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(P) “Crystal why would you say that?”
(C “Cause you being a hypocrite.”
(P) “That’s not what I’m talking about.”
(S) “Wait a minute…so you slept with Trey before Paige?” Paige couldn’t even look at me. Her eyes were still on Crystal.
(P) Shanell that happened a long time ago and it wasn’t while he was with Nikki either.” she said rolling her eyes at Crystal.
(C “I thought you told me that.”
(P) “No, that was Asia that he cheated with on Nikki.” My mind was spinning and it wasn’t from the drinks.
(S) “Paige can you take me home now…I’m ready to go…better yet, never mind…I’ll call someone to pick me up.” I stood up from the table to leave it, to call my cousin in private.
(C “I know you not gettin upset with her over something that happened before you were even in the picture….that’s just stupid.”
(P) Crystal shut up sometimes! Shanell you gotta know that me and Trey are just good friends. That’s it…I mean it was so long ago we don’t even acknowledge that we…” I put my hand up to stop her.
(S) “I don’t even wanna hear anymore. Believe it or not Paige I’m not even mad about that. I just got some other things on my mind that I need to deal with.”
(C “It’s mighty funny you leavin after you heard that tho…why you leaving then?”
(P) “Crystal shut da fuck up!” Then Paige gets up and stands in front of me. “Please don’t get upset with Trey about this. It really was nothing…I can’t stress that enough to you. It’s like it never even happened Shanell and you and Trey make a great couple…you’re really good for him.” I just stared her in her face as she spoke.
(S) “I never thought I wasn’t good for Trey, Paige. My concern is what’s good for me. Good night ladies.” I called my cousin Lebron to come and pick me up and waited for him in the lobby area of the club. Meanwhile Paige and Crystal was still there. Crystal saw El over at the bar getting a drink and decided to go over and talk to him.

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On: Jul 08, 2011

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You’re the one who felt the need to do what you had to do and got caught up! Don’t ever blame your going to jail on me. I went through hell after that incident trying to clear my name because of ya sorry ass, accidentally accused of being an accomplice, but never again.”
“Never say never baby…I gave you the world…and I’ll do it again. I’m gonna always love you…you ain’t never getting rid of me so tell that chump don’t get too comfortable.” Something had definitely changed about El. It scared me a little. I didn’t say anything else
I just left him standing there and caught up with Paige and Crystal. We were sitting at a table talking.

C “You two looked mighty cozy…who was that?”
(P) “Crystal you are one newsy ass chick.”
(S) “Believe me no one.”
(C “Shanell where Trey at tonight?”
(P) “You mean to tell me you don’t know ms. I spy?”
(S) “I don’t know Crystal…haven’t talked to him today.”
(C “Why…I would be on dat ass everyday checking up on him.”
(P) “Everybody’s not a stalker like you.”
(C “I would only do that with him…all that sexy has to be checked up on from time to time.”
(S) “I don’t do that with Trey. I trust him.”
(C “He must trust you too then.”
(S) “As a matter of fact he does.”
(P) “He got more reason to trust her than she has to trust him…all those women.”
(C “It only takes one person to cheat right Shanell.
(S) “I don’t worry about that. If he’s gonna cheat…he’s gonna cheat…I’ll deal with it when and if it happens Crystal.” Crystal was starting to get under my skin. This is why I don’t like to hang out with females a lot. She seems to be trying to insinuate something and I’m not gonna give in to her shenanigans.
(P) That’s how I feel too Shanell…shit…if they do it, what can you do but cut the shit outta them once you find out.” Paige’s humor was right on time.
(C “How you gone say some shit like that when you cheated with Trey when he was with
Nikki.” Paige looked at crystal with venom in her eyes. I looked at Paige stunned.

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On: Jul 08, 2011

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“Damn…look at my sweetness.” If looks could kill he would be dead. I was not in the mood to fool with him. “You here…up in da club…what da fucks up wit dat?”
“I don’t owe you any explanations.”
“Whoa…what’s up wit all the hostility…nigga do a bid and you lose ya fuckin mind.”
“El why are you here?”
“Oh since when did you own the club…I can be here.”
“I’m not referring to the club…why are you in my space.”
“My baby done got all hard and shit on me…dat shit’s sexy on you.” arms folded with an attitude
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Sweetness I know you still hurtin behind what happened…that’s why I’m tryna make it up to you.”
“Hurting…you think I’m still stuck on something that happened over five years ago…El I’m passed that…and I’m furthermore passed you.” Only if he knew.
“It is true huh?” I looked at him sideways not understanding.
“What’s true?”
“You seeing that punk ass nigga Trey Songz.”
“Goodbye El.” attempting to walk away
“Whatchu walking away for…it must be true.” swings head around to respond
“Who I’m dating, if I’m dating is none of your business…El I’m asking you nicely…can you please just leave me alone?” He grabs both of my hands. I had no idea Crystal and Paige was walking over to us…we’re steady talking.
“Look sweetness won’t you just forgive a brutha and why you at it let me hit dat one more time for old time sake…then I’ll consider leaving you alone.” I quickly removed my hands from his grasp.
“Hell no El! I don’t…”
(P) “Shanell I seen a table over there so we’re gonna go sit down…I just wanted to tell you where we were.”
“I’m coming.” They walk off. “El have a nice life and stay out of mine.” I went to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
“You think you can say those words to me and get rid of me that easily…I went to jail for ya ass…you owe me.”
“Oh no…let‘s get something straight…you went to jail because of your own greed, it had nothing to do with me. I never asked you or expected you to provide what you couldn’t afford.

