radio stations over the next hour or two.
Miss April came in to say goodbye to us because Trey's younger brother is having an event at his school this evening. Trey's manager and his stylist are on their way over here. Trey has two video interviews to do, too.
It seems like things are back to business as usual, except, the buzz is all about what's been going on out here in LA. Talk about living under a rock! How the hell did I miss the fact that with social media being what it is, half the world is privy to what's going on in a celebrity's life almost as quickly as it happens?
I've been right here, living this nightmare of a time out here, and I've been totally oblivious about the outside world and what everyone else may be hearing or seeing. I mean all of that out there was just fuzzy, like a blur, and all that I've ben totally focused on was Trey himself.
Hell, it's been like that for all of us. With the exception of Trey's manager, his assistant, and C. Nicole his PR girl, this whole camp has been out of the loop, and a lot has happened.
Aside from the blogs talking about what they think has been going on, there is also the news media that keep running the story about the R&B heartthrob who had been on the scene where two young ladies were caught up in separate altercations at the home of a wealthy businessman.
News about Trey's and Kenny's disappearances had been streamed across the screen while the news was on.
BET hinted at the possibility of an exclusive interview as soon as the word was given, and we all totally missed the segment on 106 & Park where Terrence and Rocsi announced their well wishes to us all for our dilemma.
My name has been kept out of the press and I know that Daddy has everything to do with that. In a way I'm grateful for that, but then again, I don't want to give any credit to Nosey Ms. Rosey's claim that I just totally abandoned my baby in his time of need. At last on the news they had footage of me by Trey's side at the Mexican restaurant and at Missy's grandfather's house.
I have to get dressed. Since it's getting kind of crowded in here, I'm going to see if I can use Chrissy's room.

Replied To: The Stalker Diaries 2 ()
On: May 21, 2012
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I LOVE LOVE LOVE Trey Songz. I am his self proclaimed Stalker, and I mean that in a good way. I am a huge fan/supporter and I am proud of it. I am also proud to be called one of his Angels. My nickname is #RebelliousAngel. I know that sounds bad, but believe me, it's all good. LOL.
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