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Shanell baby when we’re apart I rack my brain tryna make sure that I’m being the man that you deserve because I love you so much. I question myself all the time

Does she know because of her I want to be a better man…
Does she know that I gave my heart to her a long time ago and no one else can take it…
Does she know that I’m giving my all to her because anything less is unworthy…
Does she know that I always pray for her because she’s a blessing and I can’t thank God enough for sending her to me…
Does she know that she can trust me because I will always be true to her…
Does she know she gives me strength on days I’m tired and just wanna be left alone…
Does she know I do what I do because I want her to be proud of me…
Does she know there’s not a day that goes by that I’m not thinking about what’s best for her…
Does she know every decision I make, I make it carefully with her always in mind…
Does she know that when she hurts she’s not alone and all I want to do is take her pain away…
Does she know I will die trying to protect her and keep her safe from harm…
Does she know that there is nothing in this world that I wouldn’t do to make her happy…
Does she know that I want to spend this lifetime making her happy…

Baby I have all these thoughts that go through my mind all the time…because you are my life…and without you I’m nothing but a shell of a man. I need you to know that I will always love you…and I respect what we have because I respect you. You don’t ever have to wonder where you stand with me baby…because as long as there is breath in my body, I will spend my life showing you…because I don’t ever wanna wonder or question Does She Know…because it will be clear…and I’ll be confident…She Does Know…that I love her, cherish her, place no one above her because…

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On: Aug 19, 2011

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Me and Aleen had separate cabins and when I got to mine, I plopped right in the chair and broke down and cried. I cried like a baby. It had been so long since I was able to shed any tears but at that moment it was no stopping them. I reached for a tissue and noticed an envelope with my name on it laying beside the tissue box on the small coffee table. I opened it. It read :

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On: Aug 19, 2011

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My cousin Aleen was going to spend her vacation here with me, but my mom wanted me to come and see her so we decided to go back on a cruise. I think I would enjoy myself better this time because it’s just a regular cruise. No celebrities and no Nikki. I told Evan and Marcus that I will be going away alone, so they might want to tell Trey. I wouldn’t tell them where I was going though. I learned my lesson on that. I did apologize to them for taking their memory cards and giving them the slip that day. They didn’t like that at all, but they said they’d forgive me.

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Me and Aleen was on our way. I was looking forward to this. We were waiting to board.
“So you still haven’t spoke to Trey yet?”
“No.”
“Shanell…stop being like this. He really loves you. Are you blind or something? I mean how can you not see that everything that he’s done has been out of love. Now you know that the bitch lied about being pregnant and she drugged him in the first place to get him to sleep wit her. I’m sure Trey had many opportunities to sleep with Nikki before she did this and he didn’t. SO WHAT if he didn’t tell you before you found out about it. I’m sure he was. You just happen to hear it from Nikki first, but if you wouldn‘t of heard that conversation you would‘ve heard it from Trey that same day. He’s a man too. You know they’re built to protect. He was protecting your feelings first, he wasn’t trying to be secretive.”
“And how do you know this?”
“Because I…I just know dammit!”
“Ok miss counselor…don‘t bite my head off.”
“Well you‘re making me wanna whip your ass. I would love to have a man that will stick by me no matter what, because his ass has definitely done that with you and you ain‘t even his wifey yet.” Aleen was right. I have to say as soon as we started boarding the ship and I started walking to my cabin, I realized I made a big mistake. I wasn’t getting away at all coming here. Everything was reminding me of when Trey was here with me.