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On: Jul 08, 2011

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Then my mom got up from the dining room table to get comfortable and unpack. I was glad to get my mothers advice. It was a lot to digest so I decided to ponder on her words before I made any decisions on what to tell Trey.

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Tonight was the night that me, Paige and Crystal was gonna hang. I was actually a little excited about it. Since being with Trey I’ve been exposed to more clubs than a little bit. The idea of it wasn’t as foreign anymore. I wasn’t a girl who did a whole lot of dancing so once we got there I knew that was not jumping off. I only dance for my baby. The club was packed wall to wall. We couldn’t even find a table. We decided to go get some drinks and find a spot to stand in. We had guys on us immediately like moths to a flame. Crystal and Paige went out on the dance floor with the guys that asked them to dance. I of course was the odd ball and turned my guy down. I was enjoying the music rocking and having my own little party. I wasn’t feeling his interruption.

female “Excuse me but are you the girl in the photos with Trey Songz?”
me playing dumb…“Who?” She spoke a little louder thinking I didn’t hear her.
“The singer Trey Songz…are you that girl in the photos?”
“Oh no that’s not me.”
“I swear she looks just like you.”
“I get that a lot, but I‘m not her.” Then the female walks back with her friends. I was starting to get annoyed already and I just got here. To make matters worst my ex spotted me and was walking over to me.

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On: Jul 07, 2011

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“Cheating no…the falling out of love…I wouldn’t say falling out of love, but you have your days where you’re not sure if you want to fight or just throw in the towel because of situations that may arise….but then your father will do some small gesture that means so much and it will remind me of why I fell in love with him in the first place.”

“I’m just not sure if I will be able to get use to all of this…I mean it’s been so chaotic these past three years mom and he’s really just getting started. You know after that whole ordeal with El how I shy away from the spotlight and hate people getting in my business.”

“I know and I can’t stand him for making you go through that but sweetheart you need to remember one thing, if you’re not happy how can you be happy with someone else. This has to be right for you too. You have your future to think about…your hopes and dreams…and that needs to co-exist with whomever you decide to share your life with. Trey is making his dream come true and these are the sacrifices that he’s willing to make because it’s what he wants. You need to figure out if you’re willing to make the same ones without losing who you are in the process.”

“Ugh…this is so hard…”

“Shanell do you really love Trey?”

“Of course I do…that’s what makes this so hard…it’s not my love that’s in question…it‘s the lifestyle that I have my doubts about.”

“Baby if you love him stay true to yourself first and then be honest with him about it. If you can’t deal with his lifestyle then you need to love him enough to let him go now. I know your heart doesn‘t feel like it can do that, but the one thing I‘ve learned is there‘s no stopping real love. It may be absent from the eyes but it will always be present in the mind and in the heart. Learned that from your grandmother.”

I was just looking down listening to my moms words playing with my nails.

“I miss nanna.”

“So do I.”

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On: Jul 07, 2011
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I'm a independent woman & mother who strives 4 the best 4 myself & my fam. I luv 2 write & would luv 2 become a famous author, which is a dream of mine, & soon 2 bcome my reality. I've jus wrote my 1st book. I know it's a process, but at least I'm n the game & I play 2 win. I'm a new fan of Trey Songz. I've always heard his music, but it wasn't until I heard "Hood Love" by MJB featuring him, that piqued my interest about him as an artist. I have all his cd's now & I'm lovin the latest 1 PPP. I"ve said it b4 & I'll say it again Trey u inspire me as a writer. I luv ur work. I can honestly say that ur songs make me feel like ur talkin 2 no1 else but me. That feels so good, esp. when ur single & u've had a long day & u need that “pick me up" or somethin 2 jus remind u that there r sum good men out there. 2 have that ability is special which is truly what u r Tremaine Neverson. I have nothin but luv 4 u as a human being, artist, & a man. U make me smile Trey Songz. Lol:-) God Bless!
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