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Trey called me to say that they were on their way to come and get me. As soon as we hung up I got a phone call from Dre.
“Hey! Can you talk?” he asked.
“Yeah…um give me one moment to go in a different room.” I walk up to my bedroom. “Okay. What’s up?”
“I’m sorry I wasn’t able to get to back in touch with you sooner.”
“No. It’s fine. I knew you would call me when you could.”
“Well, it seems Elliot is pressing the detectives on the case for an arrest. He believes that Trey killed his son and knows where the weapons are hidden. He wants us to request a search warrant for you guys premises.”
“Premises where? LA?”
“I know, sounds crazy right?”
“That man is ridiculous!”
“Well that’s not gonna happen at this point anyway, but he is adamant about us arresting Trey. They are looking to search your uncle’s premises again though.”
“I can’t really get into that, but they are.”
“Is this because of Elliot’s doing? Does he know that there’s more than one suspect now?”
“He really has an ax to grind with you guys.”
“Well they can’t just arrest Trey when there’s no proof that he did it? That man needs to go sit somewhere. He didn’t even know his son, but wants to come wreak havoc because now he’s dead. Where was all this concern when he was alive?”
“You know how that goes. I mean it’s still his son.”
“One that he really didn’t know.”
“Aye, I feel you. He came there looking for trouble and unfortunately his own life was taken. He knew what he was doing though. He planned on hurting somebody coming there with a gun.”
“Right! Which was me. Look Dre, I really appreciate you helping me and Trey like this. You don’t know how much easier it is to deal with things when we know what’s coming ahead of time.”
“You know I never did like El. I wish they could just close the case already, because as far as I’m concerned whoever killed him was justified. But that’s not the way the law works, cause if I had it my way, a lot of these jokers would never see the light of day.”

On: Apr 29, 2013

“I’m on your side. I’m always on your side, but baby you don’t want to go into your marriage with secrets. You hated them being kept from you when Trey did it. You made him promise you not to keep secrets anymore. Do you think it’s fair that you ask this of him and you not do the same?” I got upset again.
“But mom, I’m scared.” I cried. “I don’t know what Trey is going to think or even act once he hears this. I don’t want to lose him.” I literally had a meltdown. My mom wrapped me in her arms. She was crying too. We cried together being each other’s shoulder. I know she was hurt about my father keeping this a secret from her too. I felt horrible for putting him in that position back then, but I knew my daddy would do anything for me, so I used that to my advantage. I think about that now and I feel so guilty for it, only because of my mom. My choice forced my dad to make a choice and now the choice he’s made has come back and hurt my mom. She was right. Life is funny and as afraid as I am to tell Trey this news I’m gonna have to do it and live with the consequences. I just hope I’m living with them with Trey in my life than not.

On: Apr 14, 2013

“Baby why won’t you just tell him. El is dead now. He can’t hurt you anymore or even cause any harm to your child.”
“Trey has enough on his mind to deal with. He doesn’t need to know this too. I mean why should I tell him mom? I don’t have the child. She’s not with me or knows anything about me. I made it clear that I didn’t want any contact with her, so what does he need to know for?”
“Shanell listen to me. Things happen baby. Take Trejay for instance. What if he ends up meeting her and dating her years from now and doesn’t even know it’s his sister.”
“Come on now mom you’re reaching here. That’s not gonna happen.”
“Tell me that it can’t happen…tell me Shanell. Don’t give the excuse about the age difference either because nowadays that’s not an issue.”
“Why do you always do this to me?”
“Sweetheart because I love you. I don’t want you to ruin what you have with Trey due to secrets.”
“So you’re not going to let this secret come between you and daddy?”
“Look, we’re not talking about me and your father right now. I’m talking about you. I understand all your reasons for thinking Trey shouldn’t know, but Shanell life is funny. I never knew I’d be standing here finding out that I have a grandbaby; other than the two I know about, along with your father knowing about it and hiding it from me. You never knew that in your future this secret was gonna be exposed, but look at what life’s choices brought you. Don’t keep this a secret from Trey, Shanell. Haven’t you had enough of that by now? He needs to know and one day so will Treyonna and Trejay.”
“I can’t tell him mom!”
“Shanell you have to! This is serious! Trey deserves to know and I won’t stand by this time and allow you not to say anything.”
“Whose side are you on?”