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On: Aug 19, 2011

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I was so glad the investigation was over. El will be charged for Breaking and Entering, violating his retraining order and since he‘s been a repeated offender I hope they throw the book at him. It’s unbelievable but I have no remorse for shooting him. I mean I shot someone and it kinda scares me that I don’t feel bad for doing it. I guess it’s because it’s him. He’s lucky I didn’t go for his heart. Then again that would’ve been a wasted bullet seeing as though he doesn’t have one. I didn’t get any charges filed against me and neither did Trey. It was found to be purely self-defense. During this time, Trey did as I asked and gave me my space. I knew we needed to talk and I would have a lot of explaining to do once we did. I just needed to get my head together. I was missing him like crazy. It was so many times that I wanted to call him, but I didn’t. I did get to talk to Ty before she left. We didn’t get to hang out but she told me she whipped Nikki’s ass for me. I couldn’t believe it. Part of me wished I could’ve seen it but after the way Aleen beat Crystal’s ass I don’t think I need to watch any fights. Ty also let me know that Nikki was never pregnant. It was all a lie. I was so relieved and happy. I asked her how was Trey doing. She said he’s about the same as me. She told me the only reason why he hasn’t called was for one, he wanted to respect my wishes and two he was advised to let things die down between us, since it was plastered everywhere that I had shot someone. I hate the tabloids and certain blogs. They’re really painting me like I’m this crazy person. Sometimes I wish I was, because then I wouldn’t care about what I did and who it affected. I have started counseling. I’ve only had one session so far but it has been helpful. I let my counselor know that I won’t be seeing her for a little bit, because I needed to get away. She actually thought it was a good idea.

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On: Aug 19, 2011

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I was standing there the whole time just waiting and listening.
“You know what Trey…it’s late and I’m tired. I gotta go.”
“Are you comin home tonight?”
“No. I really need some time alone.” I hobbled on my crutches and went to my car. He walked with me.
“You sure you gone be ok?”
“I’ll be fine Trey.”
“Shanell we need to talk baby.” I opened the car door and sat in my car. Trey hands me my crutches.
“We will, but not right now ok Trey. Can you allow me some space for now…please?”
“Why da fuck you keep doin this?” I shut the car door, started it and rolled down the window.
“I’m not gonna argue with you Trey.”
“I’m tryna talk to you…I don’t wanna argue. All diss shit needs to be discussed.”
“Well I’m not ready to talk right now because I’m too afraid of what I might say.”
“Ight…it’s cool…have it your way….I’ll talk to you later.” Then he left.

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Trey called Nikki to see if she would answer her phone. It was pretty late but he was curious to know if she was ok since she was fighting and suppose to be pregnant. He didn’t get an answer. He told Buggzi he wanted to go over to the hospital. Buggzi thought it was to see El. Trey explained to him that he needed to see if Nikki was there and why. They road over. Trey walked up to the information desk to see if Nikki had been brought in, they said she was. They gave him the room number and told him which way to go. Once he got up to the nurses station he asked how to be directed to her room. He was asked what relation he was to the patient. He told them she was a relative.
“Oh ok. I’m her nurse. I just came out from checking on her.”
“How is she?”
“She was banged up pretty bad but she’ll recover.”
“How bout the baby?”
“Baby? What baby?”
“She was carryin a baby right?” grabs chart
“No. It doesn’t say anything about a pregnancy in here.”
“Really?”
“scans chart No nothing.”
“Ok thanks.” Trey left.

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On: Aug 18, 2011
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I'm a independent woman & mother who strives 4 the best 4 myself & my fam. I luv 2 write & would luv 2 become a famous author, which is a dream of mine, & soon 2 bcome my reality. I've jus wrote my 1st book. I know it's a process, but at least I'm n the game & I play 2 win. I'm a new fan of Trey Songz. I've always heard his music, but it wasn't until I heard "Hood Love" by MJB featuring him, that piqued my interest about him as an artist. I have all his cd's now & I'm lovin the latest 1 PPP. I"ve said it b4 & I'll say it again Trey u inspire me as a writer. I luv ur work. I can honestly say that ur songs make me feel like ur talkin 2 no1 else but me. That feels so good, esp. when ur single & u've had a long day & u need that “pick me up" or somethin 2 jus remind u that there r sum good men out there. 2 have that ability is special which is truly what u r Tremaine Neverson. I have nothin but luv 4 u as a human being, artist, & a man. U make me smile Trey Songz. Lol:-) God Bless!
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