On: Apr 14, 2013

“As long as El lived no one was going to know about her. I had to protect her mom. If El knew about her he would’ve tried to use her to get to me. He didn’t deserve to be a father. Do you think he cared about my well-being when he held me captive in that cabin knowing that I was pregnant? All he cared about was getting money. That’s all he’s ever cared about. There was no way I wanted him anywhere near her and if I had to keep her non-existent for that to happen than that’s what it was gonna be.”
“I can’t believe I have another grandbaby. I’ve been a grand mom all these years and didn’t even know it, but your father knew.”
“Mommy please know that I never did this with the intention to hurt you. I had to protect my baby.”
“She’s not a baby anymore now is she Shanell?”
“No mom she’s not. She’s seven years old.”
“How do you know that she’s alright? That whomever has her has given her a good life and that she’s even still alive?”
“I don’t know. I try not to think about that at all. I just have to believe that the adoption agency that daddy found was a good one. But in my heart I know she’s alive.”
“You don’t even miss her? Or even curious about her at all?”
“In the beginning yes. I thought about her all the time, but that’s why I never saw her because that would make her more real to me and I couldn’t handle that. Then after some time I made myself not think about her anymore. I knew what I did was for the best and El would never be able to hurt her and use her.”
“Are you still planning on keeping this secret from Trey?”
“Yes mom I am. He doesn’t need to know.”
“Shanell, El’s mother is on the war path. If she gets even close to finding out the truth about her having a grandchild out there she is going to try to come after you for some answers.”
“I know. That’s why I’m going to go see her.”
“Oh no…no you’re not!” My mom said emphatically.
“Mom I have to. I have to take care of this now before Trey finds out or starts hearing things.”

On: Apr 14, 2013

“Please don’t let this come between you and daddy. He wanted you to know, but I didn’t. I didn’t want anyone to know. I begged and pleaded with him not to tell. I just wanted it to go away.”
“But Shanell you should’ve known you could come to me about anything. I’m always here for you. Why didn’t you know that?”
“I just didn’t okay! I was ashamed. The only thing that made any sense to me was keeping her a secret.”
“It’s a baby girl?”
“When did you have the baby Shanell?”
“She was born April 26th the day after you went on your trip to Australia.”
“I don’t believe it…I don’t freak'n believe it! Bruce never said one word about anything when I had gotten back. As a matter of fact you weren’t even here once I returned. You were over Sharon’s your dad said. DID SHE KNOW?” she yelled.
“No. She just thought I was there to recuperate from being sick because you were out of town and daddy was working. Daddy told her he would feel so much better if she could look after me. He didn’t want me to be alone after having the baby. It was around spring break so she didn’t think anything of it.”
“So you had the baby and your father took care of the adoption side of it?” I shook my head yes. “How’d you do it without the father’s consent?”
“I forged El’s signature.”
“Oh dear God.”
“Mommy I had too! If he knew he had a baby my life would’ve really been over. I couldn’t let him know.”
“Well then how could he had found out about it now Shanell?”
“I don’t know!”
“I…I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to say about any of this. Here I am thinking this woman on my step is as looney as her son when it’s my family that’s been keeping all the secrets.”
“Mommy I’m sorry for not telling you. No one was supposed to know. It wasn’t supposed to get out.”
“Shanell what about Trey? You actually were planning on keeping this secret from him too?” I wiped my eyes and changed my tone.

On: Apr 14, 2013
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I'm a independent woman & mother who strives 4 the best 4 myself & my fam. I luv 2 write & would luv 2 become a famous author, which is a dream of mine, & soon 2 bcome my reality. I've jus wrote my 1st book. I know it's a process, but at least I'm n the game & I play 2 win. I'm a new fan of Trey Songz. I've always heard his music, but it wasn't until I heard "Hood Love" by MJB featuring him, that piqued my interest about him as an artist. I have all his cd's now & I'm lovin the latest 1 PPP. I"ve said it b4 & I'll say it again Trey u inspire me as a writer. I luv ur work. I can honestly say that ur songs make me feel like ur talkin 2 no1 else but me. That feels so good, esp. when ur single & u've had a long day & u need that “pick me up" or somethin 2 jus remind u that there r sum good men out there. 2 have that ability is special which is truly what u r Tremaine Neverson. I have nothin but luv 4 u as a human being, artist, & a man. U make me smile Trey Songz. Lol:-) God Bless!
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